THE ANGEL I HURT

Didn't mean that

"Darling,,, am I interrupting?" Chaira came up to me and approached my desk.

I didn't go to the office today because I was lazy. I want to be with Chaira at home longer.

"Awhile baby, a little more, "I said without looking at him and keeping busy on my laptop screen

Chaira smiled and decided to sit on the sofa near my desk. He opened the magazine on the table while waiting for me who was still busy. Almost half an hour struggling to finish my work I finally closed my laptop and I stretched my finger and neck muscles.

Aahhh I forgot Chaira has been waiting for me for so long. I found him and I approached.

"hmm pity you baby, you must be tired waiting for me here" I rubbed Chaira's cheek that looked asleep on the sofa.

"eehhmmm, are you done, baby? Oh apparently I overslept. Wait a minute baby I make coffee for you first yaa, "He immediately got up

I pulled his hand trying to hold him.

"Wait, baby," I stopped him

Chaira stopped and looked at me not understanding.

"what's the matter, honey?" Ask

" I want you" my whispered spoiled

"here???" Chaira

I'm nodding. For a moment I looked at her embarrassed and panicked face and then I laughed at her expression.

"Don't love, we're going to the room" I said, holding himself up to our room in the next room.

In my room I did what I wanted and we enjoyed it the same. We did it over and over again until the sun started to set.

"Darling, what do you think if you remarry?" Chaira suddenly said such a thing while we were still hugging naked

I let go of my embrace. I kept quiet and didn't answer. I got up and cleaned up and got dressed. I went out and stood on the balcony of my room. My eyes looked far away but I did not know what drew my eyes. It may be the twinkling of city lights that start racing to shine the night that has begun to fall that is what attracts my view. I don't know,, why did I feel uncomfortable with Chaira's words just now? I feel shunned by his words. Maybe because I still feel guilty because I once shared my love with Rosa. I don't know, what I obviously don't like to hear Chaira say is that.

Chaira who looked at me seemed to understand that her words made me unhappy. Soon she cleaned herself and put her clothes back on as well. He followed me to the balcony.

"Honey, I'm sorry if my words don't please you. I was just,,, "he stopped his words when he saw me rushing to leave him.

"I want to go out first to meet my best friend" I said briefly without waiting for his approval

Chaira kept silent about my departure. I don't look at him at all anymore. I was angry and disappointed in him. I need time to express my disappointment.

"How could you say such a thing to me?? How could you be so desperate waiting for a child? How can you tell me to share my heart while I take pains to make amends for the mistakes I once made that marred us,,,, how can Chaira, how can you say that so easily??? "

Bruuaakkkkk,,,,, the,,,,

My two best friends were shocked when I kicked down the table and stopped the singing. We were at an elite karaoke place.it was the first time I had them meet in a place like this. Dion and Angga looked at him with incomprehensible eyes.

"why then, bro??" Dion ventured to ask for a moment after seeing me start lighting my cigarette

He was surprised to see me.

"first,, you take us here, this isn't usually bro. Second, when have you been good at smoking and drinking??" Gooseflesh

"Chaira??" ask Dion again

I drank my drink again and poured it out of the bottle again. I don't mind their questions at all. I just want to throw away my frustration for a moment. I re-ignited my finished cigarette. I pour my drink back in my glass when it's over. I did it over and over again.

"Stop bro stop" Angga tried to take a glass containing a drink that I was about to drink again

"I don't think this is the way, you say we can help" he continued

Dion who caught him immediately caught up with me who immediately came out with a stagger. I was too drunk. Dion got me in the car. Angga who has completed the payment also directly following the car entry. They drove me home. I don't remember what time they drove me which was obviously early morning.

Tok, tock, tock, tock,,,

Chaira who was waiting for me all night in the living room was shocked and immediately opened the door.

"Halo Chai, can we take Darren to the room? He's too heavy for you to be alone" Angga asked Chaira's permission

"si, si, please, "chaira immediately stepped aside to give us our way in and immediately showed me the way to my room.

"What's going on?" ask her again to my best friend who has laid me in bed

"Darren drank too much Chai, we tried to prevent him but he was angry" Angga said

"eehhmmm sorry Chai, it looks like you guys are having a problem. Let him talk tomorrow when he's conscious. Let him rest tonight. And if he's conscious, just tell him not to go to the office. We'll take care of everything" Dion chimed in

"We'll excuse Chai, "" they said

" Thank you" said Chaira

Chaira immediately escorted them forward. On the stairs they cross paths with the mother who woke up to hear the noise of Darren who continued to babble indistinctly.

"hello aunty, "greet Dion

"what is this, why Darren?" mama asked

"Darren drunk aunt, we just drove him home" Dion said politely

"why did you let him get drunk?? you know Darren never drinks. Or don't don't don't you teach him!!!!" accuse mama

"mama, this is not their fault.let them go home yes, it's almost morning ma, it's not good if the neighbors hear a storm." said Chaira

"forgive me mom, please, you can go. Once again thank you." said Chaira to my best friend who did not answer a word when mama scolded them

Dion and Angga nodded and tried to say goodbye to mama but mama did not respond.

"what's Chai doing?? is there a problem between you? doesn't Darren usually like this?" asked Mama while heading to my room to see how I was

" Maybe Chaira said something wrong earlier ma that made Darren angry and disappointed" said Chaira

"what are you talking about, "ask mom again

This time Chaira did not want to answer.

"well, you understand, Mom believes you're old enough to solve all your problems. Mama went back to my mom's room again, Chai" said mom

"iya ma" Chaira answered politely and opened the door for mama

Chaira closed the door and walked up to me. The removal of my shoes and socks. He changed my clothes after slightly wiping my body that smelled of alcohol. Then she caressed my face and kissed my hand.

"sorry baby, I don't mean anything by saying it. Know that in my heart I am not willing to share your love with any other woman. But I was willing to sacrifice for the sake of making mama happy" he explained

His tears were dripping down his white cheeks.

"Chaaaaaaiiiii,, Chaira, Chairaaaa, "I'm raving

"dear, baby, this is Chai here" Chaira hugged me

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