THE ANGEL I HURT

The man who fell in love

Ray kissed Chaira's soft forehead in Ray's large room which is now also Chaira's room.

Chaira hugged Ray's waist. Ray clutched his body tightly. A kind of feeling of longing enslaved them. They have been holding each other back for so long and now when everything is halal they want to spill all the flavors.

"Hi my best friend, aren't you satisfied enough to just be my college best friend?" ray asks Chaira.

Chaira's eyes were round hearing it.

"Okay, then get out of my room. You sleep outside tonight" teased Chaira as she broke free from Ray's embrace.

"Oouuhhh, don't be like that,,, this one how's the fate?? It had been a long time since he had restrained himself" Ray shamelessly pointed to his bottom.

"Rayyyy,,,,," Chaira threw a pillow at him.

Ray chuckles and catches Chaira's body and takes her to sit on her big bed. Their eyes looked at each other.

"I can't believe I can look at you and look at you this close, Chai, even touching you like this, I feel like this is a dream." said Ray while holding the fingers Chaira who is still covered with gloves.

Ray gently took off the glove. It felt soft and smooth that hand. Ray's blood rippled at how smooth Chaira's hand was. Maleness stirred.

Chaira gently touched Ray's cheek. Swabbed all parts of that handsome face. Ray kissed the hand many times each time Chaira's fingers rubbed her lips.

"I thank my Lord for uniting us in the sacred bond of marriage. I thank my Lord for turning back the hearts of men and for returning the love that once grew in my heart to you" Chaira said.

Ray's trembling hand was moved to begin to open Chaira's veil rope but Chaira's hand prevented it. Ray doesn't understand.

"Can't I do it?" ask Ray.

"I want you to prepare your heart to accept what you will see after this. And I want you to forgive me for not being able to offer you my joy" Chaira said.

Ray smiled. Apparently his wife felt bad for thinking of her who was a virgin but had to get a woman who was no longer a girl like her.

"Don't worry Chai, all that doesn't bother me at all. I love you not because of your looks or your girlishness Chai, I love you because God so allow me to do and carry out my duties and responsibilities to you" Ray asked.

Chaira nodded and closed her eyes.

Ray's hands trembled again.

"Bismillah" he said then pulled off Chaira's veil.

Subhanallah,,,, that,,,

Ray looked at the beauty of his wife. His eyes did not blink looking at God's best masterpiece.

What a foolish man who has hurt you dear, what a fool he is to waste a diamond like you, what a,,,

Chaira,,, uh,,,

All these years I've held my admiration for you that I've never seen what you look like,, you know,,,

For years I was able to withstand all the turmoil that was in my chest,,,

But tonight when you're closed to resign in front of me I feel my admiration all this time not much compared to my admiration to see how perfect you are,,,,, I feel,,,

God,,

Thank you for creating this amazing woman for me, the beauty of her face and heart really captivates me.

Ray read a prayer,,,

He began what he was responsible for that night. Chaira gave up all her body soul to her beloved husband whom her Rabb sent in a beautiful way,,,

"Yes Rabb immediately breathed in my wife's womb" Ray said as he with all the love in his heart poured out thousands of seeds of his love.

Ray takes Chaira into his arms after they put their bodies together.

"If you know like this, it feels like I should just want it first, yes, hehehe, "tease Ray

"Don't tell me you're hooked" Chaira mocked him

"The same addiction of his own wife can even reward sweet lady, "The answer is self-defense

"If the wife is satisfied she will be happy, then she is happy and I get the reward for being happy" he continued.

Chaira pinched Ray's nose.

"Come on my best friend, we're sleeping. I've been so tired because of you" said spoiled Chaira

"Yeahhh, sleep anyway, I'll still want to" whined Ray spoiled.

"Eeiitttsss," Ray prevented Chaira from opening her voice

The real Chaira was very tired of smiling at him. She could not help but grant her husband's request.

She found a blanket covering her body and offered her body to her husband.

"Yesssss" exclaimed Ray who went straight into the blanket and returned to do his job.

"I love you, Chai," Lirih Ray as soon as he reaches his peak.

"I'm Ray, too, "Chaira clutches Ray's limp over him

Ray who then lowered his body immediately lay down beside Chaira.

"Keep accompanying me my best friend, until the end of time separates us" said Ray.

That night Levi and the Princess slept with mom. Mama who understood very well that the newlyweds needed time to both immediately offer to take care of her granddaughter.

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I say goodbye to Hana and her parents. I promise to come back. I came back not specifically to meet Hana but my intention from the beginning was to study religion.

So far I don't feel anything. Hana can't shift my bidadar position. But it would be a lie if I said I wasn't entertained by it.

I offered him a position in my company and he accepted it with pleasure. It just so happens that he is looking for a job.

"Come tomorrow to my office at 9" I said

"Ok Dare, I'll come" he promised excitedly.

I drove my car home.

At home I immediately cleaned myself up. Long enough I soak in my fancy bath up that I've been pouring fragrances on.

While soaking I looked up and looked at the sky of my bathroom.

I feel lonely for a few days. Living alone in this big house. No one serves me.

My mind floated on the memories of good times with Chaira. Almost every day I bring my lunch box of rice. Every morning he made breakfast for me.

I smiled when I first found out about him. I who have never been in public transportation must be crammed in the bus he was riding.

I remember all the wonderful things that happened with him.

But my tears came back as I remembered the time when I began to hurt her,,, and,,,

Regret for regret comes to haunt me,,,

My heart was again sliced to imagine her being taken by Ray to their love heaven.

Aaarrggghhhh,,, uh,,,

I immediately finished my soaking ritual. I continue by taking the water. I prayed and spent my time reading the Quran.

That's all I can do, though,,

Worship made me calmer and gradually lessened the burden on my heart.

"You will never be replaced, dear, you will still be the owner of my heart. I will still love you one. You're my first love, even though you're not mine anymore, I'll still nurture my love to keep it springing up" She said before closing her eyes.

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Hana smiled to herself.

His heart is so happy tonight. How not? Darren who was silent always admired arrived at his home.

They even spent time together.

"It's not a dream, is it God?" Hana patted her own cheek.

"It turns out he's very handsome, I used to only dare to steal a glance as he guided his apprentice." Hana keeps remembering her memories while working at Darren's company.

"Mother's son why smile at his own smile??" her mother's voice made Hana surprised.

Hana who was imagining Darren unaware of his mother who had entered his room kept looking at him.

"Ah mother," Hana shy

"Tell me mom, what makes you this happy?" his mother sat beside him.

Hana who is very close to her mother starts to tell about Darren more and her feelings for the man as well.

"Son, you must remember we are nothing more than he who has everything. So don't height your dreams. Later if it falls it hurts." I reminded Hana.

Hana who is flowering flowers does not listen too much to her mother's advice. He kept smiling to himself. His mother shook her head to see his son's behavior. His mother finally chose to leave his son's room.

Hana is not an easy girl to manage. He has a strong character and character and does not want to be restrained. Even though Pak Kyai often reminded him to immediately close the aurat with hijab but he still did not run it.

"If I'm not mistaken Darren's wife used to veil. Actually I wonder why men as cool as him even choose such a woman? Is Darren only interested in veiled women?" thought Hana.

He stood up and opened his closet. He took a piece of syall that was wide enough and then put it on his head like wearing a hijab.

He smiled again looking at his reflection in the mirror.

"You're the first man to change me, Dare," he said.

Hana heads to her bed and starts closing her eyes hoping Darren is present adorning her dream.

"I love you Dare" he said

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The four people who were in love passed their night by drowning in their dreams.

Will their dreams come true?

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