Not Just a Shadow
Chapter 50
happy reading's...
To : February (10:00)
I have some free time, let's have a coffee.
From : February
Ok, I'm at the hospital. What if at the cafe 'Kagen' happens to be close to here and close to your office as well.
To : Febrian
Deal. I'm otw.
From : February
Ok. L waited.
“Halllo Feb, are you long wait?” sapa Ferdian approached the febrian who was already sitting relaxed and looked busy with his phone.
“No, I just came. Just relax. What message do you want? Capucino warm, cold or hot black coffee?”
“Black is hot, my head is a bit dizzy.” Febrian looked at Ferdian as if wanting to dive into his heart when he heard the words Ferdian said.
“How about Mr Agum, is there any development?” ask Ferdian. Adding to Febrian's desire to slightly want to interfere with the problems Ferdian was facing.
“Pak Agum no development yet. Fer, your problem with Rinna. “.
“Did he tell you?” sela Ferdian's.
“Oh, no! He didn't tell you anything at all. I asked until the next day she would never tell me. You know for yourself how he is, he is not the type of person who opens up with his surroundings.” Ferdian nodded confirming what Ferbrian had said about Rinna's persona.
“I'm sorry before, I didn't mean to interfere in your business. If this had nothing to do with Rinna I wouldn't have spoken to Fer.” either
“I'm really dizzy. Forward cannot, backward cannot either.” Sela Ferdian's.
“I accidentally heard your conversation yesterday clearly. And I know very well how you feel about Hira. Maybe if I was in your position, I would've been unable to eat.” Ferdian was astonished, sharpening his gaze on Febrian.
“I'm really sorry for Rinna's attitude towards you, as I told you before when I misunderstood you. I saw that he really loved you a long time ago and I guess his feelings were reciprocated. And I also do not blame what Rinna said or felt on you, I only saw to feel then I misunderstand if your feelings reciprocate. So it's not wrong with Rinna's prejudice towards you, I hope you're in the chest understanding about it.” Febrian.
“But I don't blame you.” In Febrian, Ferdian held his head closed his eyes in front of his head, looking disheveled and disheveled.
“I don't have any feelings for her, really. I was only sincere to him as my sister because it was Mr. Agum himself who asked me to guide him. I didn't think in the end that he was expecting me to be Rinna's husband. I'm really in a dead end Feb, I beg you even if I fall apart like this, and whatever happens. I hope not to tell Hira. Please... “ Ferdian's facial features are full of hope. Making Febrian slightly frown and tighten his teeth, as if there was a slightly negative prejudice on his mind.
“I beg...Let only I be honest with Hira.” Ferdian looks apprehensive.
“Okey, I do not have any rights in this matter. And it would be impossible if I suddenly approached Hira and told her about this, if I did, then I would put where my face was with what she thought of me as the reason I did it. Aye right? He is not the type of person who carelessly, always think before saying or deciding something.”
“If you grant Rinna's request, I will also shut my mouth before Hira. Although honestly I was not Reliable, (Ferdian sharpened his gaze on Febrian with a word that came out of Febrian's lips) I did not want Hira hurt even though on the other hand there was my brother.” Ferdian immediately glared, tightening his teeth.
“Now you are vulgar with your heart Fer, after knowing it is like this!”
“I just said and from what I said there is no word emphasis at all which indicates I will snatch Hira from you right?”
“Iya does not exist, but is not my situation a good opportunity for you?”
“It's not that easy Fer, reverse someone's feelings. The love that you cultivate even since he was a teenager, where he was the first time to feel the affection of the opposite sex. If I wanted to, it was from the beginning when he saw your picture in my room that I used that opportunity, Fer. To shake his heart.” Ferdian's face looked increasingly messy.
“I don't mean to support badness if you do choose to double. Be prepared to face the difficult situations you will face. But never do you feel hurt if one day Hira is hurt and there is someone else on her side.” Ferdian was speechless. Just being silent was full of thought behind Febrian's advice was more like a threat.
“Sorry Fer, if my words hurt. I stand on many sides, sorry. I want to go back to the hospital I told Rinna if I went to coffee and to buy lunch for her. Sorry I have to be back soon.”
“Okey, okay. Thank ye. Again, I hope that if you go back to C city don't say anything to Hira.”
“I cannot promise fully, but there is no intention from my heart to tell him.” Febrian stood patting Ferdian on the shoulder who was still sitting, before leaving.
“Ok, thank you.” Ferdian was still silent without movement.
“Yes Allah what sin did I do until You gave me this kind of trial, O God. If the situation is going to be like this, why did You introduce me to Hira, Lord. Why would he be hurt if only…. Which is my choice, how should I?” ferdian in his heart.
“Iya, Dik?”
“…. “
“Oh, yes... I'll be right back. Sorry I forgot. Thank you.”
In the city of C, Ryco returned with Hira meeting with Mr. Ryan arrived at his room with a breath of tiredness.
“Finally... “ says Ryco.
“Why Co, how heavy it sounds.”
“Newly felt, it turns out that there is no Mr. Ferdian kok so miserable me. Ri, want to come to lunch?” ryco's offer is suddenly thrown in, figuring out the circumstances.
“I complained because I did not clearly get a promo. But if you, uh... are in sight, make me jealous!” ryco said as if protesting with circumstances.
“Thank God, if Dance doesn't come. I can talk to Hira. Enough or not the time, maybe it will be a little more to reduce the burden that is in the heart of Hira.” Inner Ryco.
“Ra, come with me to eat.” Without Ryco's permission to pull Hira's hand out of the room, Tari just shook her head at Ryco's actions.
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“Bang, why just pull? Can you all right?”
“Old! Waiting for a lot of reasons. Mumpung Tari is not coming. Opportunity to have privacy for you to tell stories. What and what is my beautiful sister?"
“Order eat first, Bang. I told Mbak Tari, we're going to have lunch!”
“Ok, I order. But while story.”
“Drink Bang, we order a drink. Want to coffee or juice? I avocado juice.”
“Okey... okay, don't muter-mute to outwit me from the topic yes Ra!”
“I know this is your privacy, and you have full right to agree or not share your story with me. But everything without exception I already know, so I hope when this story turns into a novel then the novel can be present perfectly, can be finished and does not hang the feelings of the reader.” Ryco blinked one eye.
“Hih got royalty nih arent me. If it's like that inevitably I have to tell dong, brother!” Hira pats Ryco on the shoulder and Ryco giggles.
“Not yet you get a solution of your problem, you can already laugh with Ra. This means that when we share we will get enlightenment, hehehe... I think I chose the wrong word yes?” Hira smiles. The order they ordered came making them stop the chat.
“Come Ra, gas bath, lunch hour hunt finished.” Ryco said after the waitress passed.
“Instead by car! Emm... “
“Emm... then?” Ryco slightly mimics Hira's face.
“Actually this is not sure bang, and yesterday I was still fine. You know for yourself, right, I was still with him yesterday? Even until I permission.”
“Iya, I expected it.” Sela Ryco's.
“We parted ways, (Ryco glared his eyes ) I mean he came home fine. About the feeling of heaviness is used to every parting also feels heavy even though there is a strange feeling."
“Right now I feel like it's time for what Emma's sister said to happen.” Hira's tears are over.
“You mean, which words?”
“After we parted the old Mas Ferdian gave me no news until I finally gave up waiting for him. I just snapped my phone and I changed until this morning. Your message made me open my phone. I just found out that Mas Ferdian sent me a midnight message. I haven't replied until now, he didn't want to call me. I knew he was a busy man, so I waited and confirmed something before prejudging. And…. “
“And what is Ra? Why did you stop?”
“That's my conclusion, Bang!”
“You mean?” Ryco still doesn't understand what Hira means.
“It! (Ryco is still gawking around waiting for Hira's explanation) It looks like it's time what Emma's sister said will happen.” Hira limply spoke and Ryco held Hira's hand stopping Hira from prying the food on her plate.
“If that's true what happened, what should I do Bang?” Ryco sighed and took Hira.’’'s hand
“Reply message Ferdian, wait and see what is said in that reply. Observe his actions, do you mean by what I want to tell you? (Hira nodded, looking into Ryco's eyes) Don't let you carelessly act before you know for sure. Respect your own relationship, the relationship you have built all this time.”
“But, it seems to have been real with what I thought Bang. It seems like the thing I accidentally heard, is indirectly a proof that everything is a suitable circuit.”
“What is it? The specifics? Let us think together, are not two heads better than one head?”
“But lunch hour is up, how is Bang. There's no way we're buying time. Later Mbak Tari is angry with me if I share with you but do not share with him.”
“But what I know he doesn't know either right?”
“No, I just told you Bang. For a long time I never confided with Mbak Tari, maybe he thought my life was comfortable peaceful sentosa without problems.” Ryco breathed a sigh of relief, he felt as if he still had an important meaning in Hira's life and not in vain huddled.
“Okey, if so go home with me. I have no appointment with Erna. We will stop by the cafe near your house as usual. Okay?” Hira just nodded.
“Ni right, our lunch is so unclear like this. Spend your juice, we're back. I have to go home to eat! I'll make sure you eat a lot, but after continuing the story. I'm just gonna pay. Hehehe.”
“Make me sad first dong, new can eat for free!”
“It's not like that, let your emotions out and the power runs out. It will make you eat well!”
“O...” Hira mangosteen.
next episode yes,
