THE ANGEL I HURT

Forgive dad

"Ray, I just wanted your permission to accept Darren's arrival today. Today's the schedule is to visit children" Chaira said while helping to wear Ray's tie.

"Dear, baby, I'll let you see him. Don't forget to take care of your eyes, take care of yourself and take care of your heart for me" he said.

"Yes Ray, thank you for letting me" Chaira smiled.

"I don't need to remind you to put on your veil, do I?" Ray teased her

Chaira pinched her nose.

"Still this morning you've been so jealous and afraid of losing me" Chaira sneered.

"You're too pretty, I'm afraid of losing you" Ray said.

Chaira's face was red to hear it. Ray was happy to see it.

"Well, so early I got the reward for pleasing you" she said again

Ray kissed the lips of his wife who was still blushing shame. The kiss is getting hotter for longer. Chaira pinched her stomach to release her kiss.

"Aaaawww sick dear. How did it get pinched anyway??" protest Ray.

"Eat him do not lust continue. You have to work to make a lot of money for me and my children" Chaira said.

"Hahahahha good mistress, what's the hell you want?" Ray hugged Chaira's waist tightly.

" As much as you love me" he replied.

"Waahhh if that much I give up,, I can't afford" said Ray still hugging the friendly Chaira.

"Why not be able?" ask spoiled Chaira.

"Because my love is immeasurable for you dear" Ray kissed his wife's lips again.

"Rayyyy dong, you're late." Chaira reminded me again.

"But I want you baby, you can" Ray asked.

"There is still time later, my dearuuu, I do not want after marriage you lose your craft and discipline. You are always on time, perfectionist and disciplined should not be reduced performance because there I am. Instead, you must be able to set an example to all your subordinates so that they can make you a good role model" said Chaira.

"You're so right dear, thank you for reminding me" Ray smiled sweetly

"That's my job, baby" Chaira smiled back.

Chaira immediately prepared all of Ray's work equipment. Ray decided to go home every lunch hour because he did not want to spend time together with his small family and mother.

Ray said goodbye to his two children and mother.

"Bi work first yes son, don't be naughty let mother not add bawel same abi" his message while teasing Chaira.

"Raaaayyyyy,, "Chaira is anxious.

The mother who saw happiness was happy. So long he waited when Ray introduced himself to his future son-in-law and now all that has been realized.

Mama got a beautiful daughter-in-law not only her heart but it turns out her face is also very beautiful. Mama who first saw Chaira's face the next morning after they got married was very stunned.

As a woman, she truly admired the beauty of her daughter-in-law. She was so grateful that Ray had such a perfect match.

They all drove Ray to the front door. Ray who got into the car called Chaira.

"What's up, Ray, is there anything I've forgotten?" chaira asked who approached her.

"Don't forget to prepare your energy for the night because I'll ask double hahahahha, " said Ray who deliberately called Chaira closer so that mama did not hear what she said.

"Raaaayyyyyy" Chaira hits her car door.

A laughing Ray immediately stuck out his tongue and closed the window of his car and waved his hand. He left Chaira who met red face Katena continued to tease him.

Mama just shook her head looking at Ray's prank on Chaira. Although he did not hear what Ray said but he knew Ray must have said something that made Chaira anxious and embarrassed.

Chaira took the mother and children in.

"Mama, today Darren will come to visit the children. Does mama mind?" ask Chaira

"Have you asked Ray for permission, dear?" ask mama back.

"Already ma, Ray has allowed. "jav Chaira.

"Then there's no reason why you won't let her, son" she smiled.

"Thank you ma, Chaira is so grateful to get in-laws like mama" Chaira said.

"Same as a child, consider this mama your own mama" said the mama while hugging Chaira.

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I asked Sinta to empty my schedule every Tuesday, Thursday Saturday at 4 pm because I wanted to visit my son who now lives in Ray's house.

I glanced at the clock that already showed the time 03:30. In half an hour I'll meet my bidadar and my son. I still think of Chaira as my bidadar even though she now belongs to Ray.

But in my heart, he is still the owner of my heart. She is still the angel I love with all my heart.

"Oh heart sir, I send greetings to Chaira's mother and children" said Sinta trying to look always sweet in front of me.

"Thank you Sinta" I replied flatly.

I immediately left Sinta who bit her lip because I had to accept the fact that I was never the slightest bit interested or sensitive to her feelings.

"I could still accept if you used to because you were married, but now you are a widower. I don't want to lose my chance again. I can't lose fast to Hana" Sinta's inner still in my room.

I met Hana in the lobby. Hannah tried to smile sweetly at me. I only returned enough and immediately ran towards my car which had been prepared in front by the guards.

"You're so different from Dare when you're in the office, you're cold. When you're at home with me you're so soft. I see fragility in you" inward Hana.

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My spirit of life flared up again when I saw my loved ones waiting for me at the door.

"Ayaaahhhh" Levi who already knew me very well immediately ran towards me.

I immediately crouched down and opened my hands wide to greet the little prince. I hugged her as soon as she arrived.

"Levi miss dad?" much

"Father's genes" he replied in a funny voice.

I carried her and looked at Chaira who was still standing while holding the Princess who could not walk yet. How much I wanted to hug my son.

How happy I am to imagine that this happened while we were still legally married. I'd be so happy if this happened in our old house. Every return home from work is welcomed by the wife and children.

Unfortunately once again I had to endure my pain and longing because it never happened as a result of my own mistakes.

"Assalamualaikum Chai, how are you?" my broom.

"Waalaikumsalam Dare, thank God I am aehat. How's yours?" tanyakanya.

I smile.

"I'm fine" I replied briefly and as much as possible did not show how much I was not good enough each time faced with him.

Chaira lets me sit down but Levi invites me to play in the park.

"Let's dad cama unda uga come along,,," Levi who was not so fluent to mention a few words invites us.

I looked at Chaira asking for her approval. Chaira nodded her head in agreement.

"Let's go, kid, let's go" I said, taking Chaira along.

"Yes baby, let's play, same sister also play" said Chaira.

Chaira probably didn't know how much my heart beat when I called her mother, when we had to be close together several times because we were following our son's movements.

But one thing is certain,,, and,,,

Chaira always avoided my eyes. He never saw my eyes. Maybe he doesn't want any inner contact between us anymore.

Mom saw from inside. How very happy his daughter-in-law is with her ex-husband and his son. In her heart tucked fear of her daughter-in-law will be tempted and carried away feelings for her ex-husband.

But given what Chaira's nature was like, the mother trustfully let them drown in her happiness. Mom went back into her room.

I said goodbye when the clock showed it almost 6.

"Dare's heart" said Chaira.

Hearing him ask me to be careful I feel very happy. I haven't had any attention from him in a long time. Regardless of her saying it with or without any feelings towards me yet I was happy.

"So this alone is enough to keep me alive and love you my bidadar" my inner self as I looked at her unconsciously as I was cleaning Levi's slightly dirty clothes.

"You want to go home, Dare?" Ray surprised me.

He saw how Darren still looked at his wife lovingly but he was grateful that his wife had not done the same.

I gasp and worry if he sees how long I've been staring at his wife.

"Hi Ray, yes I'm going home. I've been with the kids long enough" I said

"Now Dare's night, have dinner with us." take Ray with you

I refused his invitation despite how much I wanted to taste Chaira's cooking. I rejected it because I was afraid that I would be re-possessed with selfishness to have Chaira.

"No Ray, thank you. I have dinner appointments elsewhere. Excuse me" I said lying.

I'll get in my car immediately. Levi waved his little hand at me. I replied with a sad feeling.

"I'm sorry, son, we have to separate again. All this is dad's fault" inwardly

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