The Cost of Trust

The Part 264

"We enter yuk!", ask Mika to me. But I shook my head slowly.

"I'm afraid Aziz refused me Mika.", I said softly. Mika rubbed my shoulder.

"Don't be prejudiced Di, you see that Fai's mas is still inside? Means Aziz mas is already much better!", said mika makes me as calm as possible. I'm back to shaking.

"You're the first one that went in Mika. I'm just here!", reject me.

"But Di..!", Mika's sentence hangs.

"I'm okay, seriously. Just go in first. If Aziz really accepts me in, I'm going in!"

How cute are you Di, Inner Hayu.

"Yes, did I enter the expanse?", my saying.

I nodded in agreement. After a while, Mika also entered the ward of Aziz mas.

"Darling, are you in? Which diandra?", asked Fai to mika. Instead of answering, Mika looked at Aziz.

"Darling?", Fai stroked his wife's arm.

"Diandra was afraid that Aziz would forbid him to enter the mas ...!", replied Mika.

"Astagfirullah!", hissed Aziz. So did Fai.

"Lo see for yourself Ziz? Dian was afraid to meet Lo? Afraid of rejection from Lo!", said Fai. Aziz.

"You take Dian in, persuade Dian. He just wants to make sure that Aziz mas does not forbid Dian to meet!", Pinta Mika. Fai hesitated to obey his wife's orders.

"Mas...!", Mika shook her husband's arm.

"Lo obviously ngijinin bini Lo enter right Ziz, do not have to ask permission too right?", asked Fai.

Aziz let out his breath.

"Of course, I want to see my wife. How could I refuse to meet him!", replied aziz lirih.

Fai came out of the room. Mika is accompanying Aziz.

"Mas, the spirit is to heal. Don't let Diandra be like this again. I know, your physique is hurting. Your mentality is quite shaken by losing the people you care about. But....Diandra, he has no one but you and Diaz. What happens if his mental.sorry..... again disturbed?"

"I. I just feel inappropriate if Dian still keeps me Mika. Disabled man! How do you take care of them?"

"Don't think so! You husband and wife?! We have to support each other. We are sick, Dian feels her pain! I saw for myself how sick Dian mas is! Please.do not make Dian depressed with his own perception. Tell me, you want her to accompany you all your life!"

Outdoors....

I looked up, looking at who came out of Aziz's room.

"Mas...!", call me down. Mas Fai sat next to me.

"Why don't you come in?", asked Fai looking at me. I'm shaking.

"I'm just here, looking after him from afar. I'm afraid he's denying my existence!"

"Why can you think like that?"

"You saw his reaction earlier, didn't he ask me to come out of his room?"

I heard Fai sigh.

"That was, it was a long time ago. He was just terrified of the situation he was just facing. But now he's calmer. Accept reality, even if it hurts him. The proof, me and mika just enter is okay, right?"

"But you're not involved. I must be the cause of all this!"

"Enough Dian! Stop blaming yourself! Come on, come on in! Aziz wants to talk to you! Don't you miss your company so much?"

I froze in place.

"Don't hesitate, Aziz wants you to meet him. You won't get a rejection from him." Fai rubbed my head. I don't know, since a long time ago.the gentle swabs from Fai made me calm. Astagfirulah....

"Awas mas!", I clapped his hand from my head.

"Sorry!", said Fai lirih. Guilt rippled in Fai's chest.

"You go in first, I'm behind!" said Fai. I finally got up from my chair. So did Mas Fai, come behind me.

We both went into Aziz's room. Aziz looked at me softly.

"Dek...!", call her down. I approached her too. Mas Fai approached mika.

Aziz held my hand.

"Sorry, I hurt you Dek!", said Aziz slowly. I saw a clear circle coming out in the corner of his eye. I quickly removed those tears. I shook my head slowly.

"I always forgive you. I can accept your anger, but I can't if I have to stay away from you. I can't if.if you don't want me. I can't hiks...."

"Sir, I want to be with you always! We will age together!", said Aziz lirih. Mika tightened her embrace to the husband. He felt overwhelmed by what he saw in front of him.

I slammed into his embrace. I blew my hands on both cheeks.

"Thank you..!", we stared at each other.

"Fai, Mica. Thank you!", said Aziz. Both nod.

"Diaz where's the deck?"

"Yes, we go to the cafeteria first. Buy food for breaking fast. You want a nitip Di? You are not fasting, but you are not eating at all!", said Fai.

"May you, whatever it is!", I replied.

"Yes, we buy ice. Let's get Diandra seger!"

"Anything Mika. But just relax, you guys pray first, just come here again!"

"What are you not?" asked Mika.

"I can drink whatever I want, right now. Go, I won't starve, Mika's time either....!"

The couple smiled.

"Yes, we went out. Ziz, watch out for the rich attitude again. I pithes ntar!", threatened Fai.

"Hemmm!", said Aziz.

Thank God Aziz is much better. Fai and Mika. There was a nurse who checked Aziz's condition. It went well at first.

"Today, Revan's doctor finished the job, ma'am, so there will be a replacement doctor who will handle Mr. Aziz for a while!" said Nurse.

"Yes sus. Thanks!", I replied.

"Then, excuse me sir.bu!", Aziz and I nodded.

"Dek...!", call Aziz.

"Yes!", I clasped his hand again.

"You're not ashamed, your husband is now.!", Aziz said.

"Pssstttt..!', I put my index finger on her sex lips.

"Don't talk like that. You must be healed! We can go abroad if necessary. I accept whatever your circumstances, just like you have accepted my flaws!"

"Mas wants to hug you..dek!", he said spoiled. I smiled thinly. Now I lay myself on Aziz's chest, though I must be careful. Fear of hurting his body.

Mas Aziz kissed the top of my head, rubbing it lovingly.

"Mas miss you deck!", he whispered softly.

"I will always accompany you. I won't let you miss me!", I said. I kissed her forehead which was still a little bruised. Aziz smiled as well.

Tok.dok...

I rose from the chest of Aziz, as if someone had entered. Sure enough, Imah and Dadan went into the ward of Aziz mas.

"Mas...!", greet Imah with a smile.

Remember, don't remind me about Farah's mom! Fai's advice echoed in Imah's ear when he met Mika and Fai earlier.

Dadan and Imah approached both of us. Imah slammed into the arms of Aziz.

"Alhamdulillah, you have awakened!", said Imah.

Aziz nodded slowly.

"Sorry, we just got here!" said Dadan.

"It's okay and. Thank you, take care of me. I've been taking care of my mom's funeral.!" said Aziz. Cima widened his eyes.

"Mas is sincere Mah, Dan!" said Aziz. But now it was Imah who was crying in the chest of Aziz.

"Mas, I'm the only one. Please.don't ever live, imah!", faith is available on my husband's chest. I am overwhelmed by their relationship. Although they were only cousins, they were like sisters and elder siblings.

"Yes Mah!", Mas Aziz rubbed Imah's head.

"You take care of your body, Mah!", Aziz said. Even the nod.

"What did you bring?", asked Aziz. Because he saw Dadan as carrying something big enough.

Have smiling.

"A birthday cake for my most beautiful sister-in-law!", said Imah cheerfully. I scrunched my eyebrows. Aziz is frozen.

Then, Imah took the cake out of her box.

A birthday? Now yeah? Ask myself.

"Happy birthday, my mother.!'', said imah. Even though I saw a drop of water in the tail of his eye.

''Thanks Mah....!" I said no less moved.

I blew out the candle, with the cake on top of Aziz's body.

"Sir, sorry.... I should....!"

"It's okay, man. Don't think weird! I just hope, you recover soon so that we can get together again like before!", I rubbed his cheeks.

"I should give you a special gift.not like this.!" said Aziz. Have put the cake. Imah also seemed touched to see his two brothers.

"My most beautiful gift is..you're fine! It is the most beautiful gift from God. I don't know what would happen if you weren't with me.!", I said. Aziz smiled as well.