The Cost of Trust

The pending ration

It does not feel like Diaz is approaching the age of two months. His cheeks are adorable to be able to be rowed. I took her to the doctor for immunization. However, complete basic immunization is mandatory.

I just had a bath after bada dhuhur earlier. Diaz was a bit fussy, did not want to be invited by his father let alone his aunt. Finally Diaz lun fell asleep after sucking Asiku as much as possible. He was full and comfortable.

I've already begun to carry out the obligation to pray five times. Without Aziz's knowledge of course. If he knows I've prayed, beuh.in guarantee he will ask for his rights.

After greeting and chanting a prayer, I folded my face. How surprised I was, it turned out that Aziz was already sitting on our bed. I smiled stiffly.

After clearing my face, Aziz called out to me. Clap the bed next to where he sits.

"Here!", his edict was flat.

I also approached my husband.

"Yes, um."

"When has prayer been?"

"Em.new really. Just just now."

"Baboong!"

"Yes..."

"You were intentional?"

"It's not that."

"Continue?"

"I'm.I'm...."

"I'm what Hem?", Aziz grabbed my waist.

Then *******my lips are merciless. Ah, this is what I'm afraid of. After knowing I had a mandatory bath, she would definitely not stay silent. It will devour me all out.

Just as Aziz let go of his pagutan, Diaz was already crying.

Suddenly, we stopped this activity. I immediately took Diaz out of her baby box.

Mas Aziz seemed to be pulling his own hair.

"Diaz, you messed up your father's pleasure at the wrong time!", Aziz said in frustration.

"Mas, don't be so ah.. next time ya."

I tried to calm her down.

"But baby, you know...."

"Yes, you know.I know..."

"Little now you bathe, pray dhuhur. Come there!"

"Mandi, take a shower. Why not yet."

"Yes, pray!"

"Yes.iya...!"

I saw my husband's back entering the bathroom. There is a sense of kasian and want to laugh actually.

But if I show him even there's more complicated business.

"Turn back to the front.""

"Eat first."

"No napsu. Want to eat you, not even so."

"You are so...."

Aziz left our room.

*****

"Mas.".", call Imah.

"Hum...!"

"Tomorrow if Imah is a proposal, mom can Dateng?"

"What did she make him come with mah?"

"Oh, so can't you?"

"Can I say no?"

"Continue?"

"I'm nanya, why tell her to come?"

"Emm.gimana too, mother of Imah mas."

"Are you sure he deserves another chance?"

"Yes, I know. Ibuk's mistake with Aziz was fatal. But....."

"Mas just don't want to take Mah's risk. That's it."

"So, the point is.. Can't he come here?"

"Just ask him, does he still have a face to bring here?"

"It's still a mas, his face is still that!"

"Imah.....!"

"Yes mas!"

"I mean, aren't you ashamed to see me again with your mom?"

"Yes, anyway."

"Udah is mah, mas again do not want to take care of your stepmother."

"Yes yes ..."

Imah gave a book to aziz. At the same time, Farhan came.

"Om Aziz, brother Imah!", said Farhan.

"Hi, honey?", say hello. To Imah's surprise, Farhan came with Ustadz Ahmad instead of a Dadan.

"Kok Farhan same sir ustadz, where's dad?"

"A lot of stalls, brother. So sir ustadz anterin Farhan came here. Farhan kangen same deck Diaz brother!"

"Owh.!", I turned her face to me.

I mean What the hell.

"Om...dek Diaz where is it? Farhan wants to see."

I finally approached her.

"Dek Diaz in the same house Auntie Di."

"Well, Diaz's anterin came in. It's just Diaz."

Aziz's word is like an order from the highest superiors.

"You don't have to worry about Aziz, I won't secretly see Diandra."

Imah and Farhan left the stall for home.

"What do you mean Fai?"

"Honestly, I still love Diandra!"

"Hey, mr. ustadz. Be careful with your words. You already bear the predicate of ustadz, what is worth saying it. Loving someone else's wife?"

"I'm also an ordinary human Ziz. unlike the great ustadz out there. I'm not the one you want to call ustadz."

"You want to ruin the image of ustadz Fai?", hardik Aziz.

"If necessary, I don't want anyone to call me ustadz Aziz!", snapped Fai no less loudly.

"You want what ?"

"I just want to make sure, Diandra is happy living with you. If only, I'd heard he felt hurt by you. I'm the first one who's gonna take him away from you!"

"Who are you talking to?"

"Yes. I realize I'm talking to my ex-best friend who's married to my girlfriend!"

"You.!", Aziz clasped his hand tightly.

"Mas Aziz!", call me. Right my guess, it would be like this. Fortunately, Diaz wanted to be entrusted to imah. Mas Aziz was already in an emotional position before because his passion was not channeled, plus the arrival of Mas Fai.

"Mas, don't get mad like this ah."

I rubbed his sturdy arm.

"He starts the deck!"

Accuse Aziz of Fai.

He looked at me with the same gaze, the full gaze.

"Diandra, are you happy living with this unfaithful man?", Fai's words were so striking to me.

"What do you mean huh?", mas Aziz began to regain his emotions.

"I asked Dian, not you!"

"Of course I'm happy living with mas Aziz mas, what's your business?", I'm still in a flat tone.

"Don't lie to you Diandra!"

"Mas Fai, better go home huh. I don't want any commotion here."

"Say Diandra, are you happy living with the man who betrayed you?"

"Fai!", hardened Aziz.

"Take it easy!", I rubbed my husband's arm.

"Mas Fai, that's our personal business. Mas Fai has no right to interfere or to know all about my household."

"I'm not willing to see you hurt at being betrayed by a man like him!"

"Mas Fai, I'm used to heartache. Especially when you leave me without certainty, Aziz mas who is always with me! So, don't be a hero of misfortune."

Fai's face was red.

"Go home, let our Farhan take care. And one more thing, do not damage the image of ustadz just because of your behavior!"

Aziz and Fai were both silent at this moment. Not long after, Fai left the stall.

I took Mas Aziz to sit down.

"Mas..don't in ladeni why the hell?", I rubbed his cheek.

"She knows where ya deck about ...."

"I don't know, which I obviously never met him let alone tell him. It's the same as me dropping my husband Marwah!"

Mas Aziz grabbed me in his arms.

"Thank you deck! You always manage to calm down."

"Yes....!"

"Eits..but about it..not finished yet!"

"What about?"

"Come!"

"Yes, tonight. If Diaz doesn't wake up." I stood up leaving her.

"That's right.", Aziz started sulking. I giggled amusedly at the change in his facial expression.