Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 52

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“Come, continue. Let's clear up your problem today. Okay?” i'm nodding.

“If you are strong enough to pray for, I will never flout you Ra, and I will not be prejudiced against you in any way. Ferdian was indeed a perfect man before me who was also a man. And I do not seek self-justification for men in polygamy. But I examine from your side of the heart for an explanation to your parents, I'm sure all parents certainly do not want their exalted daughter to be overwhelmed by the scorn of society, friends in the work environment. And I think with the current position of Ferdian or later after he married his boss' daughter who will further strengthen his dignity I believe can close his polygamy status. In this city it remains only you his wife.” I only nodded as Bang Ryco spoke.

“Bang, you didn't mislead me with this suggestion of yours right?”

“People will vary in response to each issue, most people's opinions give an assessment if my opinion is correct. You just ask Tari, if my opinion is correct.”

“Ok, ok.. but it looks like if I were like that I wouldn't be comfortable Bang. Huh...” tapped on the table with my index finger.

“Come with me, soon Ra!” I immediately turned to look at him and threw the tissue I was holding out I wiped my tears I threw into his chest.

“Ngawur!” Bang ryco smiled sweetly, as if he had not been dizzy thinking about my problem.

“Yes the only yes, you have to dare to take risks. First, you break up whether you want to cover up or not the real reason of your parents is up to you. You go on with your life and I'll be with you, ordinary! like these. (Bang Ryco shrugged his shoulders, showing if it's like now) keep the second one, you choose to be cheated, and you lied to your parents is impossible right if you say you're a second wife.” Bang Ryco was silent for a long time and still thought, I waited for him to speak again but there was no movement from his lips.

“Bang, it's night. You haven't contacted Ms Erna yet, have you? Call me. I don't want to be the destroyer of your relationship. Relationship already…. “

“Hai, it's not sure! Ferdian hasn't confirmed it.”

“But it's clear Bang!”

“No, not yet!”

“If he deliberately avoided this time, and could not speak to me? So he chose not to call me at all. How's Bang?”

“Create your heart, Ra. Truly ra, I do not have the status of having a lover, I have taken you away to relieve fatigue. I also have to appreciate my partner right Ra?”

“Iya, I know. Thank you, Bang.”

Dret..dret.Bang Ryco widened his eyes to look at the phone screen, making me curious.

“What's Bang?”

“There's nothing Ra! But I have to be ready soon. Come on I'll accompany you on your way to home.”

“No need Bang, you have sacrificed your time only I am very grateful to you. Besides my house is near I'm used to myself. I'll reflect carefully on all your words while stepping down the street."

“I'm sure even if you go down the road, you still need more time to solve your problems. All right, I'm leaving. Keep your health, eating, and sleeping regularly. I know it's tough days, to deal with it you need extra energy and a lot of thought. And also an airy heart, I know you must be strong Ra, all this time you have lived bravely.” Bang Ryco stroked my head covered in a veil gently before he left me who was still sitting in the cafe.

“Don't forget to pay!” I warned her aloud after she stepped away from me.

“I didn't forget Ra!” the answer was heard he turned his body towards me. I just smiled without looking. I picked up my tank that showed ok.

After Bang Ryco left me I was still in the cafe enjoying the juice, I thought a lot. I got out of the cafe after, walking down the alley of my house. My heart hesitates between Mas Ferdian's chats or not.

“Yes Allah Yes Robb. I'd think nothing happened, I didn't hear anything until it all came true on the surface. I will continue my journey of life, I will seriously go to college, and work.” I took a breath and exhaled back over and over again as if I wasn't strong enough to walk.

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“Where are you?”

“At home.” Ryco shut off his phone.

“Hopefully there is no misunderstanding. Dear God, who has sent those photos to Erna.” Ryco drove the car quickly.

Tok.dok…

Erna opens the door and invites Ryco to speak outside, avoiding the noise so as not to disturb his grandmother.

“Who sent the photo?”

“Mbak Emma, does it matter who sent?”

“Heh, (Ryco grumbled at the word Emma called ) it happened here, who sent a photo of the person stationed outside the city. Does that make sense?” grouse Ryco.

“So you justify?”

“Iya, it's true, I had lunch with Hira. But it doesn't match what's on your mind to make you behave like this to me.”

“O... Hira, Hira, and always Hira! Wonder me! Sometimes the question arises in my mind, what relationship do you name for your relationship? It's been a long time yes Ryc I feel there is something unusual with you guys.”

“I think of him as my sister, after you know him, yes that's how I thought of him. Dance too, we consider her a sister. You're starting to doubt me just because of the pictures your sister sent you? It is unclear what his purpose and purpose is! And who's behind it is all that's taking pictures of us. I'm sure it's not just you who got it. But if indeed you trust the photos more than our relationship so far. Yes it's up to you! I'm home! But don't you banish Hira with your emotions! Remember that!” Ryco just came home, without explaining the details.

“Looks like I have to go home, you can't talk to me properly!”

“You're Ryc, which has gone too far. You spend time with her when you are not with me.” Erna's gun was still heard by Ryco, who was still stepping away from Erna without turning around.

“Siasat what are you doing Em, you cunning woman! (Ryco kicked a small rock that felt stuck in his shoes) Although it's true I have more feelings for Hira, but I respect your sister's feelings. And I really love your sister.” Gunam Ryco steps towards his car.

“Your team yes, your own sister is your target. Hope Hira you don't hurt Em!” anymore Ryco can't stop using.

“Find out ah, what about Mr. Febrian. I just use the excuse to talk about work. About Erna I will not talk again later when she is calm.” Ryco talks to himself.

“Hallo, Sir.” Sapa Ryco calls Febrian,

“Iya Co, any problems?”

“I had a discussion with Mr. Ryan, and Hira remains the main topic here in the project. I mean Hira is fully involved in the project, he thinks it's okay. How come, when to return. Turns out no one is tired too huh?”

“No need to report to me Co enough you handle with Mr Ryan if it is not finished I ask your presentation so that I follow or you feel lack without my presence? ‘new feels valuable after no’ the title is nih?”

“Hehehe, I could have! For what plan do I need to do sir? I see Mr. Ryan has a lot of work to do. If maybe it was earlier, em... (Ryco paused for a moment to flick the word ) Mr. Ryan turned back to Mr. Febrian I should be ready to turn the position, that.

“You are there, you just started working yesterday! I'm working on two more days of Co, but my uncle hasn't realized yet, this is still in ICU.”

“Not moved to the room inpatient Pak?”

“Move to private ICU Co., be advised bear people. Hehehe became arrogant! (sounds Ryco responds with a small laugh ) Can rent ICU by himself, so can be awaited by family.” Ryco simply replied with emmm, though,

"Co...Co.. until this solidarity with Hira, to call me with a topic that is not clear." inner Febrian realized that he was in a match of information.

“Co, accompanied by Hira. Probably will be busy once.” Instead Febrian hearts are worried.

“Iya Sir. If that's for sure, she's my cute sister.” There was the sound of a Febrian smile that Ryco felt. Ryco sensed clearly that something was wrong.

“Ya already then Sir, take care of Health. Quickly back!” only missed with hemm, and closed phone connection.

“What is worrying here, if it is true what Emma said to Hira then here who will be sick is Hira. Hira's position has been proposed officially, Emma disappointed but she was first in the wrong position, but Hira? (Ryco was unable to imagine how Hira would feel) Thankful if it was a clear breakup! If later Ferdian really like what Hira expected, Hira in a position hanging.” Ryco talks to himself still in the car not far from Erna's house.

“God, what is this! At a time like this tangent with Hira, the work is piled up, Erna may even misunderstand as well! Damn it Emma!” Ryco was troubled by the circumstances he was facing. Ryco immediately propelled the gas to get home soon, had to stop for a moment because telephone.

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“Tega yea Ryc, do not feel guilty at all to me. I know you love me, I feel it. But simultaneously when there was Hira I felt your feelings pent up for her. Is this why you were silent when I told you a long story while we were at the beach first? And you didn't tell me anything about Hira back then? While at the restaurant as well, when I greeted Brother Fer, you also kept quiet. You are silent about your feelings and adjust the situation. I know he's special. If not, there will be no way Brother Fer can fall in love and move on from Mbak Em. Your outrageous Ryc, outrageous.” Erna sat on the porch chair of her house, there was a small garden in front of her house.

All the memories from the beginning began to meet with Hira as if walking back and forth in his mind. Make sure if the hand grip in the photo feels warm, not just a hand grip on a friend. Ryco's gaze when he turned to look at Hira, made Erna feel pierced.

“Should I end my relationship? But what's in it with me? Hira already has Brother Fer, and there will be no way they are together. But will I be strong enough to accept the feelings of Ryco who also loves other women? Women who are always close to him, even their time together is more than the time with me. (Erna ruffled her own hair ) What should I do? Should I shut up, wait for Ryco to explain again? I will be like a foolish woman, after being angry and will be melted with her words! I should how be God?” Erna was still silent, until the mosquito made her stomp her feet.

“I really don't want to part with him! But why couldn't I keep my emotions?” Erna was all to herself.

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