Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 35

happy reading's....

A pair of Febrian eyes found the exact place he wanted to know, looking at the direction had a curiosity in his heart.

" O Lord take my eyes off the woman, she has a label that I must not take my distance from her." Febrian tried to fight his neutrality not to look at someone over there.

Without Febrian realizing the direction of his gaze back at the same person, which from earlier made his neutrals not want to switch which had been plaguing his heart.

" God why have You put my heart into this situation when You make me fall in love with someone" Febrian has never been in love.

Finally Febrian's bead met someone "Why are you suddenly sad after so much that it made me sick, sorry that I feel pain seeing you happy with the person next to you. But honestly I also want to always see your smile. Smile back."

"I'm always silent when the person in front of me is overheated talking about you, but as long as you know how much pain my heart holds in my emotions." Febrian was still looking at the bead of eyes that was there.

"Sir Febrian, coffee here turned out to be delicious huh?"

"Yes, Mr. Ryan, the bitterness makes it delicious."Febrian replied distracted from her sight looking meaningfully at the person in front of her.

"Okay, right?"

"Okey sir, there's no way we're all here if it's not okay!" Febrian turned full emphasis on Ryan's conversation, which he knew exactly what he wanted to ask.

"He adores you so much." Febrian does not want to discuss someone who has made her fall in love with a man who has admired her.

.

.

.

I ventured to ask permission hoping he would let me. I wish I could be wise to face something in the future.

I don't know what Mas Ferdian was thinking other than the jealousy I caught definitely from the look on his face. His jealousy I understand, but behind it I do not know what is meant by "Remove the fear in his heart" that is in my mind only....

From the first moment we met without me knowing, he caused a lot of things that I had never done but with him I broke down my pride. At the beginning of the meeting, feel the sense of not meeting for a long time. I suddenly hugged him like I had a long long longing to not meet, when I forgot to keep the distance there are limits in religion that I have to remember, to melt his heart I dare to take action to add black writing on my bad side note.

" How shall I convince you, ma'am?" escaped already from my lips that could not resist the gloom in my heart.

"You know no dear, you are like a person who is desperate in trying and regretting something that has passed. Your word 'Well' at the end of the word how to give an emphasis." asked Mas Ferdian to confuse me for fear of adding to my mistake.

"Yes? I'm sorry" I said with a spoiled look at her, trying to cover up the possibility of my mistake.

"Hmmm" Mas Ferdian was full of beards with smiles listening to my words that seemed spoiled.

"Where to try our direction, come back earlier.... "

"Where, will you allow it? Let me act gracefully and wisely in the face of this matter, Mas" I cut off the words of Mas Ferdian.

" Or Let the evil Mas, you still work there. Maybe he's your boss one day. To avoid that, just let Mas talk to him. You only accept clean and Mas as his antagonist in this. And that, doesn't affect Mas's work!"

"He asked me, Mom? If Mas is the one who advanced the effect I as a complainant if so!"

"You want to be the 'good' woman for that matter? Will it not add to his desire to pursue you more?" I held my veil to him.

" O Allah, this is. "I held my veil with my hands, Mas Ferdian was loosening up whatever he thought he was not connected"

"Mas knows it's a veil!"

"Let me keep behind this veil there's still some courtesy. Mas has tarnished my image with the origin of the sruuduk and I have also forgotten this limit!" I held the end of my veil again. Shame if you remember me who forgot my limits following using the time to vent the longing when you met.

"It is clear that Mas is a suspect, got two articles for Mas's actions and your response?"

"Hemm.." I slightly smiled and hooked my hand on his arm, leaning my head on his shoulder.

"Get away, your image will be tarnished later!" I looked up my head staring at him still gliding spoiled in his arms.

"Don't be like this, someone's seen you. Watch your image!" I winked at him who didn't care much for me, didn't see me. Sour until it feels sour.

"Mas.. "call me spoiled still looking up her twitching spoiled in her left arm, my left hand reaching for her right cheek averted her eyes to look at me.

"Mas, Mas. "I'm still trying to break down the sour into a sweet taste.

.

.

"Finally." I breathed a sigh of relief his defense collapsed, he kissed my lips briefly.

"I'm not strong.... " He looked at me, not finishing the words he wanted to say. I frowned, digesting his words to where.

" I can't help but kiss your lips that look so sweet" Mas Ferdian gently stroked my lips with the thumb of his right hand, and I felt his warm, wide palm. I was still staring at her spoiled gliding on her left arm.

"Mas told you, enjoy your journey. Do things that you should enjoy in the phases. No need to think about what others think. You just need to go ahead, you need to be happy!" Mas Ferdian stroked my head that was leaning on his shoulder. I just nodded slowly agreeing to his words.

" Mas will allow you dear, I hope you are wise in acting. I don't want you to think that I've limited you. Make sure your heart is with me. You don't want to be burdened with anything. And Mas wanted something from you, Mas wanted. "I hurriedly raised my head to look at him to find out what he wanted, Mas Ferdian lowered his gaze to see me who was waiting for what he wanted to say to make his words cut off.

"What are you thinking?" Fedian sniffed my nose pulling him down with his index finger bent. I was just embarrassed, as if I had found out what was on my mind.

"What do you want?" I looked up in shame.

" I just want you to believe in me, always be loyal no matter what happens. Okay?" Mas Ferdian looked at me meaningfully, looking at me as if he didn't want to lose.

"He'em," I held my head without a second thought, which I thought only soon we would change our status with the marriage bond.

" Let's go there, it looks like the cafe is crowded. Mas is hungry, it turns out the taste in the heart of Mas not only makes the soul of the hungry Mas but also the stomach of Mas join the laper." We stood up, I fixed my clothes that already looked a little scrapped at the back because I sat too long. Ferdian suddenly took my hand and pulled me a little, making me notice. I admired my eyebrows for the omen asking what was wrong.

"Before we fill the stomach will disappear hunger, Mas wants to get rid of hunger in the soul of Mas with.... " Mas Ferdian tightened his hand grip pulled me up to hit his tall perfect body making me dive into his gaze which now entered in my bead of eyes looking up at him deeply. Mas Ferdian began to draw his face closer, I felt his roaring breath sweeping across my face, making my heart twinkle. Closing my eyes....

"O Allah forgive me. I just want to be happy, don't let this be my record of sin." I groaned in my heart to feel the warmth of Mas Ferdian's lips.

seriate,

follow the story in the next episode....😘

thanks for the visit...🙏🙏🙏