Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 24

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I followed in the footsteps of Mr. Febrian, I deg-degan because this is the first time I have attended a meeting with the higher-ups. Mr. Febrian's steps slowed down until I hit him on the back. I walked with a duck wrestling with the discomfort in my heart.

“Ra, are you okay?”

“ It's okay Sir, sorry. I don't see the way.”

“ Can-can walk can't see Ra road,”

“ Sorry sir, I'm a bit nervous aja.”

“As if you want a marriage contract, Ra”

“Bapak ever experienced huh? Understand right!”

“ He..he. Never before Ra, want to experience it like me?”

“ What Sir?”

“ Nothing Ra, be careful the way. Take a deep breath and then exhale. Might be able to cope.” I chant the holy verse as I step into the meeting room.

My gaze was still down, occupying the back seat of Mr. Febrian. I dare not roll my eyes, knowing who is in this room.

“ I hope, we can progress to develop without reducing employee rights. May be overtime, but standard only.”

“The voice is familiar and I know very well.” my inner. I ventured to hold my head up. The voice continued his conversation. I looked around to confirm which lips were moving.

“Meet, turns!”my mind sees Mas Ferdian. My eyes are still trying to figure it out, the writing on the table.

“That “ direction I used, read it correctly. The ones lining up at the table there are all shareholders.

“Means, chances are also he has stock here dong? Keep going all this time? Was it because of Mas Ferdian from the beginning?” my mind won't stop riddling. I'm not focused at all, but I'm still writing today's meeting. Either true or not.

Everyone stood up, left the room. I was still busy with my thoughts without realizing it.

“Hei... (Mister Febrian standing from his seat facing me tried to wake me up from my busy mind )”

“ You're fine right Ra?” ask Mr. Ferdian again.

Ferdian, who was standing from his seat packing his files, walked towards me. I just kept quiet, looking at her with a gaze filled with questions.

“Leave us, Feb” his orders to Mr. Febrian. Mr. Febrian left us and closed the door to the room that had been left for me and Mas Ferdian.

“When did you go to Mas kok that Dek?” the question is as if there are no sins in it.

“ Excuse me sir, I still have work” my heart hurts.

“Honey,” Mas Ferdian sat me in the chair I was sitting in.

“Sorry sir, it seems like I am in this room meaningless without the head of my Division.” Mas Ferdian just looked at me with an annoyed face.

“How long, Mas have to wait for your frustration to disappear?” I threw a rough breath, making him bend his body from the front, his hands locked me on the chair, bringing his face that was not far from me.

“What are you doing? What if an employee sees you?” I tried to resist Mas Ferdian's treatment.

“ Not finished? Hemm?” Mas Ferdian stuck his forehead on my forehead. His breath felt on my face, regular without any irritation.

“Do not hurt your heart with your uncertain thoughts, please. By Allah, I love you Dek.” I looked up at her shady eyes without a lie.

“Ok, Mas sorry. I didn't tell you I was in this company. I didn't tell you that I was here. Ask something dear, so Mas can answer.”

“When did Mas start contributing in this Company?” I looked into her eyes that were still right looking at me without distance.

“New these years. They only have shares here. He has no position in this company."

“This year or the year before I entered?”

“Early this year. I just thought, I have a reason to visit this city for longer."

“ Seriously? Is my reason not enough?" a little I diluted the pain in my own heart.

“Finally it still feels like I still have my pride, hearing your answer my inner Mas.”.

"You're the reason I'm number one, nobody knows how to grow capital here. So you should be able to take care of this.... " Mas Ferdian pointed at my lips with his index finger.

“That makes fret in your heart?” I just nodded my head.

“Darling, do not like to be sad first before ascertaining the truth. What are you sad about anyway? Andil here long ago or new will not harm anyone right?”

“At least I still have my pride Mas.”

“What do you think of Deck? What relation? Mas less connect.”

“You think too much. Exercises for confident beauty. You are perfect in my eyes. About one's performance, the origin of diligence and degree discipline is meaningless. The successful man's ticket when we have the chance. No matter how clever, as many titles as he has but God does not give a chance container or time. Sia - sia, meaningless.” Ferdian pecked at my head.

“So you are a lucky person, a person whom God loves. Let the person assume what is important, you are still in the way of God. Okay?”

“ Hemm" I nodded.I stood up and Mas Ferdian hugged me.

“Start learning not to conclude for yourself what you think, trust fully in Mas if Mas will prioritize your happiness.”

I just nodded in his arms. Smelled the scent I liked on his chest. Mas Ferdian released a hug and cupped my face looking at me not far away.

“Why hemm, where try (Mas Ferdian check my eyes in ) profit ngak to fall! If this falls down, how guilty do you feel.” I just watched, watching every movement of his lips.

“Why silence dear?” I just shook my head. Before long Mas Ferdian held my bend and kissed inside my lips, until it hurt a little.

“Sorry," an apology from OB who suddenly entered and came back out after seeing Mas Ferdian kiss my lips. It makes me shocked and embarrassed.

“Mas." call me spoiled for shame, have exceeded the limit.

In Hira's office, Tari and Ryco are busy berghibah because Febrian is back alone with a face that can not be translated.

“Kok alone Sir?”

“Iya”

“What's Ri, really solid. Make me creep! What happened earlier?” ryco whispered after Febrian's departure.

“ Where I know, I'm just like you still sitting in this room. How asked?" Ryco just scratched his head that wasn't itchy.

“Hira where the hell is it? Not even back and forth! You know what, if we need to action plan?”

“Telephone aja Ryc,” Dance suggestions.

“Just ring Ri, like a little boy!” gunam Ryco is upset.

“ Wait another 10 minutes, if he hasn't returned search!” Dance with emotion.

Confidence in the meeting room. My love began to awaken by my ringing phone. I saw my phone screen. The name of Bang Ryco is there.

“Mas, I'm back? Bang Ryco has begun to instruct!"

“Wait a moment,” Mas Ferdian is still holding my waist. He hugged me, leaned his chin on my shoulder, making him bend.

“After from here Mas there is a meeting at Mandala Group Branch Office, Mas will be busy. After the business is done, try to pick you up.” soon

“Hmmm.” Mas Ferdian ended our separation by peeping at my forehead. I'm heading to my room right away.

“From anywhere on Ra...Ra, wait too! Ditelephone not lifted! Today pisses me off, huh?” bang Ryan's chatter is unrelenting.

“His nostalgic same old Division sir what? Forgot the new Division sir, until make his face bent ngak clear?” sindir Mbak Tari's.

“Mbak Dance just weird do not tell about the tempest of My Work House huh?” sahutku enliven the atmosphere.

“Sorry.sorry Bang, sorry for the trouble. It was a problem.”

“That makes his tan there, what's Ra? Transport where?"

“ If the handsome I also want Ra, long-term problems.” Add Mbak Tari.

“Tak sayin same oppa-oppa there you know!” snapping Bang Ryco made Mbak Tari speechless.

“Ra, after the follow-up later between the action reviews yes? I want clearance to exit.”

“Where the hell is Bang? Unusually permission.” My toot.

“I will how ya, meet Mr. Febrian. Why also Bang Ryco must be permission!” grumbling.

“Erna asked for a pick up company.. ” Ryco's words stopped making me understand what he was going to say.

“He will be here, how should I face? Is he going to see me? Do you know about my life history? Although Mas Ferdian has given a bond, but it seems I am still afraid to face the reality that there is actually like what. Should I just surrender to the groove that Mas Ferdian played while away from me? He asked me to trust him completely. But what would I do if Emma's mother brought bitterness? Should I just swallow it? Or shut my mouth with my limitations knowing the real life of Mas Ferdian?” The unrest in my heart appeared.

“Ra...Ra!” Bang Ryco surprised me.

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