THE ANGEL I HURT
Hang on, baby
That heart I got a chance to talk long enough from heart to heart with Chaira.
"Chai, regarding your message the other day, I don't know what Dion told you, but I want you to ignore it" I said
"Why Dare, why are you torturing yourself like this?" ask Chaira
"Don't I ever tell you that I forgive you. So you don't have to continue to dissolve in your regrets and guilt." he continued
"I know Chai, I'm even very grateful that you've forgiven me. But I love you not because I want to make amends for what I did to you. From the beginning I did love you," I said.
"But I don't want your love for me to make you suffer like this Dare" Chaira replied.
"No Chai, I don't suffer at all for loving you. It is precisely my love for you that forces me to survive so that I can witness for myself that you are happy even though you are not with me" I said
"Please don't forbid me to keep loving you, let me live my life with my love for you, and you, keep living and being happy with your love, with Ray" I asked.
"God willing, I have truly let you go" I concluded
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"Dare,, we have to go out of town for my big family get-together. I really want to take my kids along. But I don't want to interrupt your schedule with them either" Ray told me.
"It's okay, Ray, I can give up this week. Later we can arrange for me to schedule a longer time with them in the next week" I replied
Ray agrees. Chaira doesn't mind either.
"I'll come tomorrow morning before you leave" I continued.
"Yes Dare, come before 7 because we have to leave early in the morning" Chaira said.
The next morning,,, the,,,
I kept my promise to come and take them away. Ray decided to take the car and drive himself. He brought everything.
I helped them lift and lift their luggage. Ray accidentally carries a big car with extra baggage behind him.
"Levi same Princess do not be naughty there, yes, take care of Rayya's sister,, obey the same orders abi and mother" I message to my son.
I kissed them on the forehead before they got into the car. Mama Ray went in and sat in the back seat of the driver.
Ray was also sitting behind his wheel. He smiled as the child climbed.
"Beauty heart" he said.
Levi let the Princess in first because she wanted to sit on the edge alone.
"Dad not coming?" ask him before I close the car door.
"Dad there's still work, baby, but I try to catch up with you guys" I lied.
There's no way I'm catching up with them because it's Ray's big family. I don't feel like I need to be there.
"We go first, Dare, thank you for letting the kids come with us. Thank you for giving up" Chaira said.
I just nodded and smiled. I helped open the door for him. Once again she thanked me before closing the door. He sat in the front seat beside Ray holding Rayya.
When Ray was about to run his car I half ran around his car and knocked on Ray's door.
"What's Dare?" tanyakanya.
"Ray's heart,, bring them back to me safely Ray, they are my precious treasure, that's all" I said.
Ray smiled and nodded. He lifted the car glass and started moving. I looked at their departure while waving my hand at my son.
Somehow there was a sad feeling in my heart that they left behind. There was a strange feeling I felt but I didn't know what it was.
A kind of worry and fear of loss.
"They're only gone for 3 days, Dare, they'll be back soon." I calmed myself down.
I got into my car and headed to my office feeling still chaotic. Along the way the faces and cheerful laughter of my children were reflected.
The lapse of their hands inexplicably made my feelings even more uncertain.
Protect them, Lord, make their journey. Bring them back to me without anything less.
I kept praying in my heart.
Upon arrival at the office the work that had piled up made me a little able to forget and ignore my feelings of worry.
I was immersed in my busy life and didn't realize time was moving so fast.
I'm lyrically on my watch.
"Why haven't you heard from Ray or Chaira? It's not possible they haven't arrived at this hour" I'm starting to worry again.
I also tried calling Chaira but her number could not be reached. I took a deep breath in trying to get as much oxygen into my body as I could to feel calmer.
Tok tok,,, the,,,
"Get in" I said as my door was knocked.
My secretary came in and told me that all the board of directors were ready and waiting in the boardroom. I glanced back at my watch.
Apparently, my schedule is leading the board meeting.
"All right, I'll be here soon" I said.
Once again I saw my phone that had not been notified by Ray. I took a deep breath before deciding not to take my phone with me to the meeting room.
I strictly forbid all my employees to bring our cell phones at meetings. So this time I have to set an example for all of them. I don't want to be a leader who can only rule but can't do it alone.
I don't want to be a leader who can only give discourse without clear practice.
Although my heart still can not be calm but once I enter the meeting room I focus entirely on my concentration. This meeting requires special attention because there are some problems that occur in several subsidiaries of my company.
For almost two hours of full concentration on work, I went back to my room and sat in my chair. I gulped down the water available on my desk. I loosened my rope and put my head in my chair.
After feeling quite calm and fresh after a meeting that quite seized my mind earlier, I grabbed my phone. My eyes widened to see ten missed calls from Ray.
As important as anything, Ray doesn't usually call until that much. He will at most only call twice dqn will not repeat for the third time if I do not answer.
As a fellow busy businessman he certainly knows if I do not answer the phone from him it could be that I am busy and not yet possible to answer the phone.
"What do you think?" I started pressing the call button.
I called Ray. Long enough to ring, Ray finally picked up the phone.
"Good day, Mr. Darren" the voice of the man who answered my call.
I pulled my phone out of my ear and saw the screen make sure Ray's number was right. I was surprised to see that I was not wrong. That's Ray's number.
"But who lifted? Why doesn't it seem like Ray? " i thought
I decided to answer the greeting of the person across the street who kept calling my name.
"Hello, sorry who are you? I called Ray my family. But why isn't Ray answering my phone?" much
"Sorry sir, I'm with the police. I tried to contact you many times before but you didn't answer" he said
"Police? Why is Ray's phone with you? What's going on?" ask me for wonder
"Look sir, we called you because you happen to be the number you are most often contacted by the owner of this phone. We found this phone at the scene of a car accident that befell the owner of the phone and his family" he explained
"We hope you can come and help us identify the victim.,,,, "the police explained where the accident happened.
My phone fell after the police closed the call. My hands tremble. My body's limp.
My idol,,,,, is,,,
My daughter's son,,,,,, the,,,,
Ray,,, uh,,,
My family,, hang on,,,
I called Dion asking him to accompany me. I just don't want to drive a car in this state of turmoil.
Dion accepted my request and invited Hana along. We immediately drove our car to the hospital where they were taken.
The police who were still waiting for me immediately explained the chronology of the incident. Ray's car and several other cars were hit from behind by a heavily loaded truck that had brakes blong at a crossroad when they stopped at a red light.
Ray's car is the car that is at the rear so the car is the most severely damaged due to a hard impact and had bounced and then rolled.
My knees felt weak hearing that explanation. Dion gave me strength by propping up this almost collapsed body of mine.
He took me to sit in the chair that was available there. Police are still waiting for information from the doctor who handled all the victims.
God,,,,
Give them all strength so they can survive,,
Give me the strength to receive any news about them.
Endure my bidad, my jewel, my heart, I want you to live on for me.
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