My Beloved Arana's

Chapter 135: Just Me, Not You

In the middle room, Alva, Arselyne and Jake chat with a coffee treat between them. Their conversation is certainly around conversations about things that concern business and some other things. On the other hand, Arana, Amber and Cella were gathered on the balcony, sitting on a bench at a round table and enjoying ice cream amid the warm weather.

"The cream is delicious, right? Cece make your own lho~"

Arana smiled and calmly replied, "Whatever aunty makes is always good."

Cella smiled, but a second later changed her face to a frown. "When will Nana stop calling Cece with aunty call? Cece will always ask Nana to call Cece."

"Nana's just afraid Nana's not being polite." Arana said a little doubtful. It wasn't that Arana didn't want to call him that, it was just that she was afraid of feeling he was being disrespectful.

"No. Anyway from now on Nana should just call Cece by name." Cella said firmly while scooping back the ice cream in the bowl.

Amber rolled her eyes lazily. "Tante wants to be young again? The food asks to be called by name?"

"Bad boy!"

Amber stuck out her tongue and grinned ignorantly before sipping scooped ice cream. Amber turned her gaze over and accidentally saw something on Arana's neck. That day, Arana was wearing a collared shirt that was a little tall. But Amber's sharp bead clearly saw something, a kissmark.

Amber widened her eyes for two seconds before calling Arana, "Na."

"Hm?" Arana hummed and looked up at Amber who was still staring at her. Amber spoke in a soft voice. "Have you done it with Alva?"

Arana's brain falters for a few seconds. "Do what?"

Amber raised her index finger and pointed at Arana's slightly open neck. That white neck had quite a lot of kissmarks produced by Alva when the two were in contact overnight. Arana's bead widens and she immediately justifies her collar and tries her best to cover her neck. But Amber and Cella have also expressed it.

Arana hesitantly and shyly nodded her head. "Yes, we did it last night."

"What'sthis? Cece's beloved Nana is fully grown!"

Amber looked at Arana and did not speak until some time later she said, "What if you're pregnant, Na?"

There was silence for some time. Arana could easily understand Amber's intentions. What if she has a baby and Alana's back?

By the time she did it with Alva, Arana was already determined. Even later when there is a baby from the outcome of their relationship, when Alana returns, Arana will go and take the baby away. She'll live with her baby, and she won't want to know about Alana's business. Whether she will say that she miscarried or that her baby was kidnapped or even expose their lies all along, Arana is content to feel the love that someone gave her, even though she knows it, she said, love is not for Arana.

"Whatchu mean? If I had children, our children would be playmates and would be best friends. If they're men and women and they like each other, we might be able to be good."

Arana said with a smile. But deep in his heart, there was still pain that stuck a thorn in his heart. Cella looked at Arana who continued to eat ice cream before glancing at Alva who was sitting in the living room with a cold look.

Unaware of Cella's gaze, Alva is still busy chatting with Arselyne and Jake who seem engrossed in telling them anything they can talk about, when a roar of a luxury car draws their attention.

There was a car entering the yard. The red car stopped next to Alva's car and someone stepped out.

"Maiko!"

Alva saw Arana exclaiming happily with a joyful face and running towards the door. Amber and Cella follow behind him, which makes him also follow along with Arselyne and Jake. Her manic narrowedly looked at the young man who stepped down from the car and in a cool style restored his hair. So he's Camio?

Alva saw Arana running cheerfully and saw the man spread his arms as he walked. It looked like she was going to hug Arana. Her bead widened and she stepped in a hurry to catch up before her steps came to a sudden halt when she saw Arana calmly passing the man who was also passing through Arana. The young man calmly hugged Cella.

"Mama is still beautiful today." Said the man.

Cella taps her ears. "Still remember her mom, huh?"

While Arana opens the car door and looks to pull something out. A light brown cat that looks very well groomed and looks beautiful.

"Camio~ Why are you getting fat?" Arana laughed cheerfully and seemed to stick her face silvery cat that she carried.

Wait for. So Camio is ... cat?!

For God's sake, she's been jealous of cats all this time?!

"No." Alva answered in a flat tone and did not turn at all to Amber who was still laughing at her. Alva obviously wouldn't want to admit that she was jealous of the cat just because she thought it was someone.

"Darling! It's Camio, funny right?"

Arana quickly runs towards Alva and shows the cat in her arms. Alva doesn't really like animals, not in the sense that she hates or is allergic. Alva are simply not used to raising or being close to pets. But Arana likes cats and in Arana data, Arana has one cat named Snowy who is currently entrusted to Amber.

"Very funny. So this is, Camio?"

Arana nodded. "Yes, Camio. She's a female, you~"

"Hey, Asyon. Why is Camio getting fat? You're not keeping up with her diet, are you?" Arana said to Asyon——young man earlier.

"I've been trying to set her diet. That brat alone secretly took his own food in the closet."

"It's been given routine medication, right?"

Asyon nodded. "Of course, not one day's missed."

"I'm a miss, Snowy~"

"She was traveling with her sister to Switzerland. Already, just play with Camio."

Arana slightly pursed her lips. "Yeah.

" And went back to playing with the cat he was carrying.

Alva puts on a smile and lets Arana play with the cat as a thought passes through her head. Arana's data on Amber can be clear and even Calvian can find out about the Arana cat entrusted to Amber. Alva's bead glanced at the rest of the people there besides Amber and Arana before settling in, "Why aren't they recorded?"

...***...

Alana roared furiously. She slammed the things around her with emotion as she glanced back at something lying beside her bed. A tespack showing two blue lines. Her manic quivered with anger when she was never able to contact Josh.

"Damn it! Where's the breng*ek?!"

Alana with a cold face picked up a cigarette from the tabletop and lit it. He smokes cigarettes to comfort his increasingly passionate emotions because of anger and because of emotion. His manic looked straight ahead before he let out a cold sigh.

"Surely he was with that snake woman." Mumbled.

Alana was convinced that Josh was really having an affair. Her lover could not be reached and Alana repeatedly found her silute in the middle along with other women, and that woman is the same woman she saw first when Alana was looking for Josh that day. "Do I have to abort this child like before?"

"Dam. But the doctor warned me that if I had an abortion once more, I would not be able to conceive in the future because my womb was already weak."

Alana has repeatedly aborted her womb and has often consumed contraceptive pills. Because of the frequent abortion, the doctor who helped Alana said that her womb had become weak and if she had once again had an abortion, she said, there is a more than 50 percent chance that Alana will not be able to get pregnant again. However, Alana certainly does not want to be a barren woman.

In the future she will also have a husband, and if she is barren, what can she get from a marriage?

"All because I forgot to take the contraceptive pill! Now I'm pregnant and even her irresponsible father is cheating. Basic don't know yourself. He thought all this time he was living using whose money? The business he had built all this time could stand because of the money from whom?! FUCKIN' HELL!"

Alana sighed, threw away the cigarette butt in her hand and stomped roughly. Alana then laid herself to bed when a post accidentally passed by her social media app. There, the figure of Arana is carried by Alva in the style of a princess. Someone must have helped take the picture because it was taken from a considerable distance, showing how Alva with a gentle smile carried Arana in her arms while her beloved girl was smiling widely despite looking a little embarrassed because the atmosphere of the place was quite crowded.

Manik Alana squinting.

"Why do you look happy?"

He muttered in a cold tone. "You can't be happy because I'm not happy. Only I can be happy, Arana. Not you."