The Cost of Trust

Open to each other

At kiosk....

"Imah, I heard you want to go home?", asked Hayu.

"Yes mbak. I want to take care of the letters for the purposes of getting married here. My guardian lives Aziz mas mbak."

"Owh, where are you going?"

"Malang mbak."

"Yes away...?"

"Lumayan."

"Don't miss Mah. I don't have any friends if you go home."

"Hehehe mbak Hayu's. There will be Dian mas Aziz mbak mbak mbak....!"

"Yes, but Dian's busy with Diaz Imah. Kasian lah if mbak Dian help here."

"Mbak hayu is calm at most three or four days back and forth. Somewhere over there I don't have anyone."

"meaning? Aren't you Aziz's sister? "

"Hehehe I'm his cousin's sister Aziz mbak. Papa we're brother's sister."

"Owh. I think you're siblings."

"Many think so, he says we are similar. It looks similar from the side of it."

"But yes, if you look around.you are similar."

"Masa? heuuuu...don't say mba hayu likes to see my Aziz mas yes..?", joked Imah.

Hayu's face suddenly met red. And I realized that.

"Imah was just kidding mbak.!" said Imah cengengesan. Hopefully.mbak Hayu did not put the same heart masku.

"Yes...!"

*******

"Om saying tomorrow we get married, it's almost noon why don't we prepare anything?" asked Lili to Stevan.

"I changed my mind!", Stevan replied as he sipped his cigarette.

"What do you mean? Om want to play me?", lili woke up from her seat. But Stevan wasn't lured into Lili's behavior.

"You think I'm like you?", Stevan asked.

"But why om??!", lili began to get annoyed.

"Tell me where Stevia is!"

"I'll say it if we're officially married!"

"Is that so? All right, but.you gotta go my way."

"How about, what way?"

"We're just a blessing, okay.our marriage will be recorded in the religious department. Don't expect, I'm gonna throw a party for this wedding."

"What's? A blessing?"

"Yes! Wh why? You knew it from the beginning, didn't you?!"

"I..i...must what?"

"Follow the process. After that we just got married. That's even if we agree, if we don't agree it's better."

Lili fell silent.

"Well om, I agree!", said lili softly.

Stevanus smiled at his smile. He himself did not want the marriage, especially with Lili who was the same age as his own daughter. But considering this was the third time the lily contained her seed, a father's instinct felt called upon.

Stevan called Wawan, asking that he prepare everything for Lili.

"It! Take it!", Stevan gave the black card to Lili.

Lilies eyes sparkle instantly.

"This..make me om?", asked lili girang.

"No, I just borrowed it for you. Shop and buy whatever you need for our wedding. Wawan will pick you up later, take you to the priest!"

"Thank you!", the lilies poured into Stevan's arms. Old man doesn't return lily's embrace.

I'm sure, after doing that Lili will definitely go somewhere, she will definitely meet Stevi.

*******

"Honey.!", call Aziz as they lie in bed.

"Why?", I asked.

"Do you still remember?"

"Considering what?"

"Your memories with Fai?"

I took my breath deep. But Aziz's question was not wrong either.

"Mas didn't know you had those memories!"

"Because I don't want to remember it. Because I've chosen you."

"But..the song was....? What is it..??", Aziz hung up his sentence.

"Yes. The song was once a hit in his day!", I stood leaving him.

"It's not the deck!", Mas Aziz grabbed my hand and sat me next to him.

"What dong mas?"

"I'm jealous!", said Aziz.

"Jealous as who? You know that Mas Fai is getting married too? So, are you still jealous of her?"

"Not that.he's ridiculous, likes to mess around. But.mas never knew that you could play the guitar and sing well. While Fai like he knows about you!"

"O Allah is. That's why you are jealous? My dear...what should you be jealous of anyway????"

"We'll both know, I knew him first on appeal I know you mas."

"Yes..but you really don't feel the same way Fai?"

"What kind of feeling? If it's love, I just love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have lasted until this moment! Uh ah.. why the hell is that so. We are old!"

Aziz hugged me tightly.

"Sorry on deck. They often do not have time for you. Cold, unromantic. Only money will make you happy."

"Yes, what's important now is that we've always been like this. Even though now I don't receive your bonus transfer but I still receive more than enough. Wish of inner birth!"

Mas Aziz hugged me even tighter.

"Thank you baby....!"

"Yes, I'm going to go to the bathroom!"

"Yes....!"

*****"

On the return from the Aziz house.....

"Tumben didn't talk Mik?", Fai tried to invite his future wife to talk.

"Hum.!", he just turned his face to me.

"What are you thinking?"

"Diandra!"

"Why with Dian?"

"You seem to still love her so much. So lucky Dian....!"

"You already know that. We talked about it yesterday."

"Yes, but I just saw it in person."

"Just admire in Mika's heart, won't expect anything else to change anything."

"Why did you break up? who died, right?"

"I'm the one who left her just like that, even without breaking the word."

"really?"

"Yes. That time....Abah asked me to study to ponpes' friend. Abah asked me not to get in touch with anyone before I got out of the ponpes. And I. I left Dian with no certainty. Because I don't know when I'm done studying at ponpes."

"You guys have been dating for a long time?", asked Mika enthusiastically.

"Three years."

"Old lumayan?"

"Yes, long enough."

"Keep, how can Dian be the same as Aziz? He's your friend, right?"

"I didn't get along with Aziz. I feel like my friend has cornered me. But Dian made me realize that, I'm the one who really left Dian."

"Kasian Dian ya....!"

"Have forgotten it. You said we'd both learn, right?", asked Fai.

"Yes. God willing mas!", mika's face back wistfully.

"Is there something I don't know?", asked Fai intensely.

"So.dammar's brother met Hayu!"

Fai was instantly silent. Damar must have been persuading the shady-eyed woman to forgive him.

"You know what their relationship is?"

Fai silent sculpting.

"They've had children?", asked Mika to Fai.

"Yes!"

Mika returned to shed her tears.

"Have they ever been married before?"

Fai shook his head slowly. Yes, this is the answer to my doubts that initially felt that I had admired Hayu. Their past will never be erased.

"Astagfirullah..!", hissed Mika.

"Mika.it's their past mistakes when they were really immature."

"But why?"

"Don't ask me mika. I don't have the right to ask why they are if they don't tell me that directly."

Mika was silent and still focused on driving her car.

"We will marry Mika soon!", said Fai steady.

"really?"

"Yes. As you said earlier, I'll ask Abah to propose to you soon and we'll get married soon!"

"Are you sure of this decision?"

"Aggressive girl! Are we not in a position to love those who love us? Why don't we try to...can we complement each other because we feel the same fate?"

Mika's sad face now turned into a wide smile.

"alright. I assume we proposed to me. Tomorrow, we'll just inaugurate it in front of our parents."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Thank you!"

"For?"

"For our chance. Hopefully, this is our destiny!"

"Sama-sama!", Fai rubbed the top of Mika's head. And mika was growing her smile.