The Cost of Trust

The Part 143

Tok.shock.

The sound of the living room door being knocked. Aziz and I, who were lying with Diaz on the bed, woke up.

"The bell is broken, huh mas? That feeling Julian came here to knock on the door, too?"

"No know deck. Try the check later. Open the door first, right?!"

Aziz sauntered into the living room to open the door.

Czech....

"Assalamualaikum!", said Fai.

"Halaikumsalam!", said Aziz ketus.

Looking at Fai's face, Aziz's jealousy was piqued. He remembered what Dian said this morning. Fai and Dian had almost had sex at the time. The desire to squeeze the face of the rival is so passionate.

But, his sane brain was working again. It's just the past. Even Dian alone forgave him who really had committed adultery. It would be unfair for Aziz to judge their past in the present.

"Bengong aja Lo,gue not asked to come in?", asked Fai.

"Who is it?", I asked.

I also understand why the guest from earlier was not asked to enter. It turns out his guest was him anyway.

"Come in Fai!", I let him in.

"Usually also the origin of entering the deck!", said Aziz ketus.

"Mas....have you promised, right???", I said softly. But I'm sure Fai heard my whisper to Aziz's mas.

"Lo why the hell is Ziz?", asked Fai while dropping his weight on the sofa.

"According to Lo?", asked Aziz back.

"In, your husband why? Yesterday's feeling he was fine. Friendly with me. Why is this now?", Fai began to wonder.

"Capek maybe, from the morning play the same Diaz continues."

"Dec, make coffee for the mas. If it's for your guests that it's.Love's coffee spiked with cyanide powder!"

"Mas.by the way what the hell are you!"

"Ngee...Lo kesambet satan what the hell is Ziz?", Fai was impatient why the attitude of his friends changed drastically.

"There deck. Make the coffee..!", said Aziz again.

"Yes, I made gold. But don't fight!!"

"In... Aziz why the hell? How come you're worried I'm the same Aziz fighting. What the hell????"

Aziz stared intently at his best friend. In Aziz's heart tried to be privileged to dampen his emotions.

I also left them in the kitchen.

"Bro...gue makes the same mistake as Lo?", asked Fai slowly.

"No!", said Aziz briefly.

"Keep, why did Lo sniffle me from my Dateng?!"

"And tell me everything!" said Aziz.

Aziz let out his breath.

"The story about his parents, about Om kendra, about his depression, about Revan, and ..especially about Lo!", Aziz pointed to Fai's face with his index finger. But, Fai lowered Aziz's finger from his presence.

"Ziz.sorry...Dian said about me the same Dian.... ever....???"

"Almost, never!", Aziz asserted.

"OK.oke...gue just got it."

Fai retreated his body then leaned back onto the sofa.

"JUST.....!"

Fai's speech came to a halt as I placed the coffee cup before him.

"Lo's gonna give a defense?" asked Aziz who now sounded calmer. Maybe because I was sitting next to him.

"Not Ziz's defense. I want to say rich, I was wrong."

"What are you talking about?"

"It was Di.soal... the incident at that time, which.....which we almost kebablasan.", said Fai lowered his head.

I take my breath slowly. As I thought, Aziz would definitely bring this up.

"Mas....??!"

"Dek, I want to hear from his mouth. Relax, you won't do anything about it!"

"Really yes? Promise me you won't be?"

"Ziz, I know.gue. I was scared at that time."

Aziz and I tried to focus on hearing 'kekhilafan' mas Fai.

"Night, before I knew both Lo and Damar. Abah insisted on sending me to Ponpes Solo. I told you I didn't want to. But Abah remains maksa. You know for yourself what kind of authoritarian Abah from the past right Ziz? Abah will never accept rejection, under the pretext of filial piety to parents."

Fai took his breath again.

"My mind, sorry... earlier..sorry In! My mind, if I say I..gue..hamilin Dian.gue can mean Abah for our marriage. So I don't have to go there to obey Abah's will."

"Pregnant me???"

"Yes Di. But lucky we didn't do that. My mind is dead-end at. Even I want to tell you directly Di, I can't."

Fai continued his story. While taking a deeper breath.

"Gue thought, Dian's love for me was amazing. Dian can give 'that' to me. In the middle of that game...Dian pushed my body. To make me realize, what I did was wrong. I also couldn't hear Diandra's cry because of me."

Astagfirullahaladzim.

"You want Di, where were we when we..... disconnected you by message?"

I didn't shake it or agree to it.

"Gue was there, in the same place. But I can't see Dian's tears!"

Fai ended his story session.