The Cost of Trust

The Part 257

I sat down in the waiting chair. My lips were incessantly blurting out words praising his asthma.

Mika is still with me at the moment. He didn't leave me a minute.

"In, you are still in recovery should you eat first huh? I know, you must not have eaten at all, right? You must take care of your own health Di, there is Diaz that you must think of as well!", Mika advised me.

"Yes, in a moment" I said in between my dhikr.

"I'm interested in food?" said Mika.

I'm shaking. Then pulled Mika to sit next to me again.

"Why?"

"I've been troubling you all a lot. You should be enjoying your vacation today."

"Di, why are you talking like that? We are your brothers, how are we going to have fun while our own brother is getting a disaster? Stop thinking about others . Think of your own feelings?!"

We were both silent until doctor Revan and some virgins came out of the IGD with Aziz. I got up from my seat.

Astagfirullah. Aziz's condition is very sad. I want to run, scatter towards her. But Mika forbids it. My tears just came out.

You must be very sick, huh mas?

"Dok, Aziz mas want to move to the nursery?", asked mika.

"To ICU doctor Mika", replied doctor Revan. His eyes were not lost staring at the woman he had loved all this time.

We also went behind Aziz's gurney that the nurse pushed .

The ICU is not too far from here. I saw the dammar and Fai running in a row towards us. They're carrying food, like.

Aziz has entered icu. I could only look at her behind a glass wall.

"Mas..wake up mas..!", isakku while staring at Aziz mas who was stretched weakly above the cage. Medical devices filled his body.

It hurts my chest to see it like that.

"In, you eat first huh?! You must have not eaten at all from morning, you are still in recovery!", said Damar giving advice, just as Mika said earlier.

"I'm not a laper mas." My eyes did not turn from looking at Aziz.

Fai just sighed. Then he approached his wife.

"We go to the mushola first yuk baby, soon magrib. You haven't prayed ashar yet, have you?", asked Fai to Mika.

"Yes mas!"

"Yes Fa, you sent mika to mushola. Let Dian be with me!", said Damar. Fai and Mika nodded.

"Dian ..sit down!", said Damar. I also obeyed Damar.

"I know, you must feel how heavy your burden is. Remember, God will not burden his people beyond his means. You have to be sure, you can get through this."

I'm speechless.

"So by phone with me, your family's body just arrived. And soon to be buried."

My tears just escaped remembering the mother who called me yesterday. He said he could not come with me, this means? And mbak Imas, it has been almost two years I have not met directly with him at all.

"And Diaz....Diaz fussing continues. Do you want a video call with Diaz? Teh neng did not dare to call you Di!", said Damar.

"I can't bear to see Diaz mas. Can I just send Diaz's video?"

Damar nodded slowly.

"Yes, I'll have Stevia record Diaz."

"Thank you!", I answered briefly.

The mood was silent again. Until finally, someone approached us.

"Excuse me Dian?", he said.

"Kang Ujang?", I said slowly.

"This is mbak, mbak Imah asked me to deliver clothes and food for mbak Dian."

Ujang thrust the small bag at me.

"Thank you Kang!", I said. I still remember what I needed right now, but she herself must be busy at home. Mama's funeral, Diaz's.....

"Mbak Di, if so I go straight home huh? Soon the body will be buried."

"Thank you a lot of kang Ujang... thanks..titip Diaz also yes kang..!", I said. However, kang Ujang and Neng tea also helped me a lot in this situation.

"Sama-sama."

Ujang left us.

"Believe me, Aziz is going through a critical period" Damar patted me on the shoulder.

I also left damar. I saw he was getting a phone call. But my feet are far away.

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[Dad Hallo?]

[What happened to Aziz Dam?]

[Some tried to harm Aziz Dad]

[Then, how is Aziz doing now?]

[Still critical of Dad]

[O Lord.].

[And.mama Farah.].

[Flood? Wh why? Where is stevia?]

[His mother Aziz, his brother and sister-in-law, as well as Aziz's nephew died. Tonight will be buried because his body was only until this afternoon from Surabaya.]

[O Lord.].

Stevan can only say the name of God.

[Stevia at Aziz's house, accompanying Imah to the funeral. Damar, Mika and Fai at the hospital accompany Dian. Because.it is impossible if Damar let Fai accompany Dian himself.]

[Yes, you're right Dam.]

[Yes Dad. Damar was just trying to make the situation more manageable.]

[Alright, Daddy's going to Aziz's house now.]

[Fm...Faiz how's Dad?]

[Faiz was so familiar with his young Oma, from the morning they played together.]

[Sorry Dad, it's been a hassle and.... Mommy.].

[Not to worry, Faiz is Daddy's grandson too. Daddy will be ready to go]

The call between son-in-law and father-in-law ended.

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Mika has just finished her ashar prayer. She found her husband calling someone, uh. a phone call from someone on Mika's phone.

While listening, Fai briefly looked at Mika for a moment and greeted her.

"Who is it?", asked Mika.

"Papa, he just found out about Aziz's accident and also the news of Aunt Farah's death."

"Owh...papa want to go to Aziz's house?", asked Mika.

"Tell him so dear!", Fai rubbed his wife's arm.

I know mas, you must want to hug diandra. Gave strength to her, but because of me. You didn't do it all. I'm just trying to trust you Mas, I don't want to be selfish! Mika said in her heart.

"We're back there!", take Fai with his wife's hand. Mika was just trailing behind Fai.

"Where is sister?", asked Mika on the amber.

"In the bathroom, I was cleaning myself. Ujang delivered clothes for Dian."

A couple of husband and wife nodded. The three now sit side by side.

For how long, Revan's doctor approached them.

"Dok..!", Damar and Fai both got up from their seats.

Revan sat on the bench across from him.

"Right now, I'm talking not just as a doctor of Aziz patients" Revan said. Damar DNA Fai sat down.

"What do you want to do, right?", asked Damar.

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What do you think 2 will be up to doctor Revan?