The Cost of Trust

The Part 115

"Stevs! Sorry Daddy son!"

Hayu immediately pushed Stevan away from him.

"There is nothing to forgive, sir. Sorry you will never return my Mami!", Hayu shed her tears.

Umar approached Stevanus, trying to strengthen his friend. Umar knew very well that Stevan's separation and Stevi's mother was a very painful thing both.

"Stevs. Go back to Daddy's son."

"Never will."

Faiz who saw the commotion involving his umi also ran towards Hayu standing up.

"Umi...!", Faiz hugged Hayu tightly. Stevan looked at Faiz who was calling umi to his daughter. Is this my grandson? inner Stevan. The arrogant Stevan, not thinking about where it is at the moment.

"Umi's. Didn't Umi promise not to cry anymore? Um that's what makes umi cry?", Faiz pointed to Damar.

Hayu shook his head.

"Umi, if Umi cries like this, we go home. Faiz doesn't eat anything. At home there's still Faiz's favorite Nuget, right? Let's go home umi. Faiz doesn't want them to cry anymore." Faiz hugged Hayu's slender waist.

"He's your son?" asked Stevan.

Hayu was silent not answering his Daddy's question.

But, why did Faiz say that the man had made Stevi cry, who was that man?

"Faiz, let's eat yuk first. Umi is okay. Aunt Imah same Farhan want to see the fish over there. We eat next to the pond, while feeding the fish. Same with Aa Farhan. Ayok Faiz!", Imah tried to persuade Faiz who was asking to go home to his umya.

"But Faiz did not want to if umi cried again Aunt Imah" said Faiz.

"Umi won't cry anymore. Well, sister has candy. Faiz love to umi. I'm sure I won't cry anymore." Persuade Imah again. Yes.kali..hayu little children who want to be quiet after being persuaded candy.

Finally Faiz received the candy from Imah and gave it to Hayu.

"Umi, don't cry anymore huh."

hayu also nodded.

Faiz agreed to go with Imah. This is the way to persuade the kids.

"You? Who is Stevi?", asked Stevan.

"I.. i..!", said damar bertahan.

"You two are men who have hurt me and ruined my future!", Hayu left them both.

"Like her we have to talk!", Stevan told Damar. Damar just nodded.

I saw Hayu who was half running.

"Mas, I'm going to see Hayu for a second. Nitip Diaz!"

Aziz agreed.

I approached Hayu who was getting away from the crowd.

"Mr Hayu...?"

He looked at me.

"Mdad Dian....?"

Hayu also embraced me. She was crying on my shoulder.

"I hate my daddy, I hate Damar. Those who have taken away your happiness. Till whenever I'll never forget what they did."

"But, if I may say Mayu. Slowly you can forgive them. The more you hold your grudges, the more hurt you will become. Your grudges will inflict more pain on you. Only by making peace with the situation will you feel better."

"I've been in such a hurt position. Indeed, it might not be much compared to your problem."

"Mas Fai left me without certainty. I have entrusted everything to him. Stringing the future. But.the thing that hurts me the most. Mas Aziz once betrayed me, even though it wasn't entirely his fault. He was trapped by lily. You know what it's like? My heart hurts, it hurts amazingly. Lili showed me a video of the two of them who were..ah.pain my heart remember it mbak!"

"Liliy? Mr Aziz?"

"Yes. They worked in the same office. Out of town together. Then the lilies trap Aziz until they do what shouldn't happen. At the same time, I was pregnant with Diaz. I want to claim Aziz's divorce, but I'm thinking about my son's future. Until finally, I made peace with the situation. Slowly, my trust in Aziz came back. And.indeed, the mistake he made was not out of his own will."

"I didn't know you were going through that difficult time. I thought your life with Aziz was perfect. I just envy you, Dian!"

"I'm sorry, I'm so upset. You should have confided in me. I've already opened my own husband's disgrace." I chuckled after saying my curses to Hayu.

"No mbak! I'm even happy we can share like this. I feel like I have a friend."

"Mbak hayu, you're part of our family too."

"Thank you Dian."

"Together."

"I just haven't been able to open my heart to Mas Damar. He had the heart to leave me when I was really down. And...My dad, who made my mom die for Daddy's betrayal!"

"Mister hayu must be wiser. Look at everything not just from one side. Some may not know what makes them that way. Remember, there's Faiz who will always need you!"

"Yes. To me, right now Faiz is the most precious one I have."

"May I know, why do you hate and cannot forgive them both?", I asked in doubt.

"My Daddy is not a loyal man. He loved changing partners a long time ago. But, mommy survived because of me. Mommy is too patient, too loyal or.Maybe more precisely too stupid! My dad doesn't deserve my love. Until one day, I found my lifeless mother in her room. And since then, I came out of the palace that looked more like hell to me. Out of that hell, I knew Damar. An adult, a man who loves me so much. Until.I give up the precious things I have. I thought at that time, Damar would be the last choice for me. And, without us expecting it, I was pregnant. I asked him to take responsibility. But, Damar asked me to abort my womb. Stupid me, I just according to what he said. After aborting my womb, we were fine at first until he left me without a trace. That's where I became wild. Sorry, I once teased your husband mbak Dian.!", Hayu bowed.

"Forget about that!"

Hayu continued his story.

"After Lilies broke up from Aziz mas, I intend to take Royan mas. My wild soul eroded slowly since I knew Royan. He changed me, until I was like now. Our marriage, which has been on the stage of five years, we were surprised by the fact that.mas Royan could not give offspring to me. Many times Royan asked me to leave him, but I couldn't. For me, Royan is the only man I have. Then, Royan's relatives died, and that's Faiz's parents. We decided to adopt Faiz."

Hayu finished his story. We both walked away from the hustle and bustle of this rich family event.

"Sorry, it turns out.your needs are...."

"But I'm a little calm Dian. I can tell you everything I've experienced."

I patted her shoulder.

"I'll be your friend and brother Hayu!"

Hayu finally smiled.

"After this, try to solve the problems one by one. Maybe it's your Daddy or Damar's problem?"

Hayu hesitated to agree to my proposal.

They hurt me too much, inner Hayu. I am not perfect. My hijrah is still hanging. I can't be like the praying lady out there. Please help your servant, O God....Shouted Hayu in heart.

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