Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 7

A month after Mas Ferdian's return, my beautiful days are now beginning to worry.

I always look at the photos in my phone gallery. How much more I miss him. Although we have often done vidio calls, but it can not treat the pain in my heart because it misses him. My fear that always appears like a bad feeling that will happen. Fear of losing him, though he convinced me but all this time things have not been on our side. That's what I'm afraid of. If he won't be able to break his promise, don't lie about his strong defenses until we meet. The feeling between us is not lost but there is no way that no one else will bother.

 

 

In the middle of my daydream, which floated early in the morning on the office desk. Mbak Tari surprised me with a ballpoint pen tapped on my desk until the noise I just realized.

 

“Astagfirullah,(all of a sudden I came to my senses from my mind that was already grappling with ugliness) yes...Ma'am, what's up?”

 

“Why else to Bu Boss.( Ma'am Dari knew my story, because when I picked up the bag at her house, she saw Mas Ferdian in the car with his glass open. He flocked me with a question I had to answer instantly. Until Mas Ferdian was waiting for me in the car. Not satisfied he asked. The morning is still raided again, until it runs out until the end of my story in his pocket) Hasn't it appeared again after that night?”

 

“ Not yet Ma'am, I have not met again” I replied limp.

 

“But still launch the communication?” kepo tanyanya.

 

“ Still.”

 

“Thank God. So why, don't be sad. Entar so fast flaking. Left out just knew the taste!"

 

“ Don't say it dong Mbak, word is prayer. So scared of me!"

 

“Hem...heemm, early in the morning! (concrete Mas Ryco my private friend, who sits behind me) is called Mr Ryan, you're done! His face is lethargic, is it your fault Ra?”

 

“I!" I was shocked, pointing at my face with my own fingers. "What's wrong with me? Yesterday's been sorted out, it's been approved, right? Especially her?" grumbling.

"Better yes Ma'am" I stand apart on Mbak Tari.

"Review ya, Co if you're lying!" I threatened Ryco while looking into his eyes.

“Uh...fear me Ra, very sharp look you!” Ryco is horrified.

 

Knock on the transparent door of Mr. Ryan's room, because it's made of all glass. I entered after hearing the instructions.

 

“Iya Sir, what is it?”

 

“Tomorrow to come with me, to City B. Final settlement that I acc yesterday”

 

“Kok is not the same Ryco, Sir??” my protest. Which is not included in the list of protest actions, this is how we work together in the office. Free to express opinions and maintain cohesiveness. But outside the office we keep the image of superiors and subordinates.

 

“Yesterday did you work on, right? Let it be clearer! We leave in the morning, right? Create a budget, send to the Finance Section. This afternoon we should have bagged. I'll pick you up tomorrow at home."

 

“Ok Sir." I have no reason to throw this command to anyone else.

 

I walked limp after coming out of Mr. Division's room. I sat my ass rough, because there was a sense of laziness DL.

“What's Ra, your face is getting less clear??” mama Tari asked concerned about me.

“Taken DL Mbak, hiks...hiks..." my face was clear, mimicking a voice as if to cry.

“ Ha...ha..ha... (joke Ryco ), a silent date, the story!” ryco Goda that contains seriousness in it.

“Kok even ngajak me that, there will be you guys who are more ok!" i'm welding.

“Hidden love Ra is no longer stored. Be careful huh?” Mbak Tari feeds Ryco to be more vigorous chattering.

“In front of me was the face of the charade, when there is a bait released there will be fish caught net“ Ryco timpal.

“Manjur very yes bait. Make something yes..iya aja!” add Mb Tari

“I was already nyodorin your name Co, but he said because I submitted acc, my name is the person in charge" instead of me, I patted the eel.

“Poinnya, emang you desired, point finished.” Ryco laughed off a little mocking me.

“Be careful ya Ra, ready to wear a bulletproof jacket might just shoot a love bullet.” they laugh mocking me because only I am still in my own status. Ryco already has a girl, Ma'am Tari has been able to apply for marriage soon.

 

I'm busy carrying out Mr. Division's orders, clear as well for the file preparation tomorrow. I was allowed to go home early. I used my time on Ferdian's phone. These two days I've put aside my guidance and permission from my college activities.

 

 “Assallamelium,"

 

“Waalaikumsalam Mas,”

 

“Tumben clock as soon as call Mas, you are fine right?”

 

“Iya, I'm good Mas, miss aja. I have no activity. Not busy, though? I'm not bothering you?”

 

“There is no word bother for you dear, why tumben no activity? Actually, Hira is! Why no activities!" Ejek Mas Ferdian because I am always busy

 

“Emang deliberately went home early and tomorrow not to the office” I replied slowly.

 

“Tumben really, did you think about Mas's proposal yesterday?" Mas Ferdian proposed reducing activities, choose one of the active provide private that automatically I have to leave the company or still work in the Company that I automatically stopped working.

 

“No, that's not why Mas." There's a fear in my speech.

 

 

“Iya Mas, I know Mas means well”

 

“Udah, like that? How is the ending?” he heard a rather irritated voice.

 

“After coming home from DL tomorrow I will think about it well. “ Mas Ferdian was shocked to hear my answer.

 

“DL to where? Same who? What girl boy? What time do you leave? Pu... "not finished yet he said I cut it.

 

“Ke City B dear, same Pak Division. Departing early in the morning, which is why I came home early.”

 

“ Just two? How old is your Division Head?”

 

“32s maybe, not married yet is it what Mas want to know?”

 

“Why do you want?”

 

“ Task Mas,”

“ I've filed Si Ryco, but Mr. Division asked me to come with him. How dong continues. Yeah I have to come. He's been so good with me. He has taught me a lot during this time and gave me a lot of leeway”.

 

In the mind Ferdian had floated to remember when Hira asked for permission there was a sudden affair, immediately only allowed. Use your personal number again, do not call your office number. Ferdian accidentally saw the name of Mr. Division on Hira's mobile screen at that time. Hearing Hira's reply, Ferdian grumbled with his floor intentionally for Hira to hear his words.

 

“Ya..iya*l*l*ah well, there really is a want! Anyone will be good to you. You alone can shake the ascetic heart of someone” grumbled Mas Ferdian who was deliberately heard in my ear.

“Review yes, don't forget about Mas!” said warned.

 

“White, Mas,"

 

Our connection was cut off after the sound of Mas Dika's voice sounded precarious. I will immediately prepare my needs tomorrow. I stuffed my things in my carrying case while smiling at the thought of every single word Mas Ferdian that contained jealousy. And over there was someone who had an impromptu meeting.

 

“Dik, I'll take it myself. Tomorrow I go to the B branch. Prepare the file."

 

“Tumben I usually go too!" dika replied in surprise, because Ferdian's face was not as usual.

 

“ Booking hotel soon! 2 Rooms side by side yes, I will take 2 days off. Entar if it is done send to my email. I'll be leaving tonight. Take the files home, I want to go home immediately" said Ferdian in a hurry and smelled something was wrong.

 

“How can I be with Ferdian, what's wrong? Is it possible to make a deal with Hira? How 2 rooms? Yes, yes, yes? Ah, yes, yes! But I'm the one who got hit. He immediately took 2 days off countless with DL days, 3 days dong did not enter his office (Dika patted his eel). She's delicious I rode alone here!" Dika nags alone in Ferdian's room, after Ferdian steps out.

 

Rushed to Ferdian's house a little far from the Company. Dika started grumbling “fate-fate! dah magrib gini is still on the road, when do I want to have a girlfriend if every day is never far from the rare human one. He's lucky, all you've got is perfect inside out."

 

 

Arriving at Ferdian's house, Ferdian's sister opens the door. Without politely teasing her,

”Hallo, Deck Ana.”

 

“Hallo is also Kak Fer's girlfriend.” the god of Letiana's back.

 

“Only your brother would like to do that with me?” Dika blinked one of his eyes.

 

“Aja, the elders have not had a handgun. It's so you guys are always together, tacky like stamps with envelopes”

 

“Gak can zero-zero in balance, kapok loe!" Letiana immediately silenced her own mouth, frightened her brother heard.

 

“ Hahaha..don't fuck loe! your sister is no longer single! So that's why the sister who cares for her brother, not just your pocket that you think!” Dika dengen cheek Letiana who immediately complained of pain.

 

“ O...o..apparently there are envious, so single alone is it?" Letiana mocked Dika who was still waiting for Ferdian who had not yet come down.

 

“Why did you, Dek Ana want to change the status of Mas?”

 

“Hih?” Letiana immediately left, leaving Dika after seeing her brother had gone down the stairs.

 

“Fer, here's the file. I've also sent some files to your email. It's done, right?" dika's question after Ferdian held the file given by Dika and double-checked.

" I want to go home. Met having fun. I'm going to mentally prepare for tomorrow." Dika stepped out of the house after patting Ferdian on the shoulder.

 

“Ok, thanks."

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