Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 44

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Tuk..tuk...tuk.. Ferdian's voice that squeezes the phone screen, after turning off the telephone line with his future mother-in-law.

“Hallo Dik,”

“Looks, slower is my return schedule. My moon is still covered in black clouds.”

“Whatever, I told you earlier, you know better. Oya, I had a meeting this morning pending. I'll reschedule later, the file is complete. You'll meet later, dizzy me. I made a deal tomorrow with your sister, lest I waste my chance. Make sure before lunchtime you are at the office.”

“It looks like it can't, but I'll make sure you can still date Ana. How?”

“You are Fer, long time ago!”

“Don't do it dong! Or I just find another candidate for Ana, a lot of it.from the company relationship is still single, young again!”.

“Damn you Fer, how dare threaten me!”

“I'll make sure Mas Ferdian gets there faster, Mas Dika.” Sahut Hira looked up to direct his lips on the speaker phone Ferdian, who could not bear to hear Ferdian busy telephone from earlier. Making Ferdian surprised looking down at Hira. A brief peek at Hira's lips that were snuggling along with the voice on the phone.

“Thankful Thank God, I became a date without delay.”

“O...o, it wasn't I who promised?”

“Tega You Fer!”

“InsyaAllah I will work on. It seemed, his moon began to show his light Bro..” Hira clucked his finger on Ferdian's lips. Ferdian held Hira's wrist and peeked at Hira's palm, which had just popped into her ferdian lips.

“Hih... Don't you listen in my ear things I can't do Fer! You called me just to make me hot, huh?” lamented Dika.

“Sorry, that's not what I mean.”

“Terelah lah, which certainly do not forget the mainland.”

“No, still conscious 75% Bro. “.

“25% don't hurt people's children!”

“Not. Speaking of which you are not finished. I want to make the most of my time. Bye, we'll call tomorrow. Sorry to interrupt!” Hira sharpened her eyes on Ferdian, making Ferdian pull Hira who had fallen away folding the face he had released to hug him back and give a kiss on his forehead.

“It's quieter now?” Hira nodded her head close to the one attached to Ferdian's chest.

“Mas instead of Mom's phone anyway? Seriously, I'm not returning me?”

“Why not serious? Mas has asked permission from Mother, are you still uncomfortable rooming with Mas? We've had two nights together, why not today? That's not the problem, is it?” Hira shook his head.

“Continue, what else? Now I ask, listen carefully! (Ferdian took off his arms, cupped Hira's face and stared up at her bead ) earlier why were you crying?”

“E…. “ Hira can't say what's on his mind. Ferdian stared in curiosity, trying to be patient without saying a word while waiting for Hira's lips to open.

“I saw a smile Mas who was so happy talking on the phone earlier?” ferdian's gaze seemed to add a question mark to his mind,

“Meanway? Is adek not happy to see Mas Bahagia?”

“Which woman is happy to see her lover, even her future husband is happy to chat with other women?” Ferdian smiled mockingly, making Hira's face a question mark.

“Absolutely I said wrong?”

“No, no wrong dear. Mas will also never feel happy if the Mas couple chat with other men. Especially if Mas knows, the man loves the couple. Right, yes your answer is correct.”

“I feel heartache, why even the end I feel insinuated with the words of Mas Ferdian ya?” inner Hira dived into Ferdian's gaze. Hira was speechless by the words Ferdian had just heard.

“Tadi finished praying, Mas already told you if Mas telephonaned with Dika.”

“The pain was already bad Mas, before Mas told me.”

“How can? Mas telephonan right after the magrib prayer, Adek also suggested. Where can Adek be prejudiced by another woman?”

“So me…. “

“Why?” Ferdian stared fixedly at Hira,

“I just accidentally saw the name Mbak Rinna listed on the screen mobile phone Mas, I think the phone is important because the ring is so long.” Without answering anything Ferdian hugged Hira tightly, kissing the tip of Hira's head deeply, meaningfully, as if leaving a message.

“There is no way Mom would allow Mas to…. “

“What? If you talk do not hang, not good!”

“Ya…. “

“What's? His mind is dirty, huh?” Hira shook his head, denying what Ferdian was accusing him of.

“Sleep next to Mas, Mas make sure it's safe. And Mas already told mom, if your forehead and cheeks will be stained.”

“Hira hung in horror listening to tainted word.” Hira's mind has been sightseeing everywhere.

“Mas, I'm going to the office tomorrow. Yesterday we talked about meeting and talking to Mr. Ryan in person. (Ferdian just bearded by playing his lips that seemed indifferent) instead Mas did not return me. How's this?”

“What's the point? Yeah no way! Tomorrow the permit is late. I.... “ suddenly Ferdian stopped his words, and was busy with his thoughts.

“Why Mas, Mas what? How to stop?”

“It's okay you permission not to enter. And you can make a deal with Ryan outside, afternoon. Friend Mas, as long as Mas is still here, okay?” Hira just nodded her head.

“Why didn't you continue with your words earlier? Is there something going on or is there something you're hiding from me?” batin Hira, considering that Ferdian has twice shied away from the topic of conversation in one discussion.

“Why do you admire but your face reflects not in line with Mas. Hem?”

“Kok Mas, now go to sleep, tomorrow morning come back soon, pity Mas Dika. Speaking of Mas Dika, I heard a little date with Ana, that is? They officially love?”

“Em, not yet official. When I asked permission for a long time, I just didn't mind. If only I could seriously allow it, and I support it once. However I would be more relieved if Ana was with Dika. As bad as the nature of Dika I know, and Dika can snack Ana. And for business I'm happy and comfortable working with Dika, I'm happy if we end up being brothers. But it seems that from Dika's efforts all along, it seems like Ana has not been acting how-to to Dika.”

“From earlier Mas sounded like guessing, indeed Ana did not open with Mas What?”

“Hehehe, I was more open with him, yesterday he was acting like my brother. Could-can askorify me. I just thought, she wasn't open about it because I just assumed Ana was a little traumatized by what I was dealing with. That's how I feel, he's afraid of heartache. And until now he had met occasionally, going out with Dika but I did not know what he was thinking. Even often breaking into the contents of the ATM Dika, I was not happy with the behavior of my sister that one. But Dikanya also never felt stale. I don't know what I like about that spoiled kid.”

“That's how love is, Mas like not glazing. Before we met, what really makes Mas like to be somewhat in love. We're more ridiculous than them.” Ferdian looked at Hira who was lying beside Ferdian facing him.

“Now sleeping, sorry I asked so much. I had promised Mas Dika to make Mas Back on time according to the initial planning.”

“Sorry Ra, I don't want to go back. I still want to be with you. My feeling is uncomfortable.” Ferdian went down every curve of Hira's face with his index finger.

“Mas, why? Close your eyes.. “ Hira opened his eyes that he had closed feeling Ferdian's finger along each curve of his face felt there was a meaning that implied heavy in the heart. Hira rubbed softly Ferdian's cheeks looking at Ferdian's eyes which were slightly inundated by tears. Hira moved slightly positioning his body higher, peeling Ferdian's forehead. Ferdian hugged Hira, plunging his face into Hira's chest.

“Honey, let it be in a position like this. Mas promise is only this limited.” Hira hugged him, tightening his embrace on Ferdian's head which was right under Hira's chin. Kiss the head of Ferdian.

Until the adzan zubuh was heard on the Hira mobile phone alarm, they were still sleeping in the same position. Hira woke up and saw a tear drop in the corner of Ferdian's eye.

“Yes Allah, take care of our love O Allah. I love him so much, I don't want anything we didn't expect to happen. Launch everything. I really can't do without it.” Hira shed her tears, rubbing the corner of Ferdian's eyes. Making Ferdian open his eyes felt Hira's touch. Hira immediately looked away and wiped her tears.

“Already dawned Mas, let's pray.”

“Iya, it looks like Mas slept soundly because someone hugged Mas.” Hira blushes her lips.

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“Honey, Mas didn't stop by. Greetings to Father and Mother.” Mas Ferdian said his car had stopped in front of the house.

“Iya, it's okay Mas.” Ferdian pulled my elbow arm, made me turn to look at him and take off the car door handle.

“Salim first,” I shook Mas Ferdian's hand and kissed the back of his hand.

“Be careful Mas, let me know when it arrives.” Ferdian still clasped my hand and kissed my hand. It was painful for my heart to stare at his head so low that it made me smell his hair. Unconsciously my left hand stroked his head to his back, making me shed tears. I don't know what's on my mind until my heart feels this sick. Mas Ferdian looked up and looked at me rubbing the tears that had fallen on my cheek, it turned out that Mas Ferdian also watered his tears. We hugged each other without a word we said.

“I love you Deck. I love you, Hira” Whisper Mas Ferdian feels piercing in my chest, only that word he whispers in my ear before taking off his embrace.

“I love you too, Mas.” I looked at him holding his face and he kissed my palm. I held the door handle again, my right hand still held it as if he didn't want to let me go. I looked at him to let go of his grasp.

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