
When Alvin opened the door to Zain's room, he saw his younger brother was lying face down on the bed.Alvin did not bother to make sure what Zain was doing, the answer was definitely crying.
Since he first came to the orphanage, Zain has been known as a child who easily cries. Being considered a crybaby, many older children like to nudge him by hiding Zain's belongings and teasing him with words.
“That time also she was like gini,” Inner Alvin
While remembering the first time they finally became so miserable, Alvin sat on the edge of the bed. There was nothing he could do but wait for Zain to stop crying.
Alvin had just finished helping to dispose of the kitchen garbage as a form of punishment for fighting as he walked through the back corridor about to head to the kitchen to return the trash and saw three boys his age were fussing something's.
Armed with great curiosity, Alvin approached them. “You guys what?”
“Alvin!” say all three almost simultaneously.
Alvin glanced at the boy with the dark green checkered glove. “What are you talking about, Bran?”
Gibran shook his head as his other two friends glared at him. “Neot cussing anything, kok.”
“You guys are doing Zain again, yes?” alvin asked with conviction. Because they are often punished, in addition to him, for judging Zain.
The three children before him looked tense. Alvin is famous as a child who likes to make trouble and often get into fights with children his age or older children, he said, so of course they are worried that Alvin's mood is not good and will hit them.
“Ngak, kok! Don't just accuse.”
Alvin looked at Gibran's friend in disbelief and then his gaze turned to Gibran, who was seen just putting something in his cocoon pocket. “Love to me you hid in your pocket.”
Gibran flinched and then shook his head. “Hah? Hide what?” Gibran glanced at his two friends and gave the code. “Udah, ah. We're going to mushola.”
When Gibran turned around, Alvin immediately restrained his arm and picked up the thing that Gibran had hidden in his pocket. While immediately away, Alvin was fixated on holding a small wet photograph. He is not sure the photo belongs to Zain, but seeing Gibran and his two friends makes Alvin doubtful.
“Try aja, deh.”
Then Alvin looked for Zain, asking several people including the caretaker of the orphanage. Alvin doesn't like to deal with other kids, especially whiny kids like Zain. However, Zain who only remained silent while being colonized made him sometimes anxious himself.
“Mas Alvin why come here?”
Alvin jerks. His face lifted up and looked at Zain who was sitting on the bed, just like when he returned the photo to Zain.
“Udah cry?”
Alvin breathed out slowly. “You know why mas snapped you?” His face that is minimal expression makes Zain's guts shrink, even though he was determined not to lose to Alvin.
“Ngot know,” said Zain ketus while turning his face.
“Zain no love Mom, yes?”
Zain's silent manic stared straight at Alvin who was still expressionless then slowly looked down. “Mamah who has not loved Zain,” his great-grandson.
Alvin did not answer, he silently watched Zain squeeze the Spiderman-patterned sheets into tangles in some parts. If Sapphira found out, their mother must have nagged.
“Because Mamah did not come when you called?” he asked, rising up and sitting cross-legged in front of Zain. When Zain was still down and just nodded his head, Alvin continued, “Pencilnya, ‘kan, have met. Mas who helped Zain, why is it still mamah?”
“Zain .. Zain wants Mamah who came,” great-grandson of Zain, glanced at Alvin and then retreated his gaze. “Mamah is busy with Harsha, Zain does not like.”
“Terus Zain wants Harsha thrown away? Or was Harsha taken to our kayak orphanage?”
Hearing Alvin's words made Zain immediately raise his face. “Annement?” he said, a little stuck.
Rather than his uncle's house, Zain preferred an orphanage. He had enough protection and a better life. However, when compared to his current home, of course Zain many times liked the home of his parents. In the parlour she has mothers who take care of her also many friends, but here she has mamah and papah.
“Zain wants Harsha in the orphanage continue not to know Mamah same Papah kayak Zain first? Zain never wanted to look for Mamah? Does Zain love Harsha?”
The sky came back to Zain. Her lips were bent and tears came back dripping one by one. “Zain dear Harsha. Zain is just sebel.”
When Zain's cry broke, Alvin hugged him. “Udah don't crybaby. Later Zain apologized to Mamah,” he said. Unfortunately it was not so heard Zain who was drowned by grief.
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Nulis chapter kemaren sama chapter init uh based on my personal experience that was very small as adek because it felt rivaled wkwkwkkk
Is there anything as deep as that? Or already have two/three children, are his children like Zain – Harsha too?