Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 47

After entering the door of the room, Ryco was already smiling. Dari was already worried with Ryco's smile.

“For a long time I can't bear to see your smile Co., try not to smile in front of me.”

“My own lips Ri, want me to frown, want to smile, want to laugh off, want to grumble. It's up to me dong Ri!” ryco's words were a little sloppy but there was no ill intent, just as an expression warning he had won the bet again.

“How do I not smile, I win the bet again!” Ryco laughed.

“Still not having lunch hour Co! Don't know if he has an impromptu meeting accompanying Mr Febrian?”

“Woe Dance, you don't know the news huh?”

“What is it?”

“Open Announcement on your computer.” The dance opens up as Ryco says.

“So Mr Febrian permission?”

“Iya! Maybe Hira permission too, so therefore he until this hour has not been nongol as well.”

“Maybe after lunch he just showed up. He used to be like this, right?”

“But I'm sure this time he's full clearance!”

“What's wrong with you anyway co! Sure enough, or you've had contact with Hira without my knowledge huh?”

“Oath, no. How nasty you Ri, judging me cheating.”

“Finally you are always right to guess when you make a bet.”

“That means don't underestimate a man's premonition, not just a woman who has instincts. But there are also men who are sensitive to the state of.” The dance only flinched as it screeched at Ryco's words filled with confidence.

“Assyik... some people like to make coffee, Ryco” use to pat his stomach, slightly bloated because most eat a few days during the peak without exercise.

“Why, most pump you up to your belly distended! You show me until you clap like that.” Dari's words were irritated as if she had been fooled by Ryco.

“Ih, there is no filter, said Ri. Fortunately there is no dedekku.”

“Uh, no one. Still grandparent, your pent-up love times Co!”

“Ri!” Ryco throws a paper fist at Tari to commemorate her mouth sliding no brake.

"Lose, just lose Ri! Her lips stay on the brakes." Ryco gunam.

“No one heard, just relax.”

“The wall has Ri's ears, lest this vague sense destroy my closeness with her.”

“Oh... so close you can read his mind, feel the pain in his heart. That?”

“Stop Ri!”

“I'm curious Co., how you control your feelings. Do you feel close to Erna?”

“Woe, don't worry Ri!” Dari just laughed curledly at Ryco's expression.

“Sorry, sorry Co. I was joking.”

“You're going Ri, ah! (Ryco breathed a rough breath, exasperated by the situation that cornered him) Don't talk about things like this anymore Ri, I'm happy with Erna. Don't let Erna get hurt. He's a good boy.”

“Iya, yes... well, well can you express your maleness.”

“Woe, put on the brake Yes Bu!” Dance immediately closed her lips with her palm, trying to stop her words that enlivened the room as there were only the two of them inhabiting.

“Eh, Co. Why did Mr. Febrian suddenly get permission too? It can't hurt, yesterday is still fine.”

“Do not know Ri ah. Maybe it's a family affair, maybe. If it's Hira, maybe he's still fun having fun with Ferdian.”

“Fortunately that one child,” Dance is envious.

"Uh, early in the morning feels skinned only! Usually I'm the nosy one, now I'm the one who's taken care of." Ryco's gun alone.

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Hira paced around waiting for a chat on her phone that had not appeared yet.

“Have you not arrived yet, O Allah always protect my future priest. Always give him Health.” Hira's heart was worried full of many prejudices.

“Oya, I haven't made an appointment with Mr. Ryan.” Hira suddenly patted her forehead when she saw the clock on the wall.

To : Mr. Ryan

Can we meet this afternoon? After you came from the office?

From : Mr. Ryan

I can, I wait at the cafe Merdeka. Hours 16.00

To : Mr. Ryan

OK

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I entered the Cafe, my eyes running around looking for someone I had met. I looked at the back of someone I had known for a long time and always gave some leeway to my work and even my personal interests. I stepped closer to him. I sat in front of him, smiling kindly even though the last message I read from him was so bitter I felt.

“Pak, good afternoon.”

“Outside office hours Ra! And we meet with the purpose of personal affairs not office affairs. So, to be more free we can not be formal right?” I just nodded, thinking what name I would take out of my lips to call him.

“Mas, sorry for your message yesterday that I did not answer. Mas Ferdian instantly saw your message.”

“So you didn't give me face in front of your girlfriend?”

“She suddenly snatched it after I read your message. And I came here with his permission. Sorry.”

I couldn't speak anymore, confused about what to say. I feel wrong taking the start in speaking.

Loving you in your bad moments

Accompany you when you fall

‘can I do for you

I realize I'm far from perfect but listen

Love comes and grows on you

Which I think is as pure as my heart

Understand, accept everything about you

My promise will never stop loving you oh-ow-wo-oh

Whatever you are

I'll never leave you

The song Anneth played in the cafe made my heart disturbed, the lyrics made Mr. Ryan realize that I was permeating this song.

“Why Ra, this is how I felt first. And until now, my promise will never stop loving you. Whatever you are. Once I know you've had a mooring of hearts, but before the yellow janur's relief. Even though your finger has coiled the ring as beautiful and as big, any weight I will still wait for you.”

“But I don't want to make you sick, that's what I've been hoping for all this time. I feel indebted to you, Mas, for all the attention and tolerance you have done so far. I wouldn't have been able to reach to this point without your attention and your guidance.”

“I do not expect your thanks Ra, I am happy you got happiness but I do not deny if I also feel pain because you are happy together with others.”

“I hope we will remain ordinary Mas, when we meet at the office. As it used to be still compact, sorry I was selfish and I still expect your guidance.”

“No you are spying I will still do Ra, sorry because you were yesterday carried away by emotions.”

“It's okay I understand. Again sorry. But I'll still do’a so you can find someone better than me Mas.”

“Thank you, but don't know when my heart can be open to others Ra, because it's been a long time there's only one name inhabiting it."

“Something will still open, I'm sure Mas. As long as you want to let me know, your heart can be open to others. And I bet a lot of girls are waiting for your code.”

“You could have Ra,”

“We're at peace right?” I stretched out my hand to feel plump we opened a new sheet for her to let go of her feelings for me. Mas Ryan whom I used to call with Mr. Division and changed again to Mr. Ryan now shook my hand. His eyes were filled with tears. Makes me a little sad, still looks heavy. But I'm sure it goes with time although it's hard to get used to. Although it would be awkward to meet but I'm sure I will get used to it.

“Ok.” Ryan nodded his hand. We sat back, enjoying the warm capucino he had ordered.

“Today is still not in Ra, is yesterday still lacking? Or do you have an interest in Febrian? You guys are both kompak permission.” Ryan asked, and I responded with a sigh.

“Why do your face wonder like that!”

“I have absolutely no idea if Mr Febrian permission, indeed Mr Febrian permission why?”

“The reason is anyway, there is a personal affair.” I'm just a mangut-mangut.

“It looks like today is overcast, nature alone sensitizes Ra! Why were you so insensitive to my feelings Ra?”

“Flash back again?”

“Mumpung is still in this mode, let's plong all Ra.”

“Because Mas Ferdian from the past has filled my days Mas.”

“You mean, you've been dating from the beginning of the company?”

“Hehehe, it used to be just a shadow. Before long we just met so it feels new anget-angetnya even though we have been in love for a long time.” Ryan is just a manger.

“You are indeed a unique package Ra!”

“Not usually if the package pairs with complete yes Mas?” Ryan laughed out loud at my joke.

I looked out the window, the rain was getting thicker my intention was not to linger to meet Mas Ryan subject matter finished soon home. I don't feel good thinking about Mas Ferdian who hasn't kept up with the news.

“Why Ra, kok even daydream. Want to go home?”

“It looks like the rain will last long Mas.”

“Lucky myself who can be longer with you Ra,” I just smile, my mind has traveled.

“If it were this time, we were with Mas. Enjoying warm coffee and fried ketela while enjoying the rain and talking about our silliness that we are in love, last night did not feel satisfied I talked with you, again time always gave us a yellow card.” My inner self, the more clearly the moans of rain echoed in my ears. Mas Ryan held onto my wrist that I used for the spill of my head looking at the stubs of rain that were getting covered by the glass that had condensed, leaving me shocked.

“From yesterday, I said you didn't listen to Ra!” ryan said to make me tick.

“Sorry Mas, the rain is very heavy and the music also makes me dreamy. What did Ryan say?” Ryan smiled as if there was peace in his eyes. I don't know what he thought with that look.

“I'll take you home. No one will be waiting for you, right? Or are you waiting for an invitation?”

“No, He's back” Mas Ryan didn't ask any more.

“Can I drive home?” Ryan asked softly. I just nodded, not feeling good if I refused. Moreover, the rain did not stop.

“Thank you Ra, we can still communicate well.” Mas Ryan said softly, making me look into his eyes.

“Sama-sama Mas, I will not forget my skin. If not kare…. “

“Do not repeat again. You've said it many times.”

“Thank you for delivering,”

“Sama-sama.” I carried the transparent folding umbrella she gave me.

I went down the path after path to my house, I asked to be dropped off in the hallway, still the highway. Fortunately, I did not wear high heels.

“Thank you God,” said my gratitude to see my feet treading the road.

“Why haven't you heard yet Mas, what's wrong with you? You promised to tell me but why haven't you heard from me yet?” I complained that there was no notification on my flat screen.

“Nak Hira, just came home?”

“Yes, Mom dhe.” The house next to me was chatting on the porch of his house.

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Seriate…