Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 17

Me and Mas Ferdian were already somewhat more relieved even though there was still a wedge in my heart. Mas Ferdian still covered up about the name I had mentioned but never appeared on his lips when in front of me. Though if in flashback his ex just told me, but why the name of the woman did not appear from his lips.

 

Mas Ferdian drove me to the front of the house, he did not stop by and I did not give up because it was already midnight. Fortunately, Mas Ferdian immediately asked Mom for permission by phone, so my parents did not wait for me with a sense of anxiety.

“ Darling, tomorrow you work half a day only huh? I'll let it go."

 

“ Hmm.(all of a sudden my answer is short, after hearing will be allowed ) there is still something I want to ask Mas, but tomorrow when I meet" my connection softens again.

 

“ Alright Deck, see you. (Mas Ferdian pulled my hand and kissed the back of my hand) Don't mind much, let this (he rubbed my head gently) rest, ok? I love you Dek” still feels heavy he let me go.

 

“ Met meet tomorrow Mas, be careful on the road.” I said soften.

 

This morning I woke up in a brighter mood, because yesterday I decided to be selfish. I want to give my heart a chance to be happy. Endure to the end, letting everything go as it is. Without anticipating anything. "O Allah I give up all my business to You” which I always say in my heart.

 

“For Ra," said Mbak Tari who had started his work.

 

“ There's a rainbow in your eyeball" Ryco said with a melody.

 

“Co, your song always hits the heart. After the rain Co., let us see the rainbow.” the tone Ma'am Dari like a man reading poetry.

 

“New exercise for poetry reading contest, Ma'am?” I commented on Mbak Tari who was insinuating me.

 

“Ra, yesterday was not saved. I looked a little bit yesterday, check it! There's a little I'm foxing." Ryco pulled his chair close to me, turned on my computer and showed me the job I was staying at yesterday in a hurry.

 

“ Ok My brother, thank you.(my voice whispered because we were so close ), Bang awhile I came home early. Permission, what's today's agenda?"

 

“Casual, will not burden us really,(the face of bang Ryco looks sour not according to the words he said )we yesterday loss suffered because you are looking for your own happiness“ continued, look his face gloomy.

 

“ Sorry, (slow voice facing Bang Ryco ) sorry Mbak Tari, sorry yes yesterday," my volume was tight leaning towards Mbak Tari so that Bang Ryco covered his ears because of the sound of my kempreng.

 

“There's still less than one you should apologize for," I looked up in shock until my eyes met Bang Ryco's bead.

 

“You're conditioned, indistinct expression (bang Ryco poked softly at my eel, made me complain ), Mr. Febrian" Bang Ryco pointed at Mr. Febrian's room.

 

“ I have to say how is this? My gun was alone confused and still noticed Bang Ryco and I realized it.

 

“What? Cepetan. Your work is a lot." I said acting a bit spoiled while pushing her seat, Mbak Tari did not pay much attention to us because she was very busy.

 

“ Yes..iya, bawel. (Bang Ryco has stood up) Why was your face like that, like a couple fighting fashion, war is silent" Bang Ryco put his mouth close to my hearing.

Only I replied with a punch on his arm.

 

“Hayo, you guys are busy ghibahin what try, until there is a scene at all! “ said Mbak Tari who has approached us, giving a pile of files to ask for approval of Mr. Febrian.

 

“ What is this Mommy? Raise it! Soon yes, awaited the Financial Section because, from earlier Mbak telephone kept “

 “ Ouch, (i patted my eel, confusion to meet Mr. Febrian ) Bang, please yes you who enter there, arentar I who deliver to the Finance Section yes..ya..." whine me to Bang Ryco who hasn't moved out of place.

 

“Face what you have to face, whatever it is, for whatever time, you delay for sure the time will come too" his words were full of emphasis.

 

“ Start...start..”  I stood up leaving Bang Ryco behind.

 

“ The spirit of my cute sister, hehehe.” said Bang Ryco, I stepped away from Bang Ryco with mixed feelings, considering that I had dodged her question yesterday.

I knocked on Mr. Febrian's door, waiting for orders to come in from him. I recite do’a to be given ease in speaking. I stepped in after hearing his orders.

 

“ Morning, Sir.”

“ Sit Ra," he said briefly but still in courtesy, I did not wait long to directly sit down. Because the file is so much. I think I must have been scrapping him a long time ago.

 

“ Sorry sir, for the unexpected incident yesterday.” I said softly, full of regret because yesterday's incident was not polite.

 

“Because you have started the topic, we go to private affairs mode “ Mr. Febrian still looks down at the file, and his words in a cold aura make me a bit creepy.

 

I just nodded without seeing him. Make Mr. Febrian take his eyes off the file pile.

“ You're Ferdian's girlfriend?” Mr. Febrian was still looking at me who nodded in lack of confidence.

 

“ How long has it been?” Asked monotonously like a father introgating his virgin son who was caught pregnant.

 

“ Since High School class 2 ta...” has not finished I said it was interrupted.

 

“ During that? You were quiet yesterday when I told you about my cousin! Wh why? You're mocking ya?”

 

“ At all, even if I don't have such thoughts sir, I just thought about whether I deserve to be in his life? Really that's all I think, there's no such thing as Mr. Febrian said “ my answer is full of low self-esteem.

 

“ What is Ra less than you? Beautiful already, career women, education already want scholars, the matter of rich and poor is just a fortune “ replied Mr. Febrian lightly.

 

“ Sorry Ra, “

 

“Iya, sorry what sir? “ I replied like there was no burden on my heart.

 

“ Sorry for yesterday my story that might hurt you."

 

“ It turns out that Mr. Febrian is soft-hearted, my inner” suddenly without me realizing it has dared to judge other men. Without me knowing it, I shook my head in front of Mr. Febrian without me noticing.

 

 

“ Nothing sir." I slightly smiled to melt the atmosphere.

 

“ Ra, early in the morning Ferdian called me. He asked me to allow you half a day. Oy Ra, college is still ok, right?”

 

“ Safe under control Sir, thanks for permission."

 

“ Actually I do not allow, yesterday you have disappeared and today want to out again, he forced me because of my debt all this time” I was dumbfounded to hear it. With the nominal salary of Mr. Febrian, there is still debt.

 

“ Misunderstanding debt that messed up Ra, not money debt “ replied Mr. Febrian as if he could read my mind.

 

“ This is all the files, immediately raise.“ I moved from the front seat of Mr. Febrian.

 

“Oya Ra, we finished this project together. Can bring a couple” said Mr. Febrian made me stop holding the door handle.

 

I'm just giving a thumbs up because I feel really good after a rode job lately. I went to Finance, I passed Mas Ferdian who wanted to go to my room. I'm just saying, I,

“ Wait a minute, how come you're here? Not yet time for lunch.” I let go of his hand because he approached me before I entered the financial room.

 

“ I want to meet Febrian bentar “ said Mas Ferdian briefly.

 

“ Want to reminisce or install a posse for me?” I asked in my heart, leaving him.

 

“ Feb,” greet Ferdian original entry into the Febrian room.

 

“ Just amaze me you Fer! Mr. Boss never knocks on the door." Febrian's tone was spicy because he didn't realize anyone was opening the door to his room.

 

“Revealed your heart from the first time was hooked up with ABG.“ children Febrian is afraid that there is a secret behind it.

 

“Feb, you don't want to add your sins to me, do you?”

 

“Why so serious, Boss?” febrian without sin.

 

“I'm serious Feb, throw away that picture of you if you still have the first Prikehatian on Hira,"

 

“ A lot like my sins ransom” between Febrian

 

“ The second, don't talk to him for long. I don't want your heart to be tarnished for secretly admiring someone else's lover”

 

Febrian shook her head because of the Ferdian“ belief from the beginning I saw my subordinate's resume, I had also been attracted by his personalityThe Febrian inner“ that was covered with a headband in front of Ferdian.

 

“ Don't get addicted to asking him to make coffee for you, he's not OB!”

 

“ InsyaAllah “ replied a short Febrian that made Ferdian exasperatedly throw the candy he took off the top of his front desk.

 

He saw Hira who had returned to the room, from behind the transparency of the Febrian room divider.

“ I say goodbye, I take Hira now! Said Ferdian rising from the seat.

 

“Kayak Boss here aja you Fer! As if you were bringing employees people!” febrian Ketus who did not know. Privately without the frills of Mandala Group, Ferdian disbursed funds in the company he occupied, becoming one of the shareholders with an undisclosed profile data. For how many years after being in a relationship with Hira.

 

“The appearance of the boss aura, already want to be absent again.” Ryco quipped when he saw Hira who was hastily packing.

" So he did not want to, avoid entering the room Mr. Febrian. It's never there, it's not out!" ryco said.

 

“Suutttt, shirk!” sahut Hira who still busied his hands.

 

“Au..” I hold my chest. (Hira was surprised because suddenly there was a hand holding the pinngang from behind )

" It's fair that Bang Ryco went silent, it turned out that there was a Ferdian Mas" my inner self.

 

“ Is it a shock, have you finished packing?” asked Mas Ferdian gently after I looked at his face.

 

“ Hm..hm..hm...” deheman Mbak Dari makes me shy, and smile

“ Officially, unknown...?” add Mbak Tari who is still ducking busy, as if just talk

“ Ryco, Fer. His brother Hira” Ryco quickly stood up to Ferdian first and shook his hand.

 

“ I Dance, Fer. Call aja Dance without frills Mbak“ Mbak Tari waved his hand without standing.

 

“ Please help him keep Hira" Mas Ferdian lowered his head pleading for help. And I pinched his stomach for overdoing it.

 

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To be taken where Hira until all permission...

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