THE ANGEL I HURT

Thank you

"Coffee sir"

Sinta smiled sweetly and offered me a cup of coffee.

"thank you. You always know when I need Sinta's coffee" I said, who needed inspiration at the time.

I drank the coffee slowly while occasionally blowing it.

"Do you need anything else, sir?" ask Sinta.

I looked at him. I don't know why I think he's teasing me. I caught a naughty signal from that speech. She still smiled sweetly waiting for my answer.

Sinta at the end of this, I felt her attitude changed for me. He is more attentive and often wears minimal clothing. Just like this time too.

He only wore a mini skirt that showed his smooth thighs.His shirt was only a thin cloth that showed the chest that was wearing a bra with contrasting colors.

It's a lie if my maleness isn't aroused considering I haven't felt a woman's touch in a long time. Sinta seemed satisfied to see me who kept looking at her up and down.

"Sir, do you need anything else?" tanyanya repeated the question.

Suddenly the shadow of Chaira and the child who was smiling welcomed me flashed in my eyes.

I saw an angel in a white dress with a hijab covering his entire body. I saw my son smiling and waving his hands at me.

I'm sober.

"Astaghfirullah" Iid.

"No, I ask you to go. Once again thank you for the coffee." I said.

Sinta seemed disappointed with my answer. Of course that's not what he expected. She immediately shuffled and was about to leave my room when I called her name again.

"Love wait, "I cried

"What's up, sir?" his eyes sparkled

"If you don't mind I'd like to ask you to dress more modestly and not be open like this. That is if you can accept my criticism. If indeed you can not accept it I have to replace you with another" I said.

Sinta looked surprised to hear that.

"But sir, "Sinta is about to protest.

"I take this word but you as a rejection. You can pack your things and I'll tell you immediately which division you're moving into. Thank you Sinta. Please come out" I said.

I breathed a sigh of relief to see Sinta had come out of my room. I'm sure my actions are right. I don't want any woman to make my mind wobble.

I don't want to get caught up in lust anymore. Enough of that I made a mistake with sleeping with Rosa first even though I was amnesiac at the time.

Enough already I was carried away with lust when he hooked Febby even though it was true that time he had become my legal wife.

I no longer want to share my heart and love even my body with other women. I learned so much from Ray who was so faithful waiting for Chaira that he finally really could have her.

But I dare not expect many gods to return Chaira to me. I just focused on my intention to repent.

I would be very satisfied if I was reunited in heaven with my little family.

I just want to be a good person, better.

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"Ray,," Chaira's voice rang out lovingly as Ray brought her back to the pinnacle of pleasure.

Ray released himself and lay down next to him. Chaira smirked her soft cheeks and hugged her.

"Hey what is this,, why are you so spoiled and lustful this end my best friend??? you want some more???" Ray teased.

Chaira closes Ray's lips, hinting Ray to be quiet. He then placed his head on Ray's field chest.

"See Ray, at the end of this I want to stay close to you. I always miss you" Chaira said.

"Hmmm what did I say?? I'm very handsome and able to make my best friend very scared away from me, "Ray pinched Chaira's nose.

"Have not been so confident, shut up and let me listen to your heartbeat" said Chaira, who put her ear to Ray's left chest.

Ray according to him even though he felt strange about his wife's behavior. His wife is not usually like that. Chaira who is usually shy of the end of this often starts even daring to ask first if she wants Ray.

"Darling, have you come to the moon?" ray's chirps arrived when he thought of something strange about his wife.

"Not yet, why baby? " Chaira answered without realizing Ray's purpose in asking.

Ray immediately released himself from Chaira who was still clinging to his chest. He sat down and looked at Chaira. Chaira who did not understand just stared at Ray.

"Seriously you haven't come to the moon??" ask Ray again.

"Not Ray, not yet, it's aaaaa,,," Chaira stopped her speech.

His eyes looked at each other with Ray's eyes. They think the same thing. Chaira's weird attitude and schedule come months that haven't come as well.

"We test tomorrow morning yaaa, "he continued.

Ray immediately nodded and hugged her. He could not wait for the morning to come to know if Chaira was pregnant or not.

Chaira woke up at dawn. He's going to the bathroom right away. She took a pregnancy test that she had prepared for when they were newly married.

"Alhamdulillah" her smile broadened.

Some tears trickled when she saw the results of a pregnancy test that showed that she was pregnant. He was very happy with this gift of God.

Worth the end of this he wants to always be close to Ray. Even the brightness is rising. It's possible that this was due to the pregnancy hormones she was experiencing.

He brought out the test results and woke up Ray who was still slumbering.

"Wake up, "he whispered in Ray's ear.

Ray who is still very sleepy just squirms. Chaira smiled at Ray's behavior. He whispered something in Ray's ear.

"I'm pregnant"

Ray opened his eyes and looked at Chaira's smiling face.

"You didn't lie, did you, baby?" asked Ray who sat down.

Chaira did not answer but immediately showed the results of the test. Ray picked it up and read the results. Many times he was seen rubbing his eyes afraid if he misread.

"Yeeeeeaaaaaayyyyyy alhamdulillahhhhh"

Ray immediately jumped up and pranced prancing around like a child who had just gotten the item he wanted so badly.

"Rayyyy,, put on your pants, youuuuu" Chaira shouted in amusement.

Ray who just realized that he was not wearing anything even made a movement like a sports athlete who was showing off his body.

They never wear anything in their sleep because Ray asked for it. So that at any moment he wants Chaira he can just start.

Chaira just patted her own eel looking at Ray's funny behavior. She immediately screamed as Ray arrived carrying her.

"Ray let go later I fall" he said but ignored by Ray.

He still carried Chaira and took her up to the bed again. The body of Chaira.

"Thank you dear" he said looking into Chaira's eyes below him.

"I thank you for making me so happy" Chaira replied.

Ray kissed Chaira's forehead gently.

"When will you come down and let your son breathe a sigh of relief? you are heavy" joked Chaira.

Ray, who had realized that he had been beating Chaira for too long, woke up and laughed.

"If you don't want to be overpowered abi yes not so later his grandpa" he said while kissing Chaira's stomach.

They immediately took a shower and prepared to perform the congregational dawn prayer service. They give thanks to the God who has entrusted them with his most beautiful gift.

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This morning I received a letter of resignation from Sinta. He chose to leave my office. He refused to put me in another division.

I don't know if she's ashamed that I chose Hana to take her place. I who do not know that there is a fierce competition for me between them only let and give enough severance money to Sinta as proof of company thanks for his dedication so far.

"May he forgive if any of my words offend him" I said.

I'm actually relieved because with the departure of Sinta means less temptation Satan for me.

Hannah,,,

although I already know his heart to me after he himself revealed it but I believe he will not be as determined as Sinta.

Hana is also the daughter of a kyai who must have received enough upbringing from her parents. Plus her self which is now more and more istiqomah hijab makes me feel safe nearby.

Wait,,,

Aman???

I don't know what I really feel every time I'm with Hana. She obviously managed to make me laugh with all her indifference and cheerfulness.

Thank you Hana,,,

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