THE ANGEL I HURT

This is god's temptation?

This morning Chaira prepared all my needs. He seemed silent not once to speak. He's not usually like that. It seems that he is getting used to keeping quiet with each other while with me. I wanted to say hello to him first, but I said it. I'm still prestige.

I finished my bread and I sipped my milk. Seeing me finish eating Chaira immediately took my briefcase and waited for me at the door. He just kissed my hand without saying a word. Then he walked in without waving his hand at me.

"You changed Chai" my inner self as the driver started running the car.

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Behind Chaira's door wiped away the tears she had been holding back. When he closed the door, he could no longer hold it. Mama who was about to call him paused her intentions when she saw him cry. But I don't want to ask. Actually he was sorry to see our relationship that felt increasingly bland. But still do not want to interfere too much.

Chaira who saw mama looking at him immediately realized and wiped away her tears.

"Mama, can Chai help you?" tannya

"Yes, son, can you accompany me to papa's grave?" Mom brought him

"iya ma, Chai get ready first yes" she said and immediately went to the room to change clothes and put on her veil.

It crossed his mind to call Darren for permission. But she stopped calling her husband. He chose to write a short message.

"I asked permission to go out and accompany my mother to the tomb"

"yes"

Chaira sighed. That was the short answer Darrem.

"Yes Rabb, do not let the servant have the thought that the husband of the servant no longer cares. Keep the servant away from all the bad thoughts of the servant towards the servant's husband. Give the servant patience to face the attitude of the servant's husband" Chaira prayed in her heart

Chaira immediately went down to meet the mama who was ready. The two of them only walked to the tomb because the tomb was not too far away.

" May papa calm down and get the most beautiful place on his side"

Mama and Chaira closed their prayers together. Mama holding papa's belly button shed tears.

"Ma, don't burden your steps with your mom's cry, "persuade Chaira while stroking your mom's shoulder

"Mama is always sad considering that papa still has a desire that Chai has not conveyed," said the mother

Chaira was silent and did not answer. He just invited my mom to leave the tomb. On the way home they decided to stop by the flower shop to buy some flowers to replace the flowers that had withered at home.

"Ma, Chai has asked Darren to get married again" Chaira said amid their busy flower arrangement at home

Mama stopped her activities hearing Chaira's words.

"are you sure, son?" tannya

"Chai wants Darren to remarry and hopes his wife can soon give him offspring. Chai wants to have a child soon. Although maybe the child was not born from Chai's own womb at least Darren has an heir and mama can also immediately pet a grandchild" he continued, smiling even though his tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Thank you son, even though you want your heir but you can't go against the will of God who hasn't entrusted you. After all, the offspring is important to our family because Darren is the only son you have. Mama hope you can understand. But mama's worried about you, too, and your decision didn't hurt you, son?." Mama held Chaira's fingers

"No ma, Chai will get used to it and be fine." Chaira made sure and wiped her tears

"You are the best daughter-in-law. God guaranteed HER heaven for you, son" Mama began to shed tears and kissed Chaira on the forehead

"Don't cry ma, please help Chaira strengthen her heart" Chaira said

Mama nodded many times while wiping away her tears.

"Come on, ma, we never talk about it again" Chaira said

Mama just shut up. In his mind he was busy guessing all the possibilities that this was what made the two of them look out of harmony again. Maybe her son wanted to get Chaira used to not being too friendly to him. However, if his son remarries, there is no way that his son can act that way if there are two wives.

"Ahh no, it's important that Chaira already doesn't mind if Darren remarries and I can immediately fondle the grandchildren" mama said

Tok tok,,, the,,,

They both looked towards the door.

"Let Chai open ma" said Chaira

"Assalamualaikum son, how are you?" said Umi who immediately hugged Chaira

"Waalaikumsalam umi, why didn't you tell me you wanted to come? Chai is fine. Umi didn't take Rosa?" ask Chaira who didn't see anyone with Umi.

"No son, Rosa and Toni are busy" Umi replied

After it is felt enough for the two besan mama berbasi mama pamit break into the room. Mama accidentally left Chaira with Umi because Chaira might want to talk from heart to heart alone.

Mama's decision to leave them was very appropriate because shortly after mama went to her room, the mother and the child engaged in a serious conversation. Chaira seemed to strengthen herself when telling her problems to the Umi who enthusiastically listened. Occasionally Chaira wiped away the tears that had dripped down her cheeks.

"Are you sure of your decision, son?" ask Umi after hearing Chaira tell me everything.

Umi does not want Chaira to be sad about what she has decided herself. Chaira nodded for sure.

"Chai is convinced that Umi, Chai only asked for prayers from umi to make Chai strong" Chaira said

"Yes, son, umi never broke up praying for you. Umi messages as big as any problem you never make bad to think of God. Reassure your heart that there will always be wisdom behind all the trials HE gives. Stay close and ask Him for help. Umi is sure you can pass her son" Umi closed her words while wiping the tears at the end of her eyes that were about to drip

"iya umi, thank you. The arrival of umi gives a lot of strength to Chai. Chai apologizes for visiting Chai wanting to let go of the longing but instead hears all of these things" Chaira felt bad

"It's okay, son. Maybe this is God's help for you. God moves your heart to visit you. Umi is happy that Umi can be a human chosen by God to help you, giving you strength and fortitude" said Umi

Chaira clasped Umi's hand, kissed her, then hugged her tightly. Umi faithfully stroked the head of her daughter. Although in his heart he felt pained to hear all the things but he could not show it in front of his daughter. He did not want his daughter to be sad again.

"Yes Rabb, protect my daughter. Keep him out of all trouble. Give my daughter strength and fortitude "emi prayer in the heart

Umi immediately said goodbye after being there long enough. Mama and Chaira drive him until he gets into the cab that took him.

Cccckkiiiiettt,,,, Brrruuuaaakkkkk,,,,,, you,,,,

Chaira and mama who had just entered were startled by a loud noise. Then some people ran in the streets. Chaira immediately returned to the street wanting to see what happened.

"Uumiiiiiiiiiiiiii" Chaira cried out hysterically as soon as she saw the taxi was rattled and in reverse. He saw the face of Umi who was filled with blood that poured out of his head.

"Yes Rabb, what trials have you given me" said Chaira

She's limp. His feet suddenly felt loose. Nanar's view. He fell and was unconscious.

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