My beloved Young Miss

49. Not Deserving of Jealousy

Moments after leaving Evelyn's room, Alvin was working out of focus. Several times he almost spilled the drink he was carrying. Alvin even had a chance to hit a visitor and ended with a curse.

Alvin admitted that he is currently in an unhealthy condition. His body felt much more limp than usual. Plus he was not focused because since then his brain kept thinking about Evelyn who was alone with a man in one of the Vip rooms.

The memory of Evelyn made Alvin wonder to himself. Alvin wondered what exactly was Evelyn's relationship with the man? Honestly, the question was quite disturbing, because somehow Alvin seemed to have just witnessed something that hurt him so much.

Alvin knew he didn't deserve to be jealous of anyone close to Evelyn right now. He had no right to know anything about the girl's personal affairs. But still, the heart cannot lie. She wished that Evelyn and the man had nothing to do with her.

Alvin was about to deliver an order from one of the guests. But his body cannot be compromised. He was no longer able to withstand the pain, because Alvin had just tried to step, suddenly his body was dazed to the left.

"Geez, be careful, Alvin." said Alvin's co-worker, Rasyit. The young man came suddenly and instantly helped catch Alvin's tray that was about to fall.

"Thank you, Rasyit."

"You almost dropped it just now."

"Yes right, I almost got into trouble. It's a good thing you came and helped me." said Alvin smiling with relief at the man.

"No problem. Come, Ihelp. Give me the tray." said Rasyit. It pulls slowly the tray that Alvin still holds.

Alvin's body is back in the dreg. He bent over, supporting his body with hands that held both knees. Rasyit's eyebrows seemed to shrivel when he saw Alvin's face that looked so pale.

"But are you okay? I mean, you look like you're about to faint."

"Yes, I'm sorry, my eyes were a little blurred and I couldn't help but shake my body."

"What's wrong? Are you not feeling well today?"

"Ah, no. I'm doing fine. Just a little dizzy." Alvin spoke with a slight tremble. His body felt so limp and seemed to be giving off cold sweat.

"This doesn't seem good." murmured Rasyit turned to the surrounding area. "You seem to be sick. Come on, stop working first and come with me to the Bar table."

"Stop working? But-"

"You can still walk, right? Come fast!" cut Rasyit first step forward without hearing Alvin's words again.

Alvin chose to nod his head and followed the man towards the Bar table in a shaky step. Rasyit was seen calling another waiter, asking for help to deliver a tray of ordered drinks that Alvin had wanted to deliver earlier.

"Come on, you sit here first!" his orders to Alvin pat the chair that was near them.

"I'm fine. No need to sit."

"Give me a glass of water" Rasyit told the Bartender on duty. It was as if he had not heard Alvin's words just now. He pointed at Alvin with his chin. "Alvin seems unfocused at work, seems a bit exhausted."

The bartender nodded then quickly gave Alvin a glass of water.

"This is the water" said the bartender, putting the water on the table.

"Thank you."Alvin smiles. "There's no need to bother like this."

"Ck, what are you saying. Nothing is bothered here. And can you sit down!"

"I'm fine. Really." said Alvin.

"It's okay, obviously your face looks pale. You're sick, Alvin."

"We can't relax here for long. Look at! Visitors are crowded and need to be served."

"There are still a lot of waiters who beautify us. Just calm down. So, sit down!" Rasyit pressed both shoulders of Alvin, forcing the young man to sit on a chair.

Alvin sat down, though it was due to Rasyit's coercion. He looked left and right with a strange look.

"But Rasyit, aren't you afraid that our boss will get angry if he sees us relaxing here?"

Alvin. "Yes, but I-I"

"Well, what time was the last time you ate today?"

"Around two this afternoon."

"Her? Just be right. Here we'll work until dawn, Alvin. Why didn't you eat earlier?"

"Yes. I-i know. I'm just not hungry. My stomach doesn't taste good, so I decided to put off eating."

"Do you want to eat first?" ask Alvin's co-worker with a worried tone.

Alvin shook his head, "No. No need."

Alvin's reply made Rasyit sigh lazily.

"Alvin, you have to eat first. I see you're not so good."

"Look, this isn't even our break yet."

"Whatchu mean? You'll starve to death if you wait for our break. You're forgot? Our break will still last a few hours."

"No problem, I'm not hungry right now, Rasyit."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure I'm okay."

"Alright if you say so. But if you're feeling sick, you need to take a break and eat!"

Alvin nodded his head. "You take it easy."

Rasyit stared at Alvin for a few seconds before then nodding.

"You drink this first, okay." said Alvin's co-worker while pushing back the glass of water to get closer to Alvin. "If your condition is better, then you can continue to work."

Alvin nodded and grabbed the glass with an awkward smile, "thank you for the help."

"Yes, this is just a regular help. Don't burden. Yes, I live first." said Alvin's co-worker as he walked away from Alvin.

Alvin who was drinking his water hurriedly nodded his head.

After Rasyit's departure, Alvin just sat quietly, pensive at the bar table. He thinks about himself. More precisely, about his life that seems to be at a dead end in terms of romance.

First, Alvin is in a relationship with Karina but she is betrayed. And now he's in love with Evelyn, someone who's perfect but he can't have.

Alvin took a sip of his drink while thinking, if he were the one to be, would Karina leave him like that time? In addition, Alvin is sure that he also does not need to work day and night like this.

Alvin sighed tiredly, stared fixedly at the water glass in his hand and then placed ituke glass on the bar table. Alvin then closed both eyes while gently twitching the base of his nose, trying to reduce the dizziness in his head.

'What's wrong with me. Why is my mind running like this. I should be grateful for what I have now.' Inner Alvin.

Alvin opened his eyes again and turned to the surrounding area. He realized the nightclub was starting to feel full of visitors who arrived.

This made Alvin realize that he had to go back to work immediately.

"Are you a waitress in this club?" A female voice suddenly sounded from her left side.

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