Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 59

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After Rinna's departure, Ryco changed seats. Sitting right in front of Hira who had already shed her tears without stopping.

“Yes Lord, will we be able to go home with such heavy rain like this. I don't have an umbrella anymore!” said Ryco thrusting a tissue, staring at Hira's lowered face.

“Do we need to stay here until the rain subsides or find another place to shelter waiting for the rain to subside?” Hira threw the wet tissue to wipe away her tears and snot.

“Yes Allah whose son this is, already grown up is still a slob like this.” Ryco complains of picking up the tissue thrown by Hira nempel on his shirt.

“I don't have a change of clothes in the car Ya Ra, shit!”

“You've gone too far, know my heart hurts! Brother still enjoys bully me.”

“Who is bullying too! I was going to ask my dear sister.”

“But Brother's tone, it's not wrong if it's bulian.”

“Iya, yes sorry. Now how?” Hira still closed her lips did not answer Ryco's question, Hira tensely looked at the mobile phone screen that she suddenly took from her pocket vibrating to make her feel sad.

“What else? Your face is like that!” Hira did not answer but immediately thrust the phone screen that contained Ryco's photo with him.

“You already know about this Bang? Brother's face shows no surprise at all!” Ryco threw away his face.

“If Mbak Rinna gets our photos in the office, who has photographed us?”

“Do not know, the exact source is Emma.” Ryco's short answer made Hira gawk and wipe away her rough tears.

“Mbak Emma?” tanya Hira reassured and slightly grieved issued a complaint of her heart feeling tired.

“I did not think yes, yes I know Mas Fer is indeed the dream man in my eyes and indeed the perfect man in the eyes of women. But what Emma's mother did was absolutely outrageous. What's the purpose? Make my relationship? Want to make us part!” Hira let out her grandparents, Ryco gawked at Hira's face filled with annoyance, only this time Hira let out her emotions.

“Already?”

“Really I'm tired! Does he already know the news if what Mas Fer married is not me? Without him doing like that, in the end. “.

“Already, let's go home. It's late, I'll take you home okay?” Ryco stopped what Hira was going to say.

“Wait Bang, looks like something! (Hira looked at Ryco seriously) You already know, something must be wrong with this! (Hira was silent for a while) Yes, Brother lately busied himself and mobile phone Abang who usually always rame lately deserted. Yes, this must be the problem? Big brother with Mbak Erna right?”

“Come home!” Ryco stood up trying to avoid.

“No! Sit down first, it seems like I have to take responsibility for all of this. Because it's also because of me! I remember that photo of the time we promised to go together when I wanted to confide, right?” Ryco sat back down and exhaled a rough breath.

“There's no need to discuss, and we go home okay?”

“Please, I want to know Bang. Come on. Brother has sacrificed a lot of time for me. And I don't want your happiness to be threatened because of me. I'll be even more unwell to Mbak Erna.”

“When we were at the cafe that suddenly Brother said goodbye, was it because of this?” Hira catches Ryco's gaze surprised by what Hira says, Hira's prediction is too accurate.

“It turns out to be true what I said right?” Hira breathed.

“Yes, it is true that I got the same photo that you showed me before I announced that night. Erna who sent it to me and I had a fuss with her that night.”

“what's better coming back?” Ryco shook his head making Hira cover her face with both palms.

“Already, it's okay. It will also be better.” Ryco holds Hira's wrist.

“Come home,”

“Until now you have not improved with Mbak Erna but can still say it is okay. I'm not a little boy Bang! Don't go around like playing hide and seek. I'm tired of my problems.”

“Because you're tired so I won't involve you in my problems. Enough I'll finish it.”

“You finish how? Like Mas Ferdian? Who just hangs me like this? And suddenly the news just came from someone else if he was with someone else? And another person came worrying about his condition which was in an uncomfortable fashion with the life he lived? Want to be like that?” Hira said without stopping a single moment, without spaces.

“Ya is not like that Ra, it's night now. We're going home, okay? I'm afraid mom's worried about you. I promise tomorrow I'll tell.”

“Alright, let's go home! I'll charge you tomorrow!”

“Okey.”

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To : Sister Rinna

He's a roommate with me Ma'am, Mas Fer knows him well too. If indeed Mbak Rinna wants to tell Mas Fer about it, please do. I don't mind. Good night, take care.

From: Sister Rinna

I did not tell Mas Fer at all, I did not have such evil thoughts. I told you earlier, if I allow Mas Fer to be in a relationship with you even though we are married. Even my request was before we got married and I was also allowed to even ask you directly. That's proof that I wouldn't do things like that. I hope we'll be good friends. Can right?

To : Sister Rinna

Thank you, God can. I'm sorry if my words offended Ms. Rinna.

From: Sister Rinna

No, it's okay. You might be surprised to see that photo.

To : Sister Rinna

Yeah, slightly. I'm worried about my friend's relationship with her boyfriend. Thanks again and take care…

From: Sister Rinna

Ok.

After Hira and Rinna finished the chatan, Hira soon entered in her dreamland. Rinna was still sitting sweetly in the comfort of her car, not yet in City A. Hira replies to Rinna's chat after arriving home, with a calmer heart.

“Fer, you're not home anymore?”

“Not Dik, lazy.”

“The wife is beautiful so it is still lazy!” Ferdian throws a ballpoint pen at Dika.

“Indeed is your wife beautiful, not touched yet? (Ferdian shook his head ) did he not protest with his rights?”

“No!”

“Huge wah! Have you contacted Ms Hira?” Ferdian simply shook his head, Dika exhaled violently.

“I know I'm outrageous, but my heart is still not ready. If I discuss about this, I'm afraid he'll say goodbye.”

“That's the obvious thing you have to deal with Fer! You have to accept your present situation. And if indeed Ma'am Hira does not mind to. (Dika raises his eyebrows ) yes just go for the time of the wife there and here. Better to talk about Fer, indeed you want to wait for a protracted until when, like this continues?”

“It feels very heavy, there was an email next week meeting at his company again! I have to how Dik?”

“Ferdian who is now only Ferdian who is full of regrets filled with sin, eager to keep grasping the sand in the middle of a storm so thick, Dik.”

“Maybe or not, come on.. You try first!”

“Speaking is easy, but what about me! (Ferdian volume up )if I try will I be able to restore the previous situation?”

“Hai... quiet bro! face the reality! You have made this decision so you have to face it! No need to be tight!” When following emotions, intended to advise even so the suggestion of emotional overflow.

“Sorry! Arrange my trip next week, jum’at noon only I leave. Looks like my schedule is empty?”

“Iya, done. Remember, whatever you have to face. Being a little selfish is okay but don't force things. Okay?” Ferdian just nodded.

After a long, emotionally draining talk, Dika returns home and Ferdian inhabits her office laying down her body on the wide sofa as a place to close her eyes.

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Mentari welcomed warmly, making me eager to unravel the problems that exist. If my problems have no end, I do not want others to experience the same as me. I don't want Bang Ryco to suffer the consequences of my problems. Because the point is the real goal is to destroy my relationship with Mas Ferdian.

“Good morning,” my broom at the endless March of Dance hectic,

“Good morning My handsome brother? Pretending not to hear or not to hear? Don't forget your promise.” I whispered a little down near Bang Ryco.

“Good morning too! Very excited, your mood today has improved? Did something happen beyond my expectations?”

“I'm eager to get you back excited. It has nothing to do with my unclear problems!”

“Sorry... sorry don't pout so dong!” Bang Ryco looked up to notice the look on my face that seemed to have clearly changed.

“Work first!”

“Back later, to the regular cafe. Hehe let me not be far home. All of you take me home!”

“Huh, still looking for profit yourself!”

“Thank you Brother,” I ignored Bang Ryco's last words, I just needed reassurance for him to take his time.

After I made sure Bang Ryco was willing to take his time, I tried to find the contact Ms. Erna had kept. We hardly ever chatan. I kept a little distance because she was the sister of my ex-boyfriend, although I already knew that she was different from her brother but I felt a bit uncomfortable.

To : Brother Er

Ma'am, please I'd like to meet you at the highway cafe near my alley. By magrib.

I hope Mbak Erna wants to come, I set the time after magrib. I can talk to Bang Ryco for forty-five minutes first, on the way I can be nyicil first.

From: Er

Okey.

I'm grateful, not long Madam Er replied to my chat. I wish everything could go back to how it used to be. Although not the same anymore, but at least everything can be repaired in the future. Although not like my relationship with Mas Fer, but I believe God has prepared something for me. The sound of the door opening made me look towards the sound of the door opening. I saw Mr. Ferdian who now did not say much back as he used to when he first came here, he entered his room and the door closed again I caught his gaze facing towards me.

The flash back

There was a sound of someone knocking on the door of the house after Bang Ryco and Mbak Tari came home, without saying hello just knocking the door. I heard Mom's step from the living room to the living room.

“Sopo nggih.” Mother said after opening the door.

“I want to visit Hira Bu, his office friend.” The voice of Mr. Febrian.

“Why did Mr Febrian get here? What should I talk about later!” I was confused, I didn't want to say hello at all.

“Oya, monggo.. monggo sign Nak. What is the name of this child?”

“Febrian Ma'am, are you also at home Bu?” I heard how I heard what Mr. Febrian asked me, maybe my mother thought this was the first time here but I even asked about my father.

“Nyuwun sewu nggih Nak, what do you need?”

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