THE ANGEL I HURT

Sincerely forgive you

That night I could barely close my eyes. I imagine when Chaira receives a proposal ring from Ray. The ring I chose.

"Hopefully my eyes are wrong to see, hopefully the veiled woman is not Chaira. It's not just Chaira the veiled woman in this world Dare, so calm down first" I said to myself.

"And Ray could not buy the ring and choose another one" I said again.

I felt foolish to choose a ring for him that I was sure fit for Chaira's finger. I suddenly felt that I alone had handed Chaira over to him.

I have to sleep so I don't fuck tomorrow. I had to come see that woman to convince myself who she was.

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I parked my car right in front of the house that Ray came to last night. I saw the woman watering her plants. I stood on the fence watching her.

My heart was sliced back as I recognized the woman's language and gestures. He is Chaira.

"Assalamualaikum" I accidentally didn't hit the bell because I was sure Chaira could hear it.

The courtyard of this house is not too wide so when I was in front of the fence my voice could be heard into the courtyard.

"Waalaikumsalam" he answered without turning his head because he was still busy turning the water faucet and turning it off.

"Darren???" Chaira who had seen me was stunned.

He stood there.

"Can I go in Chai?" doorstep

Chaira who seems still surprised by my presence still does not budge. She only realized when I called her name again for the third time.

He walked over to me and began to open the oagar door for me. My heart ached again when I saw a diamond ring that I recognized earlier curled sweetly on his finger.

"Ray bought it and gave it to Chaira. I should've dressed it for you, baby" my inner self.

"Please enter Dare" he said as soon as the door opened.

He seemed to be keeping his distance from me. I can't take it anymore. I hugged him very tightly. I spilled my longing on him. Chaira was surprised to get such treatment from me.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry" I kept hugging her tight.

But I felt sad when I realized that Chaira did not return my embrace but instead tried to get away from me.

"Sopanlah little Dare" Chaira continued to thrash.

Not wanting to hurt her I let go of my embrace. I'm staring. There is no sorrow in the eyes that used to be able to make me bewitched. Even now those eyes bind me.

"Not like that anymore. We are no longer muhrim" he said.

Hearing him say that I couldn't help myself anymore. I grabbed her waist and then rested in front of her. I don't care if some of our morning sports neighbors look at us.

"Dare let go of me, "Caira's trying to get away

But I hugged his feet even more.

"I won't let you go, baby, please forgive me. Give me a chance to come back to you. Give me a chance to correct my mistake. I beg you dear" I kept begging and kept hugging her feet

"Dele Dare!!!" decreed

I nodded and hugged him tighter.

"Take it off or you never have another chance!!!!" Chaira who was no longer struggling suddenly said that.

I heard him immediately let go. Chaira took a step back. I was still struggling to see her distant eyes looking out.

"He wouldn't look me in the eye at all. Is he afraid his heart will melt?" thought

"Stand up, and come with me" Chaira uttered coldly.

I comply. I stood up and followed his steps towards the chair on the porch of his house.

"Sit down" Chaira's voice had already begun to warm up.

I returned according.

"Why are you coming again?" ogre.

I didn't answer and noticed that he wasn't looking at me at all. He held the ring on his ring finger as if he was reminding himself that he had been proposed to.

"Look into my eyes, Chai, I want to apologize to you. I'd be relieved if I could see the look of your forgiving shade eyes" I said

Chaira.

Deggs,,,

Those eyes, that, that,,,

"You don't have to come just to apologize like this Dare... I have forgiven you for a long time. I sincerely forgive you. I have absolutely no grudges or heartache for you" he said softly but convincingly.

And I believe that.

"Is there anything else you want to talk to me about?" tannya

Chaira seemed to be listening. He looks calm. I'm handing out a scanned paper rather than a letter of adoption approval from the hospital where the late Febby gave birth first.

Chaira read it and then sighed.

"Explain to me everything Chai, I know I'm too late to notice. But I still want to know the truth. I beg Chai, please, tell me the truth" I asked

Chaira sighed again and looked at me.

"What is this news that you get?" tannya

I'm nodding.

"True Dare, the baby I'm now in is Febby's baby. Febby wanted me to take care of him before I found you and relay Febby's message that the boy is your son. Your flesh's blood." he said

"I wanted to tell you when you came to visit me at the villa back then but you didn't give me a chance at that. I don't even know what makes you so emotional about me and even divorced me" she continued

I feel like I'm being flogged hearing all of his words. I feel it. I felt even more pain when I imagined how broken his heart was at that time.

My tears started to drip. I don't feel sorry to cry in front of him.

"I'm sorry Chai, I'm really sorry for my outrageous attitude towards you" I said, sobbing.

"Here you go, I never want to know again what your reasons are. I have sincerely accepted the fate of Lord Dare, maybe our soul mate just got there" he said again

"Are you willing to let me go because Ray proposed to you?" much

Chaira was a little surprised to hear that. Not yet she answered I asked her again.

"I knew about Ray even though he never told me straight away. Do you want to explain to me all that?" much

"Yes Dare, Ray has proposed to me and I have accepted. I don't think I need to explain what my relationship is like with Ray. We are no longer husband and wife so I have the right to keep my own problems and stories" he replied.

I was about to ask again but I paused because a woman came out holding a boy about 2 years old.

"Sorry ma'am, Levi cried for mother" said the woman, who looked like a housekeeper.

"Give him to me, ma'am, thank you. Ma'am can go back inside" he said as he received Levi who was immediately silent when Chaira held him.

Chaira noticed me looking at Levi.

"What's up Dare? Don't you want to hold her for a second?" tannya

I doubt. I wanted to but I had other thoughts about the boy. I started to get into bad thoughts.

"How old is he?" much

"2 year. She was born the date,,,, "Chaira mentions the date of the late Levi.

I'm trying to count down. I remember the last time Chaira was kicked out. If I'm not mistaken it's about 8 months before Levi was born.

Hulah,,,,

Did Chaira really cheat first? While still my wife? If my calculations are correct then when I drive her out, she was young pregnant.

Is that the reason why he didn't resist at all when I kicked him out??

No, no, no, no, no,,

I still remember she didn't just accept my decision. He wanted to stay, but I put him in jail for mama's murder.

Then I found her holding her baby with a shabby man in the hospital right on the Princess's birthday.

Could that shabby man be the father of this child??

My daydreams ran out when the boy whined to come with me.

"Take him Dare, let him feel the warmth of his own father's embrace" Chaira said

Pyaaarrrrr,,,,, the,,,,,

I was struck by lightning hearing it,,,,

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"I trust you, Chai, I believe you can take care of yourself, I believe you remember my proposal you received last night. I'll give you time to explain everything to Darren. I also gave you a chance to rethink accepting me after you met Darren in person. I just hope your heart finds out who your soulmate really is" Ray said

Ray saw everything that was happening from inside his car. He came to pick up his mother's scarf that was missing last night. He decides to stay in the car when he sees Darren who is already standing in front of the fence of Chaira's house.

Everything Darren does, nothing escapes his sight. As she hugged Chaira even to the point of seeping in front of her.

Ray is quite mature and heartened to give time for them to finish what has not been resolved so far.

Ray started his car and left the place.

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