The Cost of Trust

A difficult request

"Hi Feb!", said Aziz.

"Hi Ziz! Thank you, for telling them my situation!" said Feby, who looked at Farhan and Dadan.

"Together Feb, it wasn't me. But..."

"Ustadz Ahmed?"

Aziz nodded.

"Is he here too?", asked Feby again.

"Yes, he's in front."

"Call to come here, I want to thank him directly."

Feb...Feb...call Fai use his word, very old yes Lo Fai! Aziz muttered to himself as he exited the room to call Fai.

"Sir ustadz, thank you for your help!"

"Sama-sama Ma!", said Fai-t, although their meeting back then was not good.

"Mama..!", Farhan approached his mother.

"Yes, Han!"

Feby rubbed his son's hair. His handsome face remembers Feby for his late biological father Farhan. If the accident had not happened, maybe Dadan would not have had to put up a body to replace Farhan's father's obligations.

"Mama why yourself? Where's mom's parents?"

"Grandpa's grandma is out of town, son. There's work."

Farhan nodded.

"Mama, get out of the hospital, mama lives with Farhan huh?", asked Farhan. Moments later Dadan's eyes were rounded. There is this Farhan, muttered Dadan. Imah, Aziz and Fai were also surprised by Farhan's words.

"Mom has his own house Han, after all.dad and mama are not husband and wife, so should not stay with son!", said Dadan trying to give understanding to his stepson.

Farhan approached Imah, then hugged her slender waist.

"Sister Imah.!", call Farhan still hugging his waist.

"Why baby?"

"So, do you love Farhan?"

Iman took off Farhan's embrace. Then he took Farhan to sit on the sofa. Feby's dewy eyes saw the proximity of Imah and Farhan. The village girl was closer to her biological child than she was.

"Of course Imah loves Farhan."

"If you love Farhan, may you marry your mother instead of your sister?", I was astonished by Farhan's request just now.

"Farhan, say what you son!", Dadan's voice slightly raised. He never thought that his son would say that to Imah.

Without waiting for an answer from Imah who was still frozen, Farhan turned to his father.

He hugged Dadan's leg.

"Dad..During this Farhan never asked for anything with dad. But please.this time it's dad, remarry same mommy well. Kasian mommy well..huhuhuhu"

Farhan was crying while resting at Dadan's feet.

Geez, what is this drama about Dadan? Inner Aziz. Looking at his sister who was still silent, Aziz approached her.

"Imah.", call Aziz slowly. Imah also only looked at the face of her cousin's sister at a glance. Fai was trailing behind Aziz.

"Farhan, why are you talking like that, son?"

"Dad see how mom is doing now? When my mother was sick like this, no one accompanied my mother? Farhan knew what it felt like to himself. Farhan knows, I love Farhan very much. But I'm still not Farhan's real father. Was Farhan wrong to want a whole family Well, like Farhan's friends, like Diaz's deck?"

"But, don't have to remarry Feby's mama?" said Dadan slowly.

"Farhan, your father is right, son. You can still take care of mama, meet mama without having to live together" Feby befell her.

"Does that mean you reject Farhan's wishes?" said Farhan.

"Son, father and brother Imah are soon to be married. Not with Feby's mom?"

"Well, well, that means you don't want to see Farhan happy."

Farhan half ran out of Feby's ward.

"Ha...Farhan!", cried Dadan.

"Let Imagah speak with Farhan A!", Imah soon followed Farhan who came out somewhere.

"Ha...Farhan!", call Imah.

"What do you want?"

Hugged the handsome boy.

"Darling...!"

Farhan was crying in the arms of Imah. Her cry was indeed voiceless, but her trembling shoulders signified that her crying was quite deep.

"So, forgive Farhan!"

"Sorry for what, son?"

"Farhan wants to be happy, live in a whole family. You see, what's mama like now?"

"Then what can make Farhan happy?"

"Farhan wants you to marry your mom. Not Farhan does not love the same brother Imah, brother Imah well. Very kind and very fond of Farhan. But, Farhan also loves the same mother sister. Farhan could not bear to see his own mother. Farhan knows what it's like to be alone, to have nobody."

Oh my God, a seven-year-old can say rich like this?

"Would sister Imah want to cancel the marriage of sister Imah with father?", Farhan looked at Imah without blinking. If only he blinked, the boy's tears would have shed.

"Sister Imah can not decide for himself son, sister should talk to father..sama om Aziz?" said Imah rubbing Farhan's hair.

"No need brother. Farhan thinks, this is the answer of brother. You guys continue with your marriage. Farhan realized, Farhan is nobody!"

Farhan stood up leaving Imah.

"Son!", I'm pulling the boy's hand.

"It's okay brother. Farhan knows."

"You don't understand Farhan yet, you're a child, you don't understand."

"We're going home, brother, Farhan wants to say goodbye to mom!"

"Han!", call Dadan when Farhan returns to the ward, followed by Imah.

"Ma, Farhan's coming home. Sorry, Farhan can't accompany you now!"

"Yes son, thank you for coming here!"

"On that one.forget it. Farhan realized, Farhan is nobody!", said Farhan lowered his head.

There was pain in Dadan's chest when he heard his son's words. Although not the flesh of Dadan, but Farhan had been considered his own child. Love Farhan more than love himself.

"Why are you talking like that, son, you're feeling even more guilty!" said Feby.

"No, don't feel guilty anymore. Farhan is a nobody, you have no right to force mom and dad to get married."

"Farhan..!", call Dadan restrained.

"We go home. Farhan won't ask for anything anymore. Will not force father or sister Imah!"

Farhan left the room first. Then the four adults followed Farhan.

Farhan walked down the hospital hallway crying. He felt that no one was thinking about him. Father and brother Imah indeed deserve to be together, rather than thinking about the happiness of Farhan who is nobody.

"You go home, let Farhan I take you!" Fai offered himself. Dadan understood, because Fai was close to Farhan.

"Han, come home with me huh, ride the bike?", bargained Fai.

"No need to be Austadz. Farhan doesn't want to trouble anyone anymore!"

Sontak Dadan felt pain to hear the speech of his son who had been dear to him.

"Pardon me for letting you down, son!", said Dadan holding his son's hands. But, Farhan hurriedly let go.

"No, Farhan was wrong. Not know yourself. It forced dad. Farhan is no one's father."

"Why are you talking so son, Farhan's father's son. Until whenever father's son!"

"No, Farhan's just a stranger's son who happens to be a nursing father."

The little boy returned to shed his tears without a sound.

Dadan hugged his son tightly.

"Farhan, riding the same bike, sir ustadz want?"

"No need for ustadz."Farhan shook his head. Then his eyes turned to Aziz.

"You want to go home with Aziz?", asked Aziz.

"Wear the motor sir ustadz?", asked Farhan. Aziz looked at Fai. And Fai nodded in understanding.

"alright. Here are the keys to the motorbike, sir, and this is Farah's car key!"

Aziz held the key.

Dadan, Imah and Fai head for the car park, while Aziz and Farhan head to Fai's motor park. Aziz was confused, which motorbike is the acute singles?

[Fai, which Lo motor?]

[Motor sport, red! B 5492 DS]

[Okay!]

Aziz also found the motor in question. Plate B 5492 DS.

"Let's ride Han!", Aziz asks Farhan to ride the big motorbike. His motor number plate is rich awkward? But what is it? Although with thought, Aziz still forward the bike.

Five four nine two? Geez...that's Dian's birthday? Date five months four years nine two, DS...Diandra Saputri's!

Fuck this Fai, too much!

On the way, Farhan pokes Aziz's back.

"Why Han?"

"Can we stop?"

Aziz also pulled his motorbike over to the sidewalk which is often used to stop.

"What do you want?" said Aziz as Farhan got off his bike.

"Farhan just wants to be alone."

Aziz sat down beside Farhan.

"Is Farhan angry with me? Same with sister? Same mama? Because they rejected Farhan's wishes?"

Farhan shook his head.

"Farhan is not angry. Farhan's aware, who Farhan is!"

Aziz grabbed the handsome boy.

"Om sure, why did Farhan choose to go home with aziz?"

Aziz shook his head.

"Because Aziz is a real father."

"Dadan's father is also Han's real father!"

"Yes, but I don't know what it's like to be a father like Aziz. Moreover, Mr. ustadz, he is not married!"

"Keep, if Aziz is a real father, why?"

"Every father would want his son to be happy, right?" said Farhan looking at aziz's eyes.

"Of course, son!" Aziz patted Farhan on the shoulder.

"And Dadan is indeed a father who has taken care of Farhan, but not a father like Aziz who has Diaz. think about the happiness of Diaz. Farhan is just another person. Let's om, you also deserve to be happy without having to think about Farhan's happiness. Farhan can't be selfish!"

"You think you're so grown up, son?"

"the circumstances that forced Farhan to mature om!", now Farhan again cried without a sound.

"We buy ice cream, people say.Eating ice cream can make us happy...!"

Farhan nodded in agreement.

Oh God Han, I don't understand the way you've thought so far. You've only been able to think like this for seven years? kasian you son!

Aziz took Farhan to nearby Alapamaret.