Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 36

Before long I had been acting resignedly, Mas Ferdian pressed his lips against mine, making me close my eyes. It felt warm tracing into my lips, a feeling as if I was floating I was made. The deeper he put his tongue in, the more spicy I felt on my lips as if swelling up afterwards. I just kept quiet without replying, a sensation I felt for the first time. Mas Ferdian enjoyed it without feeling demanding that I reciprocate his every move.

"O Allah forgive me. I just want to be happy, don't let this be my record of sin." I groaned in my heart to feel the warmth of Mas Ferdian's lips. My fear comes to my heart. "Hira, calm your heart. There are others who do more than this." I tried to calm my heart so as not to offend Mas Ferdian.

After a long time Mas Ferdian explored up to my oral cavity, I slightly close my lips to make him stop exploring. My breath was panting as if out of oxygen he released the link of his lips still closed his eyes sticking his forehead on my forehead. I felt his breath sweep across my face.

"I'm sorry," said Mas Ferdian gently I just shook my head. He held tightly to both of my hands, hooking them to Mas Ferdian's waist.

"Why did you get to.... "

" I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, but I want you to know that Mas really loves you. I will prove it with defense. What did Mas do earlier, just think of your investment to test Mas." I'm a little not connected to what Mas Ferdian meant.

"I'm sorry if I can't compensate you. My mind really doesn't know where, and this is the first one we've got.... "

"Mas knows that and Mas's really sorry."

"May I be honest with you, Mommy?" i said lirih.

"Hmm" Mas Ferdian hugged me from behind directing my gaze at the scene that was in front of me.

"Mas, like the question I asked. Am I too cheap for a man?" my look turned clear to realize how old I was to be treated Mas Ferdian.

"Emmm.... (I was waiting for what Mas Ferdian wanted to say) according to Mas," I looked up to see his face made me wonder what his judgment of me was when I just followed what he was doing. Mas Ferdian still cut his words making me frown.

"According to Mas, adek is already perfect bagget. There are no bad or negative words to express my judgment of you. You take care of yourself once according to Mas, to make Mas who must take extra care of yourself when with you."

"That means that Mas used to have a relationship with Emma until. "Mas Ferdian's face was getting tighter in my head, right parallel to my ears.

"Don't think about it, my dear, I still have faith. But. "his words were cut off again.

"But the thing that's been food every day!" my face may have been read by Mas Ferdian how much jealousy has taken me. Mas Ferdian pointed my chin up with his right hand until it made me look up to him.

"It's not like that either, uh.... Turns out Mas can see your face in the current fashion."

"Mas taunting me huh?" Mas Ferdian gave a brief kiss on my lips, still looking up at him.

"Absolutely not, but it's all the past. No matter what happens, anyone who sparks a fire in our already dry land. Do not let our land burn. Okay, sweetie?" I just nodded my head.

"Mas sure but this is not a do'a, there will certainly be many things that we will pass in the ocean. So what Mas hoped for, you must believe the same Mas as Mas wouldi-wanti from the beginning.

Dret,

The sound of my phone rang until it felt amused in the back pocket of my pants. Makes me let go of Mas Ferdian's hug.

From: Bang Ryco

Where are you hiding? We are waiting for friends! Don't copy me, yeah,

I just smiled reading a message from Bang Ryco, making Mas Ferdian snatch my phone.

"Who's baby from?"

"Mas is often like this now?" my many.

" why? Can't you?"

" It's not like that either, Mas, like I don't believe in me."

" I told you, can you make the fear in my heart go away?"

" Okay, let's go back to the sign that we're starting the river tonight." I glared intently at him, Mas Ferdian just smiled, staring intently at me.

"Don't be long, it will be beautiful to be the Son of Aditama." I put my eyebrows together asking the point.

" Why, not wrong, right? Bahira Cantika, Cantaiya is missing to be Miss. Bahira Putra Aditama." her words published my smile.

" It could have been" I said slowly.

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We arrived at the Bang Ryco share location, Mas Ferdian said there was no stopping during the trip to the location. It didn't cross my mind at all if Mas Ferdian had such a personality side as well. If you think back to Mas Dika's attitude towards me like that, it doesn't fit with Mas Ferdian's ridiculous attitude today. The serious and intentional mode disappeared instantly.

"Cie cie cie, that runs out sweet sweet in endless places until it is undetectable by us. You guys were from anywhere! You are Ra, there are no opposites (the lips of Mbak Tari di manyunkan lead to Mas Ferdian ) forget yes the same we!" mbak Tari's.

"Yes Ra, you're not weird, are you?" tympan Bang Ryco.

" You're weird, we're quiet too!" a light fist floated on Bang Ryco's arm, Mas Ferdian made him not wince.

" On target. A sharp shot, Mas." I said.

" There's a couple, forget your brother!"

" The words of Mas Ferdian are nothing wrong lan Bang?"

"Do be! I will be silent, later when in time I will be on again" Bang Ryco's indifferent face made my heart unsettled.

" I'm sorry Bang, I don't mean to feel cornered. Brother is always hiding behind your sharp mouth." My inner.

We sat down with our partners in one big table in the restaurant. Seen Mr. Ryan and Mr. Febrian stabbed together across our table, this time Mr. Ryan turned his back to my point of view. Mr. Febrian watched me silently in front of Mr. Ryan, they were sitting opposite.

" Why did that look bother my heart, something was strange!" my bead met with Mr. Febrian's bead.

"Darling, I'll order your favorite food."

" Why don't you ask me, this is enough."

" It's okay Fer, we're ready to be trash cans! Isn't that right, Ri?" suhut Bang Ryco is like a foodie.

"Ready!" mbak Tari said as if we were gathering three without remembering the prestige of a partner, acting as well and as graceful as possible.

Ferdian just shook his head. " Oh, thank God, nothing is in vain."

After dinner, we returned to our villas. Ferdian was stalking me from behind, entering the door of my room.

" Huh, I have to be on one more roof. How'this?" I asked myself.

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