THE ANGEL I HURT

THE ANGEL I HURT
I'm coming, baby



"Lu don't want to find him bro? You don't want to know the truth about who the baby is?" ask Dion who is still pensive.


"If the baby was Febby's son, how else would I have to be? I'm not even sure my son's real son" I'm still so prestigious.


It's not without reason that I doubted the baby because my bad experience was fooled by Febby just yet. I just don't want to be fooled back.


"We can do DNA tests again bro, if you don't believe the results again we're looking for a doctor we can trust. You used to be fooled because you gave up everything to Febby" Dion said


"Lu's a spoiled habit of what's telling people, it's you yourself who's lying. You must learn from your big mistake!!! " Dion was getting upset.


All this time it was almost all my affairs and problems that he took care of and solved it. But now he doesn't have much time to take care of me.


"Yes yes, yes, I will consider your idea" I said lazily.


"Whataaa??? Consider??? Woyyyy Darren Narendra!!!! Wake up bro,,,!!!" Dion snapped


I was a bit surprised to see the expression on his face that looked emotional. I don't even understand why he's suddenly snapping at me.


"Lu can imagine no, if you still continue to delay to find the truth and it turns out that one day it is proven that the baby is indeed your flesh and blood,, Lu was too late to regret it" Dion fiery


"What should I regret? Because I abandoned my own son do you mean?" just plain


Dion looked very angry at my stupid question.


"It's a spoiled kid, what are you doing in high school?? Your brain is not functioning at all. Even your heart is already blind!!!" Dion kept on scolding me


"Why the hell are you twisting so closely. If you know I don't understand what you mean, you're pretty clear on me!!! Don't mind me,, you think who you can maki maki me as good as jidat you!!!!" emotions ignited.


Dion who was already an emotion immediately stood up from his seat.


"Gue isn't who, I'm here to talk to you about seeking justice for the woman you've hurt. I'm here to speak so that your eyes are open and can see the fact that the woman you've divorced,,, you accuse of cheating,, it's precisely she who takes care of and raises your child!!!!!" Dion went straight to the door.


I stared at his back who kept walking away from me. I try to digest the word he said. I saw him stop at the door and turn his body around.


"You should be ashamed, when you're still holding on to your prestige of acknowledging and accepting the baby,,, when you're still holding on to it,,, The woman received the baby born from her honey with open arms without any issue as to whose blood was flowing in the baby's body" she said, straight out.


I was sitting limp in my chair.


Every sentence of Dion was heart-piercing. Especially the last sentence he said at the door.


Tirmataku.


Too late!!! Very late!!!


If at that time I could hold back my emotions, if I had not had dark eyes, if I had obeyed Chaira's orders to sit,,, if,,, If only I had listened to two words that he would say,,,,, I would,,,,


If only,,, the,,,


If only,,,, the,,,,


I covered my face with both hands. The tears that kept flooding my face like endless flowed like my regrets that kept coming in tubers tore my heart apart.


"Chaira my dear, I'm sorry dear. I'm sorry" I hit my own chest that felt tight.


I can't keep going like this. I have to see him. I have to apologize to him. If necessary I will bow at his feet so that he will forgive me and accept me back.


This time I really don't want to lose him again. This time I will throw away the prestige that has dominated me all this time. This time I don't care whose blood is in the baby's body.


I'll take it like I accepted Mike first. I will try to be the best father for the boy. And I will also try to be the best priest for Chaira.


I'll ask him to refer. I know Chaira's a good woman. She must know her god hates divorce, I'm sure she'll agree if I ask her to refer me.


I'm sure, I'm,,


Soon I remove my tears and pack up. Ask that I ask you to book a plane ticket directly carry out my orders.


"I'm coming, baby."


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"Can we meet Ray?" Chaira called Ray


"Wait for me to see my schedule today" replied Ray who was always busy.


"Alright, I can meet after two hours. I have an important meeting. Do you mind Chai?" ask Ray


"Don't miss me too much" seduced Ray with his usual mischievous tone.


"Rayyyyy, you start. All right, come to the address I'll send you in a moment. Assalamualikum Ray" closed Chaira


Ray answered the greetings and hung up. A moment later Chaira sent me an address she knew where it was. It was a park that they used to go to often when they were saturated with learning and reading in the campus library.


Ray immediately packed up and headed to his meeting place.


He led the meeting with a burning spirit. He wanted to quickly finish the meeting because he could not wait to see Chaira.


Ray could not wait to hear what Chaira was going to say.


An hour and a half passed, and the meeting was over.


Ray glanced at his watch. There's still half an hour left to meet Chaira. Ray packed up immediately.


On the way he stopped at a flower shop. He bought a beautiful flower arrangement for Chaira.


Ray again split the road to the intended address.


Arriving at the park Ray smiled to see Chaira who was already sitting waiting for him. There was a woman who did not know of his presence because Ray came from the opposite direction to the chair Chaira was sitting in.


"Assalamualaikum" said Ray while offering a flower arrangement he brought.


Chaira looked back.


"Waalaikumsalam Ray" received the flower.


"Don't tell me I'm too late. But even if I'm late it's your fault" Ray said


"why wrong?" chaira asked not understanding.


"Because you made me so happy to get a meeting invitation from you that I wanted to buy you flowers" Ray's original reply was able to make Chaira half upset.


"Where is it like that!! Sit down first, I want to talk" Chaira said


Ray sat next to him. The long garden chairs provide enough distance for them.


"Ray, I've thought things through" Chaira began.


Ray was silent and patiently waited until Chaira finished her words.


"Actually I say it hard" said Chaira.


"I'm sorry Ray,,, "


Ray who was beginning to guess the direction of Chaira's sentence took a deep breath. She prepares her heart and herself to accept the fact that Chaira will reject her once again.


Ray was able to conclude the end of the sentence because Chaira had said that she was very heavy saying she had even apologized.


Ray resigned with whatever decision Chaira.


"Whatever your decision will never change how I feel about you. If you refuse me again this time then I will reapply you one day. I will still love you and wait for you even keep chasing you until you are tired of being alone with my pursuit Chai" inwardly.


Chaira who stopped her speech looked at Ray's face which had started to change her aura. Ray who had come with a sparkling face now looked sad. He even looks dreamy.


Chaira understood and understood what her best friend was thinking.


"Ray," he called once more so that Ray would refocus and wake up from his daydream.


Ray realized.


"Oh sorry, go on" he said


"I'm ready to listen" he continued


Chaira took a deep breath.


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