THE ANGEL I HURT

Must be firm

Chaira sat in her bedroom chair while breastfeeding Levi and the Princess alternately. At this time the first Levi had finished had been put to sleep.

Chaira instead carried the Princess and started breastfeeding her. Chaira has enough asi that she can give it to the Princess as well.

He saw the Princess's face.

"Never be afraid, dear. You're not alone. There's a mother here with you. Mother does not care if your own father rejects you later. Mother will still protect you" he told the Princess who is still breastfeeding.

The princess is Febby's son. Febby tells Chaira that Darren does not believe that it is his son.

Febby orders Chaira to help him convey to Darren that the Princess is his biological daughter. Chaira, who had promised to keep the Princess, agreed to Febby's last request.

Seeing the innocent little Princess, there was a sense of compassion in him if he had to give the Princess formula milk. Given the abundant ash then he decided to give it to the Princess as well.

"Let this asi also flow in your body, son, be your strength. No matter from which womb you are born and from whom, Mother will still love you because Mother believes you are the care of God Even though maybe the way God entrusts and entrusts his grace is like this. Mommy thinks you are a substitute for the first baby mother son" he said while kissing the Princess.

Rosa who is already familiar with the nature of Chaira is not surprised if her brother will definitely accept the Princess with open arms. Receiving a child from her honey was not the first thing Chaira did.

He remembers when Chaira also received her son whom she recognized as Darren's son even though it turned out to be Toni's. Especially now that the Princess is indeed the child of Darren even though Darren has not admitted it.

Ray who was initially somewhat surprised to hear Chaira's decision to adopt Princess could finally understand. His best friend is like that. His heart was made of nothing. His admiration grew as his love grew for Chaira.

Chaira sees the Princess asleep and lies down next to Levi. Chaira sat looking at the green garden outside her room. His mind began to grow distant.

She remembers how her husband loved her. Many years wading through the household ark did not necessarily make him forget also how the man also hurt him.

But no matter how deep the wounds her husband inflicted, she forgave him.

His mind floated on Ray.

Her best friend has given her so many new colors in her life. His fragile and wounded heart was gradually treated with all the joy that Ray brought.

Ray's indigestion, his laughter, all able to divert and reduce his grief.

"Thank you Ray" he said as he remembered all that.

But he again realized that he could not continue like this. Lives in Ray's villa and everything depends on Ray. He knew it would be a boomerang for himself.

Although Ray has never been disrespectful to him, Ray also sleeps not in the villa room he occupies, Ray chooses to sleep in a room that is in a building separate from the main villa,,, and so on,,, but the views of people who do not know exactly how things are going to be different.

People will only see Ray's car coming in and staying there. Although in this place of residence people around are not too concerned about the affairs of people but Chaira also does not want there to be a handful of people who are disturbed to see their closeness.

"I have to be firm. I can't be late in all this. I have to start positioning myself where I should be" Inner Chaira

Darren needs to know who Levi is, and Princess is too.

Chaira was really ready when Darren came to see her.

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"Chai, I'll be very busy this week. Maybe I won't be able to see you there." Ray said with a heavy tone of heart.

"It's okay, Dare, get your work done" Chaira replied across the street.

"Alright, take care of yourself for me" he said.

As usual, Ray would say hello before hanging up.

"I'm sorry Chai, I had to lie to you. I'm not actually busy. But I want you time to think and make the right decision." he explained

Ray deliberately moved away because he did not want his existence to make his best friend even feel bad if he might make a decision that might hurt his heart.

Like whatever Ray said to make Chaira unencumbered with everything he has done for them,, Ray knew his best friend must feel indebted a lot.

Honestly Chaira is the woman he really wants, but Ray still does not want Chaira to accept it because she feels indebted to him.

Ray knew right now his best friend was thinking and choosing one of them.

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I looked at some of those photos again.

"Should I go see him in person or find out who that guy is first?" thought

"But whoever that guy is I really don't have to hesitate to meet Chaira, she's still my wife. I never divorced her" I thought again

I'm confused how. One side I really want to see him immediately and apologize for all my mistakes and ask him to accept me back and establish a happy household like before.

We're going to start programming the pregnancy. If necessary we will do all methods so that we can soon have children. The child who will strengthen our relationship.

My face turned grim when remembering on the other side of my heart I felt ashamed to meet him. I used to ask him not to see me because I wanted him to introspect himself for his mistake of asking me to remarry without thinking about my feelings.

Then now the situation is reversed because it is precisely I who have to look for it because it turns out the fault of all is on my side.

"Why dear, why don't you look for me right away? Why are you following my orders? Are you mad at me?" I'm starting to regret it again

But when my eyes focused on the figure of a man who looks far from the word interesting but looks very close to the Chaira, I began to think strangely strange.

"Or don't you just don't obey me because of that guy?"My mind started to wobble

Although my little heart knew that Chaira was not so easily conquered, but their closeness disturbed me. Not to mention the babies who alternate their carrying.

" Whose baby is that?" I'm getting clueless.

"Love, prepare a flight to Bali for me tomorrow morning. Cancel all my meetings tomorrow." I told Sinta who was still standing and waiting for me to sign some papers.

"But sir, I'm sorry, tomorrow's your schedule with Mr. Rayhan as well. Are you sure you're gonna cancel it?" Ask Sinta

I'm grumbling for a moment. Sinta's words are right. Ray is an important business partner who currently holds the largest tender in our company today.

"Alright I will contact him directly and ask him if it can be pushed back first" I told Sinta

"Alright sir" Sinta immediately replied and left the room.

"Hi Ray, it's me. Darren" said

"Hi Dare, what's wrong with you calling me directly? What about Chaira?" Ray immediately guessed because it felt strange when I called directly using my personal phone.

"Oh no, I won't involve you in that matter anymore hahhaha, "I tried to get a little familiar and joke with him

"Oh, then what's Dare?" Ray was astonished again

"I just wanted to ask you, do you mind if I drop out of our meeting tomorrow? I just have a need out of town tomorrow." I said

"Hhhmmm, actually I object because I don't like my work schedule being changed. But as an old friend I can make an exception as long as your reason for postponing our meeting is strong enough" Ray said

"It's actually a matter of Chaira Ray, I've found traces of her whereabouts and I intend to meet her there" I said

Ray who was not facing directly did not need to change his facial expression when he heard that. He just set his breath to sound calm.

"Thank God then. Actually I don't know what kind of problem happened between you guys but I'm glad you finally found it. Go Dare,, meet him. Bring him back to you if you still want him" Ray said with a faster heartbeat.

"Actually I don't want to say that to you, Dare" he said

"Surely Ray, I'll bring him back to me. I still love him so much" I said passionately.

"Well, Ray, thank you for your understanding. Can we rearrange our schedule next week?" much

"I'll call you when the time is right" Ray said quickly and hung up.

Ray's heart is pounding.

"Is this Chai's time?? When I have to get back to letting you go with Darren????" Ray's sad