THE ANGEL I HURT

Just let me

Even though Ray knows that I still have a million loves for Chaira he doesn't necessarily limit my wiggle room. I am still allowed to visit his house for the child's needs.

I don't think time goes so fast,,,

Seeing the growth and development of my children makes me more excited to make a living for their needs which of course more and more.

I know Ray is not lacking but I also do not want if all the needs of my children are also borne by him. I am so grateful for his love for my son.

We even re-cooperate. My significant change in nature made him believe this time I would not let him down like I used to.

Not only with my company, Ray also opened his hands to join Dion's company. Angga I don't need to discuss here because he's happy with his Japanese wife.

He has not returned to Indonesia since last deciding to bring his parents to live in Japan.

Single daddy,,, Single life,, Single happy,,,

That's the kind of life I've lived for years. Alternating with Chaira to take Levi and Princess who have started school is part of my life as well.

We have been communicating more since our kids started school. Ray allowed Chaira to take me in or call me as long as it was a child pick-up.

Just like this is enough to make me happy. I am happy to live with my love for her.

Ray decides not to add children because last time when Rayya was a year old Chaira was pregnant again but she had a miscarriage.

The doctor advised him to take sterile action only considering his age which is also not young. Ray agrees for Chaira's good, too.

Having three children for Ray is enough. He did not want Chaira too tired especially now also coupled with the condition of the mother who began to get sick.

Ray decides to hire a housekeeper who can help Chaira take care of the children. Ray actually wanted to hire one to take care of his mother as well but Chaira rejected him because she wanted to take care of her own mama.

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"Darling, will you accompany me to attend the wedding invitation of the son of one of my clients?" ask Ray

"Of course, honey, Rayya will be the same. Levi and Princess are indeed the schedule to follow her father" said Chaira.

"Yes, baby, get ready. We leave in an hour" said Ray.

Chaira immediately prepares Ray's clothes first and prepares with herself. Once ready they immediately drove towards the reception venue.

Because this is a party of entrepreneurs who already have many companies, of course, the invited guests include officials and famous people.

Ray holds Chaira's hand as she enters the reception venue. A few eyes seemed to look at Chaira who was wearing a veil. Maybe they think with that appearance he shouldn't be there.

But Ray still proudly breezed along with her. Ray does not care what kind of business partners judge his wife because he is the one who knows more about the advantages of his wife.

"Yetoooooooo"

Chaira turned towards the voice she could tell was Levi's. And sure enough when he turned his head Levi was running towards him.

"Loh Levi is here too?? Who the hell is son? Which father?" Chaira wonder

Levi pointed in one direction. Chaira immediately looked over.

I was wearing the same suit that Levi was wearing, and then there was the Princess who was wearing a pastel cute dress according to the theme of the invitation.

"You guys are here, too, "my broom to Ray and Chaira.

"Yes Dare, I got an invitation too. I didn't think you were present either. Are you also involved with PT*** this?" ask Ray.

"Yes Ray, even Dion. He's already there. Shouldn't we just join them?" take me.

Ray turned to Chaira who with a nod said he did not mind.

"Uncleeee,, Aunty,, that's Levi's mother here too!!!!!" levi exclaimed at Dion and Hana.

"Chaira" said Dion as he looked at Chaira who was approaching.

There was sadness on his face. Regret has ever given the idea of bringing Febby into my household into his mind. But when she sees Ray she tries to hide her feelings.

"Hello Dion, how are you? this is Ray, my husband. I think you may have known each other before" Chaira said as she held her hand over Ray's arm.

Dion looked at me. He knew I must be grappling with the roots of jealousy in my heart. Dion was again plagued with guilt.

"Hello Dion, how are you? How's business? is everything smooth?" ray asked familiarly and awakened Dion.

"Ah yaa, my business is doing well. Oh yeah meet my wife Hana, Hana this is Ray, and this is Chaira" Dion introduced Hana

"Halo Chaira,, Halo Ray, " said Hana.

Hana's eyes looked up and down watching Chaira.

"So this is the woman who makes Dare so bad and feel alone. I don't know what's special about you, but I salute you. Your charm never even faded from Darren's mind" Hana's inner.

The reception continues very well. Dion seemed to take turns looking at me and Chaira. He was sad to see us who were so harmonious now like two people who do not love each other.

"I'm sorry to go to the toilet for a minute, yeah, " said Hana.

At the round table, there was Chaira who was sitting to feed the Princess and Dion. Ray is busy receiving important calls from his men who are at the branch office. There seems to be a very important issue until this night they have to discuss it.

I was taking Levi to the toilet. Dion with remorse looked at Chaira who was so painstaking and affectionate to feed the Princess.

"You were so patient and accepted whatever happened to Chai, even you were able to take care of your own honey child. I feel so guilty for you."in Dion.

" What's up, Dion?" chaira asked who was aware of Dion's gaze.

Dion stuttered.

"Ehm, um I, I, I, want to apologize to you" Dion was bricklocked.

"For what?" ask Chaira wonder.

"I'm sorry that I'm the one you guys are like this." Ogre Dion.

Chaira doesn't understand what that means.

"Chaira, I was the one who gave Darren the idea not to acknowledge Mike as his son to you. I know you already know the truth. But I'm so sorry I ever asked Darren to do that crazy idea. Indirectly I'm the one who slipped thorns into your marriage" Dion's voice of remorse was heard.

"Here is Dion, all is past. I forgive you no matter if you ask or not. Everything related to my past I've forgiven. I don't want to keep a grudge in my heart. I want to live my life with Ray without Dion's burden" Chaira replied

"I know, I can see happiness emanating from your eyes. But I still can't forgive myself for seeing Darren down like this" Dion said without thinking that Chaira would be surprised if Dion said I was down.

Yang Chaira knows I can already accept everything. Business expanded. I also look good even though Chaira knows until now I am still single.

But Chaira thinks it's because I'm not ready. One heart I will get married again.

"Darren closed his heart to all women, and it made me sad. I've tried many times to introduce him to some of my friends and Hana but all of them were rejected. How much I want to share my happiness with him." said Dion again.

"Sorry Chai, if I'm to be honest, deep down I still want you to go back to the way Chai used to be, do you have any feelings for Darren?" tanyakanya.

Chaira was silent but her heart kept talking.

"Why did you shut the door of your heart to another woman Dare, after all this time I didn't think that you still felt so guilty about me. I see a big change in you. But I hope your change is for another woman. You deserve to be happy and I will be very happy to see you happy" said Chaira.

" Open the door of your heart to another woman,, Find a new companion, Ikhlaskan me" Chaira typed the sentence on her phone and sent it to me.

I reached into my phone when I felt a vibration. I saw the incoming message from Chaira. I immediately opened it and read it.

I looked at him sitting with Dion.

Aarrgghhh,,, uh,,,

What Dion said to her,,,

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