Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 68

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How many months after returning to telephone with Letiana, Hira who already has an okay position in the office, is confident with the income that goes in her account. He already has his own vehicle, his house has also changed shape is not simple anymore. There is even a schedule once a month always travel far to take his parents for a walk. In accordance with his vision and mission, work hard to save as much as possible to make both parents happy. Doing everything he's never done.

This holiday destination Hira wants to surround the city of A, in accordance with his promise with Letiana will visit there as well as there is outside service. Hira had plans to visit Ferdian's office, after taking her parents for a break before a sightseeing trip around the city.

Arriving in front of Ferdian's office, Hira took the initiative to call Dika because he could not just enter without having an appointment first.

“Assalamallaikum,”

“Waallaikum greetings, Ma'am Hira!” Dika was surprised because he had never communicated only once during account creation time when Hira was still in High School.

“Yes, it's me. Mas Fer is in the office?”

“Iya is in his room, Ma'am. Why?”

“Please confirm to the employees below to allow me to log in.”

“Meanway? Hira's mom is downstairs?”

“Iya,”

“I'll specially pick up Ma'am, Ma'am sit first in the lobby. I'm going down.” said Dika enthusiastically.

“Okey.” Said Hira, already firmly not selugu just yet. Dika immediately closed the phone, imagine if Dika ran in a hurry to immediately pick up Hira with excitement. It was as if he had light in the darkness.

Hira walked towards the sofa that was in the lobby. The employees below were just observing it like they had never seen anyone.

Not long after, Dika who ran held the phone in his hand. Hira looks smiling looking at Dika who greeted him with a bright face.

“Good afternoon Ma'am, I really did not expect Mbak Hira would get here.”

“Congratulations on your engagement,”

“Thank you Ma'am, Ma'am Hira how do you know?”

“Letiana the story,”

“Mbak Hira got here because she acted?” Hira nodded, though,

“Sorry yes Ma'am, I'm really not feeling good.”

“It's okay I understand kok.”

“Truly he did not tell me at all, so he was often busy with his phone because of chatan with Mbak ya?” only answered with a nod.

“I was suspicious because I was often busy, I think he was looking for busyness with others.”

“Suttt! Oya, what about Mas Fer?”

“Yes like that, he punishes himself! Can't be Ana's story doesn't detail?” Hira.

“Has she had lunch?”

“Not yet Mbak, but Mbak up first. I'll send the food to Ma'am later, according to taste. The taste of Mbak Hira is still the same, right?” Hira nodded steadily confirming what Dika said.

“Please,” Dika accompany Step Hira, deliver it to the doorstep Ferdian room.

Tok.dok…

Hira knocked on the black glass door that was in front of her, an inviting voice sounded. A voice he had not heard for years was now heard before him.

“Come in,” the door pushed in, Ferdian still lowered his gaze busy with a stack of files.

Hira sat in the front seat of Ferdian without waiting to be invited, still silent without a sound. Ten minutes of Hira sitting just observing Ferdian, a face that looks long without shaving to make his beard grow thick hair. Dull face is not as fresh as before, eyes are swollen due to lack of sleep. It was seen that he put his signature on it and looked up at the person in front of him.

“Dek Hira," he called me sad, not to let out his surprise. His gaze was filled with tears. Without Hira noticing, he stared deeply into Ferdian's bead as if feeling his pain.

“Mas thought it was Dika, want to wait for this file. Why not tell me? Is there any outside service or how?”

“It just so happens that there is a service and all mengajak father mother streets.”

“So Father and Mother? Where are they still? When did you get here? Thank you for remembering Mas and visiting.” Ferdian's question was filled with passion until it could not be interrupted.

“Sorry because I have no news after we last met. How is it?” ferdian's eyes didn't change a bit from the face he had longed for. Ferdian shrugged his shoulders staring at his own body. The ballpoint pen in his hand was still tightly held, a sign that there was still a lot of work to be done.

“Does the presence of Hira disturb Mas?” hira said after observing.

“Wait a minute Check this file first, we will chat calmly. Or you want to hurry back. Where were the gents?”

“Hira was deliberately here after driving father and mother to the hotel for a break. Plan tomorrow will take Hira around.”

“Thank God, wait a minute? Or do you want to fall on the sofa first? Must be tired of bringing the car here?” Hira held back from asking the curiosity in her heart.

Hira walked towards the sofa, as Ferdian suggested he was sitting on the sofa. Soon enough, it becomes restless and overslept. Ferdian was just observing, still struggling with the file that was in front of him.

After finishing his work, Ferdian approached Hira who was asleep with her legs still hanging. Covering Hira's body with his suit, along with Dika who entered without knocking on the door first.

“Maybe exhausted and too long waiting for me. Take the file I've completed and represent me for a meeting later. I want to accompany him.”

“Ok. Beres boss.” Dika walked out of Ferdian's room with a smile, pleased with Ferdian's excited face. Dika immediately telephones Ana, informing her that Hira is visiting her brother. Dika holds Ana who wants to immediately slide to meet Hira. Letiana understood what Dika meant.

Ferdian sat beside Hira who was leaning on the back of the sofa, looking at Hira who was increasingly looking mature with a little sweep of make up that made her look elegant and authoritative. Ferdian always stole information from one of the employees of the company that Hira occupied instead of monitoring the state of the company which is almost half of its shares, the reshuffle occurred because of the actions of Ferdian who wanted to acquire the company. But still he was resistant not to do it, keeping the pride of Hira from getting hurt.

“Mas, what time is it? Have I been asleep for a long time?” Ferdian just shakes his head.

“Yuk we have lunch first, Dika has been delivering this. It might have been cold. Or do we eat out?”

“No need, this is all we eat. Mubazir said, (Ferdian looked at him, feeling Hira is still like she did not have the slightest arrogance in her even though she now has a different situation far from the past ) Hira just wants to talk to a quiet suasna with Mas.” Ferdian's gaze turned serious.

“About?”

“About Mas, this... (Hira ventured to hold Fedian's chin which is now bushy ) ? is this intentionally prolonged or is Mas no longer taking care of themselves?” Ferdian wondered in his gaze.

“Letiana called me a long time ago, sorry I just came here and did not directly contact Mas when I already knew the state of Mas. By the nature of Mas, who already knows my circumstances surely Mas can know now my responsibility is much.”

“Iya Bu manager. Mas know. So busy until your solitude accompanies you to meet Mas who is not expected to be widowed. Ana's mouth must have opened her mouth wide, right? already old, already want to get married has not changed his leaking mouth!”

“Don't be like that, whose fault was the rioter? It makes people around you worry! It's only natural that your sister would come like that. I don't blame him. There's a good thing I'm still alone, if I'm married it's not possible I got here?” Hira giggled, wanting to bring Ferdian's mood not strained by what he regretted.

“Relight back Mas, Allah is Forgive, Allah knows everything. And there's no point in continuing to regret, blaming yourself. Be excited and cheerful again to live this life. Do not let Mas regret because people around Mas suffer, ewuh happy around Mas who is sad.” Ferdian only looked at Hira as Hira said. Hiding all the words you want to express.

“Mas is like this because Mas regretted Mas could not make Rinna happy during our marriage. She was rude to him, it was unfair to her."

“So Mas hasn't.. “ Hira didn't continue what he was going to say. Ferdian replied with a nod.

“Astagfirullah Mas,” stop that Hira used even slowly make the red Ferdian eyes hold tears.

“I can't afford to do that Deck, Mas's heart is filled with guilt for you and Mas.”.

“Hai...hai.. (Hira interrupts Ferdian ) Mas, I told you Hira had mengikhlaskan. And Hira has given Mas advice to perform Mas duty as a husband.” Ferdian's getting down.

“Come spirit, fix Mas's life. Thankfully, Hira barely recognized Mas at all. Take care of yourself like you used to!“ Hira closed her lips as she smiled mockingly. Suddenly Ferdian stroked Hira's head, bringing Hira's laughter to a halt.

“Jujur Mas still love you,” Hira just silence without answering.

“My stomach feels hungry Mas, let's eat.” Hira ransacked the food on the table, diverting the conversation but Ferdian still looked at her with a stunned look.

“Come on, these are all my favorite foods. Hehe. Dika still remembers exactly what I like.”

“When you remember let alone me Dek!”

“Do you mind the status of Mas the widower Dek?” Hira just shook his head, still eating his food voraciously.

“Later to follow Mas,”

“Where?”

“KUA!” He choked with the juice he was drinking.

“Why? It is impossible if you already have a partner, if you can visit your widowed ex-boyfriend.” Ferdian's statement is sharp.

“Mas can talk like this, should me and the people around Mas not have to worry.” Hira flicked her lips, looking at Ferdian's face that was so calm and brighter.

“Don't be like this darling,” Ferdian pressed Hira's manyun lips with her index finger.

After enjoying a cold lunch. Ferdian entered his private room, Hira still waiting to sit on the sofa.

“Dek, come in here. We pray dzuhur first.” Suddenly Ferdian appeared from behind the door was tidy, his beard had been shaved clean as before. Just looks a little bit more slender.

“Wau, this is the company owner's private room. So no need to go back and forth yes, full of your clothes Mas, Mas really never come home?” Hira steps into Ferdian's private room,

“Rarely, spout take water wundlu.” Hira stepped into the bathroom and immediately performed the prayer, Ferdian being his priest.

“Dek, Mas begged for your permission to reapply you. I really can't live without you. The days that have passed have tormented me. Do I still have the opportunity to be your priest in your every prayer?” said Ferdian staring seriously Hira has not moved still on the prayer mat after finishing berTO’a.

Hira looked at Ferdian's eyes seriously, still busy diving into Ferdian's bead. Without Hira noticing, he nodded his head.

“I'll see you Mommy and Dad tomorrow, I'll take the time to take you out for a walk. And I'll let you go home.” Ferdian said enthusiastically, clasping both Hira's hands tightly and Hira just nodded in response.

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Speech from Author

~for those wondering where Emma disappeared, after the tragedy of the photo sent on Erna and Rinna's phone. Emma just disappeared. Rinna warned against interfering with Ferdian's life again and warned he would firmly report Emma to the police on defamation charges.

~For Nadia, Emma's friend who works for a company with Hira, she is caught and has been moved to place the handsome Bang Ryco as her boss. (misused by the position ^_^) of Bang Ryco's personal life, he married Erna shortly after the inauguration of his office.

I thank you very much for the support of the readers, sorry for any shortcomings. Author is humbly grateful for all the support.

Hopefully it can be taken away and the happiness that is implied in the story can publish a smile on the face panjenengan.

May we all always be in his protection, always be given health. Amians.