The Cost of Trust

I accidentally watched a drama

Mas Aziz did not take off his embrace after the dhuhur prayer earlier. He kissed me repeatedly.

"Thank you dear, I have forgiven you. I promise you, I will try to be better. Be a good husband to you and a good father to our son." whispered slowly.

When did I say I forgive him? She's dreaming?

I pushed her body away from me. I retreated a few inches from his face.

"When did I tell you that I'm sorry? You ngigau?", I snapped as I took off my face and moved from my seat.

I leave him who is still sitting with his mouth open.

'Yes Salam.kirain already plate. It turns out that it's still angry too' Aziz' inner self.

"Sir..maafin mas dek.", queen mas Aziz.

I was outside the room. Walk through the kitchen. Sit in the back close to the clothesline.

I rubbed my flat stomach. We'd love it if your mom and dad separated. But, your father's actions hurt my mother's heart. You know that, right?

For mothers, it is important that you grow up to be a healthy, resilient child, Soleh or Soleha.

I said in my own heart. But I'm sure, this baby in the belly understands the inner voice of his mother.

My eyes glanced far into the clouds. The small terrace and a little sunning spot were my favorite areas and Aziz mas before the tempest began. I began to fall asleep on the porch bench, until I finally heard there was a commotion in front. Immediately lost my drowsiness. I wonder who's ahead. And Aziz was having a fight with whom. Because I know very well, my husband is not a typical person who is easy to say rude.

I stopped behind the cupboard, separated between the kitchen and the dining room. I saw the figure of the lily was fiery facing Aziz mas. I better watch this drama. Although mas Aziz assures that the fetus that lilies are not the seed.

"Not enough have you messed up my Li family?" said mas Aziz firmly.

"I just want to be with you. I don't mind being second. Am I wrong to love you too much?", asked Lily.

"Don't talk about love in front of me . I know you're just obsessed with me. You forget, how did you leave me when I fell? Now that I have Diandra, have everything you suddenly present offering love? Where's your brain?!", snapped Mas Aziz.

Oh, my God, I can't believe he could be that rough. God, I don't seem to know you. I still watch their drama.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I was wrong, I was scared at the time. It's the past anyway, forget it. We begin to live a new life" he said, wooing while on Aziz's shoulder.

Of jealousy? Is clear! Which wife is not jealous to see her man seduced by women in front of her eyes.

But it didn't last long, Aziz pushed the body of the lily onto the sofa.

"Don't touch me. You are self-aware, you are nobody. Be polite, this is my wife's house."

"Your wife can't love you kids, can she?", her ledek.

"So talk! Diandra is pregnant. Pregnant son!"he said firmly.

Lili's eyes widened for a moment. But, it didn't last long. He came back to Aziz.

"Owh ..good then, say..Tomorrow you have a child of me and your wife at once" he said confidently.

Mas Aziz smiled. Folded his hands on his chest.

"Son of you? Dream!", said Aziz.

"What do you mean by that? This is your son!" he said again.

Mas Aziz walked towards the table on the corner of the sofa.

Grabbing the envelope and throwing it in front of Lili.

"You've checked it, haven't you?", asked Aziz.

"Yes, why? Is something wrong? Is it true that the result is positive? I didn't lie if I was pregnant?", asked Lili.

"How old are you?" ask Aziz.

"What you've seen, it's been 7 weeks!", he grinned.

"7 Weeks? Wow....means...2 months after we did her we just got pregnant? That's how you mean?"

Lilies eyes widened. She was shocked by Aziz's question .

"Are you smart or what?Yes I was wrong. It's a big mistake to have done it with you. That was just once. More than 3 months ago. And now all of a sudden I have to take responsibility with your 7-week-old baby. Where's logic?" mas Aziz.

Lili's face that was over pede now changed pias. Come on, Lili, answer! I want to hear your version of confession. If it wasn't Aziz's son!

"Yes .yes.I don't know. Could be the results of the USG is wrong." elak Lili.

"Owh..false USG results or are you making it up?" ask Aziz, whose voice is starting slowly. Maybe he was tired of yelling from earlier while talking to lily.

"Since you sent me that video, I've never once hugged you. You do realize it's Lili?" ask Aziz.

"I don't care who the father of the child you bear, which is obviously not my flesh and blood."now Aziz's speech sounded calmer.

"Oh.okay okay. If you don't want to marry me, I'll spread our videos. Let you be dishonorably fired. And people will cheat on you as a cheating husband!", threatened Lili.

Looks like Lili's fiddling with her phone. I sometimes see his face changing. He was looking for something, but he didn't seem to find it.

"Why? What are you looking for? The video? You want to spread that disgusting video?", asked Mas Aziz.

What did Aziz mean by that? Not that she should be worried, what if Lili actually uploaded her video to social media. Not only shame, but the responses of others are also influential in tomorrow's life.

"Kok... The video does not exist? Is this you?", asked Lili.

"I? How could it be?", Aziz's voice seemed to be underestimating himself. Really, not like the Aziz mas I've known all along. This is the other side of my husband.

"It's lily, I'd be if you were just trying to ruin my household with Dian right?", Aziz started to corner Lili again.

"Yes, I don't want him to get you. I knew you first, I had more right!", cerocos Lili.

Hahahaha.want me to laugh in front of him. But I better be a spectator first. I forgot a little bit of my anger at Aziz.

"The only one entitled to me is Diandra. Don't delude! You're the one who chose to leave me for that rich man. So please, from now on throw away your obsession for me. And...stop, don't bother my family again!"

Lili's face was already flushed, between anger and heartache into one expression.

"Do you see behind you there's a door? Please come out, and never come back here again!", said Aziz, pointing his hand at the door.

Lili who has been ignited by emotion just stomped her feet when she came out of my house.

Hah. I casually passed through the dining room, coughing small deliberately to impress I had just entered the room.

Aziz was not surprised to see my presence.

"Not to pretend. You know you've been a good spectator!" he said.

"Pretend what the hell? I just got in!", I said casually.

Aziz smiled at me. Then whisper.

"See the big glass next to the dining table? You look like the deck's hiding behind a closet".

My face must have turned red like a boiled crab from being discovered. Ouch ..dumb me!

Then Aziz carried me suddenly.

"What the hell mas, aburin!", I asked.

Aziz took me to my room. Dropped me into bed.

"Rest on deck. From earlier ngintipin tired right?", ledeknya.

I didn't answer, I turned my body so he wouldn't know my facial expression.