THE ANGEL I HURT

Wake up baby

"Drink first Dare, let you calm down" Hana thrust a bottle of water at me.

I took it and drank it.

"Thank you Hana" I said.

Dion was seen pacing back and forth impatiently waiting for the doctor who did not come out as well. His guilt towards Chaira made him feel a great sense of worry as well.

It seems that some families of accident victims who have been contacted by the police have come and also waiting for news about his family.

Of course he also hoped that Chaira could survive and stay alive.

"Sit down baby, you're just going to make Darren worry more" Hana warned her husband, who kept pacing back and forth in front of me.

Dion looked at me with a pity look. He knows how weak I am to hear this news. He sat next to me. Threw shoulders.

"We pray for them together bro, let them all be safe" he said.

I just nodded. I can't cry and I don't want to cry over something uncertain.

"You can be darling, you're strong" my inner.

After a long wait, several doctors and nurses who handled the victims came out. They gave their statements to the police and the victims' families.

I saw some families who were screaming hysterically and then some fainted to hear the news about the victim. My heart feels more and more shriveled.

Even my knees are getting limp. I couldn't even stand when the doctor called.

"Rayhan Putra's family????"

I could not answer or stand up. Dion stood up to me and listened directly to what the doctors and police were saying.

Dion seemed to occasionally look at me as the doctor explained. His eyes look glassy I know, something really bad has happened.

The tears that I had been able to stand were spilled as Dion crouched down in front of me and touched both of my knees. I knew he was going to deliver news that would hurt me.

"Say" I said

Hannah was confused who should calm down. Both Dion and I looked devastated. Finally he just sat down and held both of our hands. He also wants to know what happened.

Dion with a description of his tears told me everything. I can hear clearly everything he said even with interspersed stuffing and brick.

For a moment I was silent. My mouth's locked. My head's bowed. My tears fell without my control. My pants are wet with thousands of drops of my tears.

Hannah cried at the news. His heart sighed at seeing my situation. Dion felt and knew exactly what my heart was like when it hugged me.

"That's stoic bro, you have to be strong!!!" whisper to me who still doesn't stop crying.

Why god??

Why should my bidadar??

Why not just me??

Is this also your punishment for me?

Don't take him god,,,

Let him live, and be happy, for me!!

"Bring me to them" I told Dion after I felt I had enough energy.

"Lu'm sure?" tanyakanya.

"Gue has to meet them" I said

Dion nodded. He held my body tight as if he didn't want me to fall. Hana's accompanying us.

I prepared my own heart to watch the three pale bodies and faces that were already stretched stiff. My hands trembled as I opened the covering cloth.

Ray,,,, uh,,,,

My tears broke to see that pale face. The good man suffered a severe injury to his head that could not be saved. He died while still on site.

"I testify that you were a good man in your life. I hope you get the most beautiful place on HER side"

I braced my legs to open the covering cloth that covered the small body lying beside him.

My eyes were blurred, blurred by the tears that were growing.

Daughter,,,

Father's daughter, has met her mother Febby in heaven.

I kissed his pale forehead,,,

"Wait for Dad in HIS heaven son" I whispered in his ear.

I shifted my body back and approached the next body. The last adult body I have to know who owns it.

I felt my hands unable to move. My heart was broken imagining whose face I would see after this.

I cried before opening it.

"Make me god" my heart whispered.

And I started to open that cloth,,,,, and,,,,

Mama Ray, her friendly face while living is reflected in my eyes. The woman who had been so heartened to accept Chaira and my son had gone home.

I with the rest of my blurred eyes turned around to make sure there was still a corpse I had to recognize.

After being convinced there were only three stiff bodies there I asked Dion.

"Where is he? Where's Levi? Where's Rayya?" I'm just impatient.

Dion bowed.

"My answer!!! Where's them???" I started to get upset because he was just crying.

"They are still in critical condition in the ICU Dare room, "Hana said softly.

I looked towards him.

"Bring me there" I asked.

Hana nodded. She tried to wake her husband up to take me there. Dion wiped away his tears and walked back to me.

We were not allowed in by the nurses. We can only take turns to enter. Dion and Hana of course let me in.

"Lu must be strong bro" Dion's message as I was about to enter the room.

I'm nodding. I opened the door and entered with a special outfit worn when entering the ICU room.

Rayya was the first one I met. I cried seeing the small body that was almost wrapped by many bandages all over her body.

He seems to have broken bones in his hands and feet. I found out from the cast that the doctor put on him.

"The strong father's son, when your brother was alive he loved the Princess and Levi so much. Now I promise I will love you like I love them. Dad's gonna be Rayya's abi." I whispered.

Without wiping my tears I headed to the bed next to him and could confirm that body was the body of Levi my hero.

"Champaign dad, strong, boy. I still want to play with you. I still have to explain and answer all your questions all this time baby. quickly wake up baby" I whispered to him

Lastly,,,,, the,,,,

I sat down to see my bare body that had been rolled weakly helpless with many wounds on its body. His head was wrapped in thick bandages.

Why not just me God, why,,,

Why do you let that weak body feel the pain of the wound, too,,,

Wasn't there enough of a wound in his heart because of me,,,,

I was devastated to see it that way, if I could replace him lying there with all his wounds being moved all over me, if only I could replace him,,

I'm willing,,,,, I,,,

I dared to kiss her bandaged forehead.

"Wake up baby, it's me. Hang on,, live for me, be strong for Levi and Rayya, they still need you dear" I whispered to her.

A single tear seemed to drip from his closed eyes. I wiped those tears.

The doctor said he was in a coma and still critical. Doctors have not yet confirmed when he will regain consciousness....

Coupled with a hard bump on his spine when his car rolled over could result in permanent paralysis on him if he made it through his critical period and survived.

I grew devastated at how broken he would be when he woke up and realized he had lost his best priest all along,,,, and,,,

Losing the friend who became his love,, losing the soul of the soul who loved him,,,

God,,,

Give him a chance to stay alive, and,,,

Give him the strength to accept your trials again,,,

I have indeed mengikhlaskan himself into Ray's possession, But this time I have not been willing and sincere if YOU want to take it,,,,, but this time I have not been willing and sincere if YOU want to take it,,,

Give him back to me god,,,

Not as my wife, though,,,

I just want to see him live and watch Levi and Rayya grow up,,,, I,,,

I'll be a leg to her,,,, I'll be a leg to her,,,

I'll devote the rest of my life with him,,,

Give him a chance, God,,

Give strength to our daughter's son, too, you,,,

Wake up baby,,,

I'm still waiting for you here, don't leave me, Dad,,

Get up my bidadar,,,

Me and your son need you,,,

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