THE ANGEL I HURT

For the sake of our child

"A, a, a, what did you say Chai was?" tanyaku.

Chaira positioned Levi standing on his thigh. The boy kept trying to reach me. Now I remember whose face I've seen.

That's my little face.

"His name is Pahlavi, I deliberately did not give your last name before you received and knew of his presence in this world" he said

"Come on, Levi, call me, Dad, Dad,, aaaa,, yeah, this is Levi's dad. Levi kangen, right, son?" Chaira asked him to talk

"Ayaaahhh" Levi who has learned to talk since the age of a year can immediately call me father.

I tremble with my son. I don't need to prove it again with DNA testing or anything. I came to Chaira with complete trust. Whatever he says, I believe him.

I hugged and kissed Levi.

"I'm sorry, son, I was so stupid and too late to realize all this. Forgive me father" I said many times while kissing her puffer cheeks.

"Why didn't you tell me Chai?? What excuses? Give me an explanation. It was too late but I wanted to know" I asked.

Chaira sighed.

"Dare you forgot, you never gave me a chance to talk. You also do not want my presence" he said pilu.

"I knew I was pregnant when you first brought Febby and Mike home. When you said that you were going to marry her, do you remember when I just arrived? I went to the doctor that morning to check on myself who continued to feel unwell" Chaira said

I began to feel my skin as if it were being exfoliated from my body. What a taste it is.

"I wanted to surprise you and Mom. But I'm late. You gave me a surprise first" He paused for a moment.

I know he must have endured the pain that again gnawed at his heart. He seemed to take deep breaths many times. After feeling calmer he began to continue his words.

Me???

Don't ask me who's been devastated. Destroyed by my own regrets. I can't even look him in the eye. I just ducked down and let the floor get wet with my tears.

Seeing me cry Levi started crying. Chaira immediately took it from me and tried to calm him down. When Levi had calmed down, Chaira spoke again.

"Till now I never knew what reason you would have silenced me. Maybe you were angry when I asked you to get married again. But I didn't do it because I no longer loved you, not because I didn't care about your deep love for me." Chaira stopped again as her voice grew heavier.

Blinked her beautiful eyes many times to drive away the clear circles that were about to fall.

"I'm asking you to remarry because of mama, Mama so wants you to have children soon. And at that time I was still not trusted to be a mother" she said

My face was slapped a hundred times.

"Oh my god, what kind of husband am I? My dear wife who loves me and my mother very much, willing to sacrifice her feelings for our happiness,, Rela shared her husband even though it was hard for her,, but instead I accused her of deliberately killing her" My heart is broken and I regret all that.

"I was sad and sick at first when you chose Febby who was your ex. Plus when he told me that Mike was your son. The result of your affair with her during our marriage. Not to mention the moment you remembered you had lied to me by saying that you just wanted to be her protector and her child. You just want to cover your disgrace from my eyes, Dare, but then I'm happy when I remember finally what I want achieved,,,, Finally mama has a grandchild" Her tears flowed remembering mama.

"Mike isn't my son Chai, "my voice is almost inaudible.

Chaira wiped her tears.

"What do you mean?" tannya

"Febby tricked me, Mike, not my son. Febby sabotaged Mike's DNA test results." I tried to explain.

"I was just framed Chai, Mike, Mama, Mama's death, your passing,,,, our marriage was ruined, and that's all part of the plan she made." I continued.

Chaira silence. She's not a stupid woman who doesn't understand that people with money can do things beyond our minds.

"Therefore, when Febby confessed that she was pregnant again, I could not believe her until she decided to leave me. I intend to imprison her after she gives birth" I said.

"Why do you want to do it? Is jailing me not enough for you, Dare?" ask Chaira sharply.

"Don't corner me Chai, I wanted to do it because I found out that it was Febby who deliberately slandered you and mixed poison into your food that caused mama to die" I started sobbing again remembering mama.

I nodded for sure.

"But now I don't care anymore about Chai, who Febby's son was born with. I don't want any more tests to prove it. I will proudly acknowledge him as my son. Just as I proudly acknowledged Levi" I began to be able to firmly speak.

"But I wonder why you accepted it and even adopted it Chai,,,? Does his presence not add to the wound in your heart?" my many.

Chaira.

"I have no right to judge the child no matter what his parents' behavior toward me is. I just have to make sure the kid doesn't do the same thing his parents did. That's it, Dare, for me, the Princess is the child of HIM for me. HE has presented it his way" he said.

I speak a thousand languages.

"you fool Dare, this perfect angel you don't give heaven but you put her in hell" I blamed myself once again.

"Where is Chai? Can I go see him? I want to hug her too" I said

Chaira called her housekeeper and asked her to bring the Princess to me. I received the little baby girl back trembling.

I started kissing her too many times like I kissed Levi earlier. Many times I also whispered my apologies to the baby.

"Lord, even with all my mistakes I've done, you're still so good at bringing two little angels into my life." I said.

Chaira who heard him fell silent. In his silence he was happy and relieved that finally the great secret of his life had been revealed. His daughter's son received a confession from his biological father.

"May I add a name to both of them Chai?" much

Chaira nodded.

"Pahlavi Surya Narendra and Princess of Light Narendra. I want to use that name Chai" I said

"Good name." praised Chaira.

Long we were silent and busy with our daughter's son. Chaira with Levi and I with the Princess. I looked at Chaira who was still joking with Levi.

Just one more step,,, man,,,

I'll bring our little family together again. Me, Chaira, Levi and Princess. We will be a happy family.

I have the diamond ring on Chaira's ring finger. Light glitters. The ring was very fitting and beautiful to wear. I didn't choose it wrong for Chaira.

"Chai, "call me

"Yes, "Chaira stopped her joke with Levi.

"Will you cancel your wedding plans with Ray? I want us to go back to how we used to be. I want you to give me a chance. I want us to live happily together into one complete family" I asked

Chaira. His eyes looked at his fingers adorned with a ring he had worn last night.

"By Levi and Princess Chai, please" I asked again

Chaira looked at Levi and the Princess. He knew they needed his father. My request is not excessive if I think again.

I just want my two children to grow up together in one whole family.

I think Chaira can understand that, too. But I don't want to push him too much. I know maybe his heart is still hurt by all my mistakes.

"You can think before you answer Chai, I'm sure you know what's best for our children" I said

Chaira fell back.

"The word is true. It would be very beautiful and perfect their growth if we both accompanied them. "inner Chaira

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