Not Just a Shadow

Chapter 27

At Nadia's residence, the,

“Sial Nad, he doesn't talk as much as you say. He just talks. I can't figure out how far it has to do with Mas Fer"

“He's a lot of talk, not like you said. I always caught him, a lot of talk even with a man. He speaks comfortably, without any awkwardness at all.”

“Maybe you saw him chatting with his roommate. Pantes right if there is no awkwardness.”

“I met in the elevator and they parted it means they are not as roomy.”

“Then, why wasn't he talking to me? Absolutely not stuck with my words.”

“Maybe he is indeed the picky type to talk a lot with someone. It could be, he behaved like that to be careful with you. Make that...Your status is just an ex-boyfriend, his girlfriend. It's only natural that he's like that. Why the hell do you have to be so hard? You are beautiful, work is ok, just look for it again! Stay away from the ex!”

“I want to be with him, now he is more handsome and established. As the saying goes, it feels valuable when it is far from us.”

“ Heleh, Em...Um...! Even more valuable, if you want to move on from him. And get more from Ferdian. Keeping your self-esteem is more beneficial. Rather than you like this, you'll be adding him further away from you!"

" Are you no longer supporting me, Nad?"

"Not so, I'm just giving you the best solution for you, Em,"

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At the cafe near Hira's hallway, Ryco and Hira still chat.

“Ra, you don't hide anything else, do you?” I just shrugged both of my shoulders.

The message from Mas Ferdian that I could see was from the notification, I let it go. Bang Ryco kept looking at me sharply waiting for my honesty.

“I am sometimes confused with my heart Bang, I believe in him. All this time what he said there was evidence. And my heart is also not willing to think that one day my relationship will end. I want to survive even though it seems like a lot of people are throwing stumbling blocks for me.”

“ What has Emma told you?”

“The point is I have to retreat, that's what I caught.”

“Then?”

“Yes on the grounds she didn't want me to be disappointed in the end. He said Mas Ferdian had been betrothed to his boss' son. Social status, the end of the topic of the problem.”

“Terus?”

“Yes no I confirm my answer. Me and Mas Fer are in good shape. And I also wish forever well.”

“You yourself, how to respond to this. Beyond expectations Emma.”

“I've discussed it over and over again with Mas Ferdian. Before we formalized our relationship into a courtship, I had repeated the discussion. Even just yesterday, I discussed it again. But Mas Ferdian doesn't care about social status.”

“ Difficult, if it's been so crowded kayak gini coder. I can only wish you the best Ra, and make time for you when you need a place to pour out your grievances. I hope you won't hesitate. I think that's all I can do."

“Thank you, Bang. You are the best.”

“ Like today Ra, stay open to me. Whenever it is, find a suitable place. I'm gonna come. Remember well this message of mine, do not hesitate.”

“Later if Erna misunderstand how? Thought of a destroyer dong me!”

“I'm sure, if he knew. I take your grievances. I'm sure he won't consider you an actor. Because you already have the perfect lover in Erna's eyes. Mostly I'm the so-called jerk man.” Bang Ryco.

I laughed out loud hearing Bang Ryco's name for himself. I don't think the clock has shown me the night.

“You want me to drive to the front of Ra's house?”

“ No need Bang, this anyways near.”

“Seriously? It'll be complete again, my irritation. Letting a woman walk in a lonely alley alone.”

“No, thank you. It's quite honorable to pay for a woman's order. Thank you for tonight.”

“Sama-sama, Cute sister Brother.” Bang Ryco rubbed my head.

“There's this writing 'belonging to Ferdian’ hehehe” I said showing my index finger on my head Bang Ryco's hand rub.

“Iya..iya, know! I came back first really Ra,”

“Ok, Bang. Bye,”

Callings...

Mas Ferdian

“Assalamallaikum Deck,” the answer without me waiting for long.

“ Waallaikum salam Mas, how has Mas reached the hotel?”

“It's Deck, instead Mas wait for you call Mas.”

“Kok wait?”

“ Yesterday, you yourself said Mas was told to wait.” Mas Ferdian's statement made me laugh, but I also regret it. I realized that I was even engrossed in confiding with Bang Ryco. If Mas Ferdian knew for sure he was angry.

“Dek, tomorrow afternoon Mas will return to the city of A. How about before we go back, we spend time together?”

“ Tomorrow I work a lot Mas.” I heard his breath because I was disappointed.

“Ra, again muleh?" (Ra, just got home? ) My mother greeted me when I entered the house, and I placed my index finger on my lips in a code so that I would not speak.

“You just got home Deck?” Ferdian heard Mother's greeting.

“Hehe... Yes, sorry.” There was no sound from behind my flat screen. I saw my screen, still connected.

“Aduh..this sign,” I patted my eel.

“ Mas... Mas...” call me soft, but still no answer. I turned off one-sided. I left my flat and I enjoyed the warm water that passed through every curve of my body.

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After breakfast I put my foot out the door, I saw Mas Ferdian's car parked handsome. He opened the door from where he was sitting without getting out of the car.

“ Patience Hira, you must be ready born inner.” I encouraged myself.

“ Morning Mas,”

“ Heemmm”

“ Patience Ra, patience.today she is back, give me the most beautiful memories my inner”.

“ Sa.... ”

“What business until night, not overtime work!”

“ Not finished talking, already sprayed. Patience Ra, you are wrong” I calm my heart.

“Sorry Mas, I..”.

“ Ra, I don't need your apologies!”

“ He called my name. Signs are not good.” I let out a breath.

I faced him who was focused on driving, the morning road often jammed because of morning activity.

“ Dear, “ call me seduce, I hold the end of his shirt arms folded upwards which form ¾, and he glances at me.

“ Sorry,” my ul apologise to him.

“ Should I tear my face, throw away my shame?” I asked in my heart, thinking about the trick to melt it with a kiss.

Mas Ferdian's car suddenly stopped, he pulled his car over. Making me bump into his shoulder, my position was still facing him, looking at every cent of his face. I ducked holding my forehead, which hit his shoulder.

Mas Ferdian suddenly brought his body closer to me, holding my bow pulled me, sweeping away the color of my lips.

“ O Allah, forgive me.” My mind is forgiving. But only with the person in front of me I expected to be my priest, I did this.

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Seriate,