The Cost of Trust

The Part 283

Allahu...Akbar....Allahu....Akbar.....Allahu....Akbar....Lailaailallah Allahu Akbar....

Takbir's voice echoed after bada isya. Yes, because this year we wait for the decision of the Department when EidulFitri is celebrated until the magrib is over.

"Alhamdulillah, we can meet again with Eid al-Fitr!", I said as we were chatting together on the back porch.

"Yes. Alhamdulillahot. I can still see my angel here."

Aziz smiled faintly. There was a stroke of sadness on his face. Of course, Aziz went through this year's fast with various trials. From my circumstances, his accident that makes him unable to walk normally as before and the most painful is the loss of mama Farah and Mbak Imas.

I who was sitting on his lap was hugging his slightly thinner body.

"One very own deck. Diaz is asleep. Teh neng and kang Ujang homecoming. Mas Agus and Mas Tino as well. We're just three here."

Aziz turned his head on my chest.

"Don't be sad baby, there's me and Diaz right ? Heum???", I briefly kissed her sexy lips.

He was smiling too.

"May Allah open the grave of mama and mbak Imas. I can't believe they have to leave so soon."

"Please, God knows what's best for us."

"Let's Deck!", she again drowned her head in my chest.

"Usually we if again takbiran gini kan rame, cook this it makes a cake to make...."

"Bikin' sister for Diaz wants to?", I asked on a whim. But Aziz snapped his finger at my forehead .

"Awww..sick mas!", I said spoiled.

"Hehheh sorry!", then he peed his finger-flick mark.

"I just don't want you to want to be sad. The menu is ready. Tomorrow morning I'll be warm."

"It's not about the food deck, but...."

"I know mas. I understand what you are feeling. Because I was in that position!", I didn't put my hands on her cheeks.

"Thank you deck.thank you for being willing to accompany the mas in a time of slump like this!"

"God, I will always be with you. Whatever your circumstances, and I hope otherwise. You are the same as me!"

We both smiled.

"So, what time do we go to control tomorrow? No one's looking after Diaz, is it okay for our son to be brought there?"

"It's okay, we can ask the nurse to help us."

Yeah, I finally got to see Revan again. There is nothing I can ask for help, rather I have often troubled the people around me.

Imah and Dadan scattered in Bogor, Hayu of course returned to his Daddy's house. Mika and Mas Damar served in the post during Eid. And Fai.certainly he will go to the house of his Abah or Papa Umar.

"Yes deck. I'm sorry, I'm troubling you?", asked Aziz who really doesn't need an answer.

"Udah.not to be thought of! Let's go, God willing, tomorrow someone will help us. God's help will come at the right time."

"Yes deck."

"That hospital must be a lot of nurses who help you. I can look after Diaz and still see you."

"Yes baby!"

After that, we went to the room to rest.

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"Auntie....Aunty knows, Faiz is very fond of lebaran gini!", said Faiz who was sitting with lilies on the balcony. I don't know why a Lili could get along with Faiz.

"You know, surely because you will get a lot of angpao right???", guess Lili while snacking on fruit that has been cut. His gestational age is getting bigger, and he prefers fruit to be made into snacks.

"Not Aunty ...!"

"most new clothes, new sandals, new shoes.", said Lili again. That was the childhood experience he had when he was a Muslim. And now, he had chosen his own beliefs.

"Ih.no tan!" said Faiz.

"What dong?"

"Usually, Faiz will be invited to the tomb of Faiz's mother and father. Hehehe was a long way away, by car. Faiz has not seen them since he was a baby. So when they went to their tomb, Faiz was rich again to meet them..!", Faiz's smile. Before long, Faiz's face changed.

Lili dumbfounded.

"But...Faiz is sad too. Because..this year, Faiz is not the same as Abi Royan."

"Are you sad?", asked Lili.

"Yes is tan. Abi is a very good man. Same darling Faiz, same umi too. Abi never got angry."

Royan is a patient man. Said Lili in her heart.

"Yes. Aunt knows. Abi Royan is a good man."

"Tante knows Abi?", Faiz scrunched his forehead.

Behind the wall, Stevan hears a conversation between his wife and granddaughter.

"Yes, your Aunt and Umi college friends!"

"Owh..so Imi same Aunt has known dong for a long time?", asked Faiz enthusiastically.

"Yes..since Iz was in college!", said Lili still by chewing her food .

Stevan smiled behind the wall.

"Abi once said, Umi wasn't rich now. In the past.he said umi tuh seneng lake clothes like this, rich Aunt heheheh!"

"But...Abi bimbuk umi sampe can be like now. Abi says we cannot force others to follow our beliefs. Lakum dinukum. To me my religion is to you your religion."

"You're a pinter really, really you're only going to be five years old?" asked Lili. His heart was a little touched. As well as Stevan, he felt insinuated by his grandson's language. He felt guilty for forcing the lilies to follow the conviction so they could get married.

"Yes, it's true tan. Abi same umi often ngajarin Faiz, ustad Zaki also really."

"Heum, I see!", said the lily.

"It's bad, Faiz wants to be in ponpes. Umi canin you know!"

"Pondok pesantren means?", asked Lili astonished.

"Yes, Faiz wants to be a Hafidz Qur'an. I can wear the crown for umi."

Lili fell silent.

"In pesantren not free Iz!", Lili pompori.

"But let us discipline Auntie."

"Where do you know about pesantren?"

"Om Fai once told me, he said the hyacinth was delicious. Not the rich serem that people like to nakutin-nakutin."

"Huh! Sok knows you!", said lili again.

"Hehehe yes is still a long time Aunt, Faiz aja now still a child has not circumcised also heheh."

"Yes, ask for circumcision with your father who is the doctor."

"Well, can you be circumcised?", asked Faiz kepo.

"Yes...Auntie doesn't know. I mean Auntie, you said just ask for circumcision it's the same damar."

Faiz pondered for a moment.

"Two years more ah, if Faiz keeps wet dreams can not be embraced the same umi dong. It's not mahram" Faiz said.

Jem!!! There was a pinched taste in Lili's chest. He was silent at the words of this little boy. It is unlikely that he is five years old.

Hayu who had just approached his Daddy also heard the chatter of his son and stepmom.

"Dad!", call Hayu softly while kissing the back of his hand.

"That was your upbringing and the late Royan?", asked Stevan. Hayu smiled too.

"Faiz is a kid who wants to know Dad. So, maybe the late mas Royan already told him early on appeal to children his age."

"Sorry Daddy, son!", Hayu hugged his daddy.

"Via Lebaran here can't Dad? Mas Damar's assignment at the lebaran post!"

"Of course, baby, Daddy's house is yours too! Even Daddy is happy, can celebrate Lebaran with Daddy's daughter!"

"Thank you Dad!"

"Dear, Daddy thanks too. The presence of Faiz here makes a new color in this house. Lili's changed a lot into a better person."

"Alhamdulillah!", said Hayu.

"Meet them yuk!", take Stevan.

The two headed to the balcony.

"Umi!!!", cried Faiz excited to see the uminya coming.

Hayu also carried his son. Then kiss her with anxiety.

"What is the weight of the umi?", asked Hayu.

"Hehehe yes Mi. Faiz ate it a lot!", Faiz said. Then Hayu took down Faiz from his sling .

"How are you?", asked Hayu.

"good. Rich as you see, right?", said the lily. Hayu sighed.

"Dad, to yuk's room. I want to rest!", said Lili standing about to leave the balcony.

"Yes Li. Yeah, Stev, Faiz you're resting!" said Stevan. Hayu and Faiz followed.

In Stevan's room....

Stevan approaches a lily that looks uncomfortable with his current position. Yes, her stomach is very large, understand her gestational age is approaching the birthday of her baby candidate.

"Li...!", call Stevan.

"What dad?", asked Lili with the magazine on her lap.

"I'm sorry Daddy!" said Stevan. Lili closed the magazine.

"Sorry for what? Daddy's attitude has been good to me!"

Stevan sat next to his much younger wife.

"Because of our marriage, you're forced to follow Daddy's beliefs."

"Daddy heard my conversation with Faiz?"

Stevan nodded.

"Dad, whatever my beliefs are now. I'll keep looking into it. Because it was my choice!", said Lili.

Is she this wise now????

Stevan also took his wife.

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