THE ANGEL I HURT

Love triangle

The cheerfulness of Levi who I like to take the road can make me momentarily forget my sadness.

At first I only wanted to bring her goods for an hour and two hours but according to Chaira's message, who asked me to take her after or after lunch, I decided to take her to lunch.

But first I have to go back to the office first. Hana was a little surprised when she saw me coming with my little prince. Not only Hana was actually astonished but almost every employee who saw us.

They must have heard of my divorce but never knew that I had children. So seeing me bring a little boy who looks so much like me, they were astonished.

"Hello baby, what's his name?" Hana greets Levi.

Only he dared to say hello. Others just look at it.

"Levi" said my prince.

"His friend, uh, aunt has some chocolate, Levi want??" Hana immediately picked up a packet of chocolate that she always carried.

Levi went with him immediately. I let Levi come with Hana for a bit because I needed to sign some of the files Hana had prepared on my desk.

Finished my signature I rested my head on the back of the chair. Back to the happy face of Chaira and Ray who were happy to welcome the presence of the baby.

I should have felt the same way, baby, too,,,

I should also eagerly take you to a doctor like Ray who this morning was also very excited,,, you know,,,

I want to turn the clock,,,,, I,,,

I want to hold back on my decision to marry Febby first,,, I do,,,

So that you can tell me about your pregnancy, baby,,,

So that I can smile happily and announce to the whole world that I will be a father,, and,,,

Aaarrggghhh,,,,,, uh,,,,

Regrets always come too late.

I bow my head at my desk. My tears are soaking my pants.

"Dad" Levi's voice surprised me.

I immediately wiped off my tears before I lifted my head. I don't want Levi to see his father cry.

"What's up, baby? Is the game over?" My toot.

"Levi angen unda,, Antal Levi's father repeated to unda yaa" he whined.

"Levi, Levi hasn't eaten. Eat first yuk same aunt father too" said Hana who helped me answer.

Hana seems to know I've been crying and I'm still fucked. So he helped me persuade Levi. Levi nodded in agreement with Hana's invitation to eat.

"Remove your tears that crybaby, Let's have lunch now. Don't disappoint your son" Hana lowered her voice.

I followed and immediately tidied myself up. I wear my sunglasses so no one can see my eyes are still red. I held Levi on the left.

"You're so cool, Dare, seeing you take your son makes me even more interested in you. Even though you've made a big mistake with your wife but seeing you as a good father like this makes me not hesitate to choose you" said Hana.

Even though I never discussed or responded to her feelings that she had expressed but Hana was still acting ordinary.

He fulfilled his promise to let and free me to avenge or reject his love for me. I really appreciate his attitude.

Because I'm not sure how I feel about him. Until now I have not found anything interesting about him. Unless she's the only woman who's never been disinclined by me and I like being treated that way by her.

I need friends, not just subordinates who are only respectful to me.

The three of us walked out of the office together. Some of the employees who saw us started whispering whispers about our closeness.

I don't give a shit.

We headed to a restaurant not far away. In the middle we were waiting for our meal order Dion to appear.

My old friend showed up and hugged me tightly.

"How are you doing bro? sorry I just returned from Singapore so I just met you. Uh you're the same who you are, Hello, I'm Dion" Dion immediately greeted Hana.

"Hana,, Mr. Darren's new secretary. I know who you are. We met before when I was an intern" Hana said.

"Dion is my best friend, in front of him you do not need to be too formal" said I who was uncomfortable called sir.

"Ok Dare, "Hana said

Dion looked at Hana. Her eyes showed interest in the woman. He tried to remember which one of his apprentices was named Hana.

"know it was your bangs, "my words pointed to Levi who was sitting sweet.

"Hello, hotshot, know this uncle Dion" Dion begins to familiarize himself with Levi.

Previously he had seen Levi's face with a sad look. Dion remembers having a hand in hurting Chaira while pregnant with Levi.

"Sorry uncle, Levi, Uncle who is guilty of you and your mother" Dion's mind was sad and regretful.

"Our tubes are here, aren't you alone?" my many.

"Gue was the same real client but he's back. Okay I joined here just Han, " said Dion.

I just shook my head to see it that way. I'm not surprised that he's always been so with women. But this time I saw another look in Hana's eyes.

The gaze of the eye wants to know more and the sense of wanting to have. Then how do I feel seeing it??

I don't know, I don't even feel anything. I just let Dion rule the conversation with Hana. Hana looks uncomfortable because Dion continues to invite her to interact.

I'm engrossed in my little whiz. I fed him until he finished his new meal I ate my meal.

Hana stole a look at me when I did it all. In the middle of his chatter with the passionate Dion he still had time to notice me.

"You're a good dad, Dare, I'm more interested in you. My feelings for you are growing" inwardly.

"Lu got a taste of him bro?" Dion immediately asked me when Hana went to the toilet with Levi.

I just shook my head slowly.

"Seriously you, "his insistence

"If you want you may approach him but I ask ma you don't playin because his father is very good with me. His father helped me a lot" I told him a little about the beginning of our meeting

"How about you, then, have you been able to let Chaira go?" ask Dion concerned.

I shook my head slowly.

"To be honest I never willing, but for the sake of his happiness I have to be strong and accept everything even though I definitely need a long time for it" I said

"Gue doesn't want to divide my heart anymore, bro, I'll let him remain the only one I love right now and forever" I said as I waved my hand at Levi who waved at me.

Dion turned his head and looked at Hana who was so close to Levi.

"Then what about her?" Dion asked Hana's fate to me.

"She expressed her love for me" I replied briefly because Hana was approaching.

Dion silent. There was a gurgle of disappointment in her face hearing my words but she began to feel sorry for Hana who was clearly her love for me unrequited.

Dion who knows how much my love for Chaira feels sorry for Hana if she keeps hoping for me.

"Just this time I feel like I'm falling for a woman and want to have a more serious relationship with her, but she loves my best friend who doesn't love her at all" he said

"Why did I find a woman who could really touch my heart but so complicated my path to be able to have it" she said.

After eating we separated. I asked Dion to take Hana back to the office because I had to go to Ray's house.

Dion doesn't mind. She knew I did it on purpose so she could get closer to Hana.

"I know you're keeping your distance from me, Dare, I know you're letting your best friend keep getting close to me so I stop chasing you. But you're wrong Dare, you're the one I want, not him" Hana was heartbroken.

"How long have you known Darren?" Hana asked Dion who was driving.

" I grew up together, Hey, why don't you just stay here anyway," Dion tried to divert the conversation.

"Listen to Dion, I'm not stupid.I know you're in cahoots. I knew Darren was trying to avoid me and get you close to me. But I want you to know that I just want it. " said Hana who was without further ado.

Dion smiling.

"And I also want you to know that he only loves his ex-wife, you can keep trying to get it but you must not forget that there is a sincere heart waiting for your love here." Dion patiently expressed his feelings.

Hana was silent to Dion's statement that felt too fast. But for Dion who just this time felt in love it was not fast because he did not want his woman to be deeper and deeper in his hopes of getting Darren.

"we'll just look at Han, until when you're strong in a love triangle like this. Whenever you're tired, come to me" Dion said as she dropped Hana off in front of my office.

Hana quiet.

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