My Beloved Arana's

Chapter 145: Ambition, Obsession, and Guess

Lying in the hospital bed, Alana blinked for some time before adjusting her vision to the light from the lights in the middle of the room. The sharp pain from his stomach made him grimace, and he again curled up with cold sweat imprinted on his forehead and neck.

"You're sober?"

Hearing that voice, Alana turned her head and found someone she clearly knew. He muttered faintly, "Sister?"

Hiro stepped in, stopped near the nightstand and crossed his arms in front of his chest, looking coldly at Alana who was still sweating from feeling the pain in her stomach. Without further ado, Hiro said what the doctor told him. "I was at work when I got a call from the hospital. You miscarried in your fourth month of pregnancy. Since you've had abortions and used to drink liquor and contraceptives, now your womb is removed and you'll never be able to get pregnant even until you're dead."

The deg!

Hearing what Hiro said made Alana's body stiffen. His trembling eyes lifted on Hiro as he touched his stomach. "What's? My Ka-Rand?!"

Hiro gave her a cynical look. "Why are you shocked and not accepting, huh? You yourself are damaging your womb by drinking hard to bottle. If it wasn't for the great doctor here, you would've died from an overdose of booze. Be thankful that it is not your life that is lost and only your content."

Alana shook her head in panic. Alana did not intend to abort her content. Because of his emotions and because he felt so depressed about Josh's betrayal, he unconsciously drank hard to vent his emotions and forget that he was pregnant. Alana really did not even once intend to abort this one, because she did not want to be a disabled woman who could no longer conceive.

"No! I don't want to be disabled!!"

Alana screamed in a tone filled with despair. What about his future? If he is married and cannot give offspring to his partner, what is his fate?

"No want! I don't want to be disabled! I don't want to!"

Hiro jerks Alana. "Then what do you want, damn it?!"

"You yourself ruined your life! Didn't I warn you from the beginning to play it safe and not get pregnant? The first time I let you and helped you. I've warned you many times but you never listen to me! Now you've felt the consequences of your carelessness and you whine? Either way you are already disabled and will no longer be able to have any offspring in your life! So stop whining like that whiny boy I hate!"

Hiro's words made Alana's breath shorten. He was crying and he sobbed while holding his stomach.

"I don't want to be deformed." he said.

Hiro ignored her and coldly stepped towards the door. Stopping by the door, he turned around and looked at Alana. "Mama's at home. We're gonna get out of here this afternoon, and mama's probably gonna say something. Try to be ordinary if you don't want to be discovered that you weren't in the main house all this time."

Then he left Alana sobbing, weeping and regretting her being lifted up.

...***...

The Alana Grandma's

Dutch

Lydia was sipping tea with Jasmin when Alana and Hiro stepped in. The gaze of the two swept over them as Lydia immediately rose to her feet and hugged Alana into her arms. Jasmin glanced coldly at Alana who was slightly jolted by her gaze while Hiro immediately sat himself down beside the grandmother.

"Darling, how are you? Mama misses you so much, baby."

Alana hugged Lidia back with a faint look and nodded. "I'm good, ma. Just a little tired lately. I miss my mom and dad too."

"Let's sit down baby, mama wants to tell you a lot."

Lidia looked at Jasmin who stepped away before Hiro who was playing mobile phone calmly said, "It's normal for grandma. Grandma always has tea with her friends at this hour."

"Mama understands." Lydia invited Alana to sit next to her and gently clasped her hand.

"When are you going back to Indonesia, baby?" Lidia's question made Alana look at him for a moment. "I don't know, ma."

Lydia sighed. "The Alva is really a good person and loves you sincerely, Ala. Mama saw how she treated Arana, and it's because she loved you."

Alana stirred the tea in front of her, listening without interest until she stopped her hand when she heard Lydia's words. "You know, since you didn't come back, now Arana is pregnant. Arana's pregnant with Alva's child, and now she's three months old."

"What?" Alana looked over and parroted.

Lydia did not understand the problem and she sighed with a story. "Arana's really pregnant with Alva's child. At first you just want to calm down until you can open your heart to Alva, baby. But mom really did not expect that Arana would get pregnant. Now that the decision is in your hands, baby, you want to take your place again or stay here and enjoy your life."

"Mama told Arana that the baby would be yours, and you could be Alva's wife and the baby's mother. Mama knows that life as Alva's wife is really amazing dear. Alva and Arletta so spoil Arana."

Hiro. "Then what does Mama Arana think would want to leave such a loving life? He's never had affection before."

"He has to."

It was not Lydia who answered, but Alana. His pair of manic glared at Hiro who slightly stopped the movement of his hand, looking at the younger brother who had a crazy look in his eyes. Alana firmly said, "She must want to, because from the beginning, it was my place. Alva loves me, and she just hitchhiked in there with my name for a while."

"He must be self-aware that what he got all this time is mine."

Alana murmured, "Even the baby is in her stomach."

Far across, Arana was walking around with Alva. A harmonious atmosphere was created between the two. A sense of peace, a sense of calm and a sense of relief because the problem is finished makes Arana and Alva filled with peerless happiness. Alva occasionally stroked Arana's belly which had started to bulge slightly behind the knee-length dress she was wearing, and Arana would respond with a big smile with a pink hue on both cheeks.

The atmosphere was happy, unaware of the threat to come in the future.

...***...

Ting ... Tongs ... Ting ... Tongs ...

Amber stepped out of the main room when she heard the sound of bells clinking. "Just a second!"

He shouted slightly as he stepped towards the entrance. His slightly bulging stomach behind the sleeveless shirt he was wearing made him have to walk carefully to keep himself from falling.

"Who?"

He opened the door and stopped when he saw who was in front of him. He furrowed his brows and looked at the man in front of him. "What are you doing here, Exel?"