THE ANGEL I HURT

My diary

Day change, day,,,

The moon changed months,,,

Years change,,,, and,,,,

Everyone continues their story,,, respectively,,,

There Hana starts to be able to open her heart to Dion. I am so happy to hear that they are planning to get married soon.

Mr. Kyai did not allow Dion to linger near his daughter without a clear status. Dion who was from the beginning there was no intention to play Hana like he played his women all this time immediately responded to Pak Kyai's request.

Then there is Angga who also brings the happy news that he who has been living abroad for the last few months was silent and has also found the moorings of his heart.

The Japanese woman made him unable to move to another heart again. Although he had received rejection from his mother who was still concerned with seedlings, bebet and weights but with a subtle talk from his father finally his mother received as well.

Angga sent her wedding invitation which was held in Japan. Dion and I agreed to be his companion on that happy day.

There is also Ray and his mother who are happy to welcome the birth of the little daughter of a new member of their family.

Rayya Selina Princess Rayhan was born normally by Chaira who was also very happy to welcome the birth of her daughter. I was at his aqiqah event.

I am so happy with the increase of our children. Yes, yes, our son. I consider Rayya also my own son like his brother who considers Levi and the Princess as his own children.

Then when everyone is happy with their lives, don't ask about my life. I managed to finish my Quran reading to the end within 3 months.

Really it is a good achievement in my opinion this new new deepening my religious knowledge. I also built an orphanage when my company won such a big tender.

Levi who has started to get older also can I invite to stay at my house. I never brought Princess over because Chaira hasn't allowed it.

The company grew rapidly and I began to dare to open a branch. I put my confidants in a new branch of the company. They diligently send me the latest updates of company status.

Yaaa,,,

All went well and beautifully according to each portion.

Only one that still isn't good.

My heart,,,, is,,,,

My heart still hurts and is filled with regrets that seem to have no end. I still cried a lot in the third night while prostrating and begging FOR HIS forgiveness.

But I am proud of that fragile heart because it is still so strong as to save all my love for my heretics. I am proud that I can understand the true meaning of faithfulness even if it is too late.

My idol,,,,, is,,,

I may have been unfaithful to love you but now I know that faithfulness is not when we are not interested in anyone, Loyalty is when we feel attracted to someone but the subconscious says that our partner is the best.

My idol,,,,, is,,,

Maybe now you are no longer my partner, but I still keep my loyalty to you a love. Forgive the loyalty that came so late.

Mama Ray really showed her seriousness in wanting to find me a replacement for Chaira. He introduced me to a young woman who was a successful businessman as well.

I was stunned to see such a body, but back again my bidadar,,,

it didn't even last five minutes because your shady face and eyes teased me.

I remember at that time I just smiled holding back the ticklish feeling that bothered me when mama Ray was so eager to introduce us. I know maybe Ray's mom would be scared if I took you back my bidad,,,

I don't blame her for having such fears because I know she loves her son and you too. As a mother, of course, she does not want bad things to happen in your marriage.

Not only was Ray's mom my son,,,

Hana and my two best friends also seem to be out of wits and women's stock because no one is able to shift your position.

I'm astonished,,

Why do they all want me so badly to find your replacement. Do they not understand that I am happy to live in my deep love for you.

Can't they see how changed I am now? I became a religious figure who always keep my steps always diridhoi by HIM.

Do they not understand that even if you are no longer beside me, you are still alive in my soul and heart.

I am happy to spend the rest of my life loving you. My love for you is strong enough to guide me to keep my love for my God.

I still cry a lot considering you, when I miss you at night, my tears break. I cried when I put food in my own mouth when I missed your delicious food so much,,, you know,,,

My idol,,,,,, is,,,,

Be happy there without me, though,,,

My eyes were filled with my own tears. I immediately went to the bathroom and washed my face then followed Levi who was staying at my place tonight.

I kissed my son's soft forehead growing taller and more handsome like mine. He inherited Chaira's eyes. Those eyes were enough to treat my longing for Chaira.

I hugged my handsome son and I started to fall asleep.

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"Come on, Levi, pack the goods, son. I'll drive you home" I told Levi, who still seems reluctant to leave my house.

"Can't Levi stay the night again, Dad? Just say, "The whine

I smiled at him. I grabbed her body and kissed her forehead.

"May son, but it still has to be permission first with mother and abi" I replied.

Levi bowed languidly. He was disappointed because I didn't fulfill his wish. I thought for a moment what I should do so that he would not be moody and disappointed.

"Later to buy the latest PS series, son" I tried to seduce him.

"Levi doesn't want a toy dad,, Levi wants it can often be the same father, same mother, why Levi has to be the same father, sometimes just the same mother,,, Levi also wants to be like Levi's friend who is where his father accompanied his mother"

Plaaakkkkk,,,,, uh,,,,

The words of my son slapped me hard in the face.

How am I supposed to explain all this to him??

"Father is the same mother, if Levi asks like this just silence" Levi stood up to leave me.

He started packing his things that were in almost every room. I didn't notice if it was all brought. I was busy thinking about what answer I should give her.

I'm sorry son,,,

This all happened because of dad's fault,,,, uh,,,

A father who can't take care of the whole family,,, the,,,

I caught up with Levi who was already in the car.

"Hey,, champ dad don't be so manyuning, Later if you see it is thought Dad was angry with Levi. Later Levi was not even given to sleep in the father's place again, you know, "I persuaded him before I drove him into Ray's house when we arrived.

Levi immediately smiled and hugged me. He who really likes to stay at my house does not want his mother forbid him to stay again if he sees her moody after my house.

"Levi loves me" he whispered.

"Dad also loves Levi" I replied.

I drove him in and met my little princess who was now able to walk. He also immediately tried to walk up to me when he saw me coming.

"Thank you for taking them home, Dare, do you want to see Chaira? She's still nursing Rayya inside" said Ray, who greeted us.

"No Ray, I can't wait. I have to get to the office" I replied lying.

I don't want to see you my bidadar, I just can't stand to see your affection today. My soul was quite fragile by Levi's protest question earlier.

I immediately gave Ray Levi's bag and left after saying hello.

Ray received the bag and opened it. He wants to set aside if there are dirty clothes or items that do not need to be stored.

His eyes were fixed on a thick black diary book. He was astonished since when Levi had the diary book. He was too small and could not read or write.

"Ah maybe this belongs to Darren who got carried away by Levi" thought Ray.

Ray wants to save it when Levi arrives running to hit him until the book falls in open condition.

I still love you, my son, I, I,,,

My chair,,,

I never even got tired of praying that someday we could regroup,,,, you know,,,

Either in the world or in HIS heaven, then,,,

Ray read the writing on the open diary page. He breathed deeply.

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