THE ANGEL I HURT

THE ANGEL I HURT
Thank you, Dad



My eyes pensively looked at a piece of paper containing the medical device revocation approval.


My hands trembled signing the part that said my name there.


After days of thinking about what action I should take, I finally reluctantly agreed with the doctor's advice. I approve the doctor removing all medical aids.


Given Chaira's increasingly weak condition and several of his vitals have one by one stopped functioning. I don't want to make her tormented again even if she can't express the pain.


I asked the doctor specifically to allow only me to accompany him. My son is too young to see that.


I was right next to him when the last assistive device was removed. I kissed her forehead.


"Go, baby, meet your chosen priest, once again I let you go. Be there with him. I promise to take care of your care, I promise to be the best father for Levi and Rayya, I'll make sure they become righteous and righteous children" I whispered in his ear.


A single tear came out from the corner of her eye. Slowly I saw his lips moving even though slowly. He smiled at the sound of the detector forming a straight line.


"Goodbye, my heretics, Be the prettiest angel in HIS heaven"


I kissed her two eyelids that had been closed for almost half a year. Although I really want to see eyes that are so shady it can be re-opened.


But I am sincere if those eyes will only be opened when the priest has welcomed his hands there. Not a single tear of grief flowed with his departure.


These tears are just my happy tears, baby,,,


I'm happy to see you smile when I let you go after your priest,,,


It's time for you to be happy, the world I created for you is too cruel for an angel like you. Be happy with Ray in your world of love,,,


The love of your life once again proves to me that my love is nothing compared to Ray's love of you,,,, that,,,


CHAIRA FAJIRA


Your name is always alive in my heart and soul, and it will never be changed.


I love you,,,, I,,,


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Twelve years later,,,, the,,,,


I still love you my son,,,,,, I,,,,


"At least that's the line you said to your mother twelve years ago" I told Levi and Rayya.


Today I fulfilled my promise to explain to them what really happened to our marriage. They're mature enough and I'm sure they can slowly understand what I'm saying.


I have not covered any of them. I've waited long enough to explain everything to them.


I also resigned if they would hate me later after knowing how the father they had been proud of was no more than a man who had hurt their mother so much.


All this time I have endured my solitude. I did not remarry even though there were several women present. I managed to keep my heart. I chose to focus on raising my son.


I don't want to present them with a new mother because I know Chaira has been so good at taking care of them. I also don't want them to be mentally burdened if they have to have a new mother again.


I know they've been trying so hard to understand why they could have a father and an abi. I never again blamed Chaira's decision to marry Ray even though it was very bad for me.


I see, as a woman, Chaira needs a protector. He needs an escort. Although I know many women out there who are able to be the only parents of their children, but I can be happier and calmer if my wife is not down in solitude like me.


I continue to work hard and have prepared a lot of savings and wealth for my two children. But I keep bringing their business together. Because I know a mountain of treasure I still can not replace the time together we once lost first.


I've wasted a lot of my time skipping their growth just yet so now I don't want to miss any development from them.


Everything I do for them is enough to make them feel like they don't need a mother figure anymore. His father was able to be a father and mother to them.


I,, Darren Narendra, am a spoiled child whose only knowledge has been that I've been cooking for them. I am grateful that Rayya also showed her cooking talent like her mother. We often spend time together in the kitchen trying out all sorts of new food creations.


"Rayya also wants to thank my father who has been so good to care for and love Rayya. Rayya sure abi's smiling over there. Rayya represented abi there once again thanking dad. Rayya dear dad" Rayya hugged me.


"Alhamdulillah, Father also love you all" I said while embracing them both. Happy tears began to fade.


Thank God for softening my two children's hearts,,,


Thank you for opening the sorry doors of my two children to me,,,


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I witnessed it myself and became the guardian of my son's marriage. But when Rayya got married I asked one of the guardians of Ray's family to marry her. I'm enough of a witness.


I am also thankful that God gave me such a long life that I could feel his joy in fondling my grandchildren.


I love you my Son,,,, I,,,


I swiped at Chaira. That day we all took the time to visit the tombs of Chaira and Ray. I've paid a lot to bury them all in one land.


I even left one more piece of land right next to the Chaira Pusara.


"In case you die, I want you to bury me here" I told Levi.


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Levi let out his tears.


"Thank you dad, for your love for you. May you all gather in Jannah NYA"


Here lies our dear father,,,,


DARREN NARENDRA


Levi hugged Rayya while looking at the three lined headstones.


"We are proud to have parents like you"


EXPIRE


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*ANNOUNCEMENT*


Don't forget to look forward to and read also the new novel by Author yaaaa,,,,


"I'M YOUR WIFE, AND SO IS SHE"


And there's also a novel called MEN'S PRIAKU,,,,,, and,,,,


The author previously wrote.


But the author has to revise a lot of parts first yaaa,,,


Understand that the author is still not good at writing 😁😁😁😁


Once again the author thanks a lot to all my dear readers for all comments, likes and also his vote for the work of IDADARI I HURT.


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