The Cost of Trust

Her pain is loving without being loved

"You like hodgepodge too Mika?", I asked after I put Diaz in her box.

"House. Yes..in a week I must have eaten this menu", he said by still chewing his hodgepodge.

Aziz sat down at the dinner table with the two beautiful women.

"Mas Aziz why see me so?", asked Mika.

"No. When you were in the hospital, you were like this too?", asked Aziz curiously. I just watched them both.

"Hahaha of course. I have to keep dong's image in front of patients and other hospital employees."

"Oh. I thought, you're this shovel."

"What is koplak?", asked Mika.

"I don't know what hahaha means.I'm just following ya."

"Well, by the way where is her faith?", asked Mika again.

"Still at Dadan's house. Her husband's candidate."

"Owh.!!", Mika nodded her head.

Shortly after, Fai joined us.

Me, mas Aziz and mika are still enjoying our lunch.

"Who's got my car to eat, so now we can just watch us eat right?", I told Fai.

"Belvin. The important thing is that I am full first", said Fai relaxed.

"Eh, by the way when will Lo propose to this beautiful doctor?", Aziz asked Fai. Fai snorted annoyedly at Aziz's question.

"Next week is it?!", said Mika. Whether it's a request or a statement.

"Huh? Meanin?"

"Yes, Abah came home last night. Tell my Papa we'll propose next week. And.married this month too!", said Mika casually.

Me and Aziz stared at each other? Is she really going to be the wife of a Fai? Maybe it's the same question that we have in mind.

"Married???" asked Fai.

"Why? Don't want to?", said Mika looking into Fai's eyes.

"Mom.no..that's mika..ini too soon. Yeah.too fast!", said Fai nervously.

"hahahaha.didna mas! The effect is that I did get married with you!", said Mika. His expression has now changed.

"Eh, yes, I bought a toy for Diaz. For a moment yes, I take it in the car!", Mika said as she stood up. Then leave the dining table.

"Mas...you don't want to chase him? Tell her you want to marry her too. Come on.chase mika now!", I asked.

"Later he will return. Just want to grab a toy Diaz doang right?", said Fai relaxed.

"Basic! The man is insensitive!", I stood up and followed Mika.

"Lo Fai, there's a soul mate in front of that eye. Appreciate his efforts. He just wants to be himself in front of Lo!"

"Why should I? I don't know how rich I feel!"

"Fai, you both need time. Once you are together, love will surely be present. God willing, intention only because of lilahita'ala."

"But.gue confused!"

"Why?"

"Either Why, if I see Hayu.ah...His face is so shady Ziz! "

"Astagfirullah..don't say Lo...are you the same heart Hayu? You know, what kind of rich amber love to Hayu?!"

"And Lo also does not know, what kind of feeling Mika actually to Damar?"

"Gue was confused as Lo swore. Ruwet is very much alive Lo!"

"But.gue still love Dian!", Sahut Fai smiled ignorantly.

"Damn Lo! I swear to you Lo bucin's with Mika!"

"Hahahahah...gue bucin same Diandra Saputri, my ex, wife Lo!", cried Fai in the ear of Aziz.

Having already become emotional, Aziz scooped up Fai's rough face.

"Eat the love of your ex!", said Aziz to the room.

Outside ...

"Stev!"

Hayu looked towards someone who called her. Who else? Doctor Damar.

"Thank you mbak!", said Hayu while serving customers .

"Stev.I want to talk!"

"But for me, you're still my Stevi!"

"Sorry, I don't think there's anything else we need to talk about. Yesterday was clear, wasn't it?!"

"Please give me a chance to fix everything. We're starting at the beginning of Stev!"

"Can't I?!"

"I know.I've hurt you so much!"

"You know that, so there's no need to ask me why, right? There are women who love you too. Not me!"

"What do you mean Stev?"

"It is already mas. Please, don't bother me anymore. We live each of our lives. Like yesterday, before you showed yourself in front of me."

"Stevs. I'm Kana fighting for your heart again."

"And I'll keep trying.not to be with you!"

"But I still love you Stev. Always loved. For years I tried to forget you. But I can't! I love you so much!"

"Mas, forget that I was ever precious in your heart. Like you ever left me and our son!"

"Stev.!" said Damar.

******

Mika.mika. Indeed, now there is no sense of anything between the two of us. But 'God is a heart-turner. Who knows, after marriage, love is present more than previous love.

Mika walked through the connecting hallway of the house and the kiosk. But, his steps came to a halt when he heard a voice he knew was talking to Aziz's employees.

Dammar. That's the sound of my sister, Mika's inner. Miak stopped his steps, standing in front of the door of Imah's room. Listen to the conversation of the two.

Mika's heart felt sliced when Damar said words of love to Hayu.

Oh, my God, hiss Mika. He was leaning on the door of the room. He could hear their conversation without being seen from the outside.

"Mas, forget that I was ever precious in your heart. Like you ever left me and our son."

Astagfirullah...our children? Mika closed her own mouth. So... them????

Is that why Damar never looked at me in the least? Because the heart is only for Hayu? Mika's shoulder was shaken.

*****

I stood behind Mika. I know there's a damar up ahead. Because the amber car is parked in front of the kiosk.

So, how deep is your love for Mas Damar Mika?

Mika realized my presence. I rubbed his shaken shoulders. Behind his crisp voice, a joke to Fai mas.

I know what it's like to be heartbroken, but loving someone who doesn't love us at all can be very painful.

Mika hugged me. Crying on my shoulder.

"Crying is Mika. Because after this you will be calmer." I tried to advise him. Mika wiped her tears.

"Quiet?"

"Yes. You're not curious anymore, why has Damar never given you a chance?", I asked.

Yes, Diandra's right. I should have been relieved. The curiosity for five years has paid off today.

Mika also nodded.

"You open a new leaf, with Mas Fa'i. I'm sure he'll fall in love with you. And you too, will fall in love with her as time goes on."

"But, she still loves you Di"

"No Mika.he just wanted to prank Aziz mas only Mika."

Mika shakes.

"Mas Fai still loves you Di!"

I'm speechless. Why is mika and Fai's love so complicated? I took a deep breath.

"He'll love you Mika. Believe it!"

"You want to help me?" asked Mika.

"Of course, for your sake. My friends!"

Mika was starting to calm down. He showed his smile.

Ah, more precisely mika..i hope.mas Fai can forget me when he was with you, so ..he no longer interferes with my household life anymore.

Like his damar's gone. Mika continues her intention of picking up Diaz's toy in the car. I accompanied him to the stall.

There was a clumsy expression on Mika's face as she looked at Hayu. Hayu himself just smiled.

Hopefully, they can also be friends, like me and Mika.