My Beloved Arana's

Chapter 130: Arana's Cry And A Secret

Arana quickened her steps up the stairs. The wall to the right of the staircase has crust and moss, which indicates that the building is an old building. There were faint traces of pastel dyes and wood dyes on the walls that were worn and dusty.

"Darling, are you sure Amber is really here?"

"Uncertain, but most likely. This old elementary school building is where Amber, Lily and I—" are"

Arana suddenly snapped from her words. He glared forward as he continued walking and immediately changed his words. He almost said that he, Amber and Arselyne often played there as a child. "This is a place that Amber often comes to when Amber is sad. She used to talk to me and Lily about this."

Did Alva hear his words?

Arana sat in nervousness, as she heard the voice of Alva behind her. "She's a really weird girl. Playing in an empty and creepy building like this to cry? Isn't he very brave?"

Arana chuckled in relief, "Amber isn't weird, tau!"

Arana stepped up and saw the door to the rooftop open. Arana opens the door and widens her eyes as her manic catches a strand of blond hair that is blazed by the wind. Her white dress swerved as if dancing as the girl standing at the edge of the fence raised her hands.

Hearing the door creak, Amber turned her head back and widened her eyes when she saw that it was Arana.

"Nana ... always find Amber." Mumbled. She looked at Arana and with a sad look said, "I'm pregnant, Na. The man raped me one week ago and made me carry his child."

Whahuh?

Arana's heart was hit by tons of iron when she saw Amber's appearance and heard her speech. The girl who was usually always carefree, who always made her laugh, who always made her feel comfortable and happy, the girl who was always strong and always sturdy, now had an empty and sad look in her eyes. Arana stared at Amber before slowly approaching Amber, step by step gently.

"Amber, down. Yea?"

Tears flowed in Arana's eyes as she slowly approached Amber. His burden was so heavy that he almost screamed and sobbed. Her dear friend, experienced something like this when she was not around. It brings Arana to a feeling of guilt.

Amber slowly descends, looking at Arana, but saying nothing until Arana runs towards her and hugs her tightly. Amber glanced at Arana and reached out and hugged the crying Arana sobbing.

"I'm sorry, Amber. I'm sorry."

"You must think I'm gonna kill myself, huh?"

Arana cries as if in Amber's arms and Amber becomes the person who calms Arana. "Don't cry, don't apologize."

Amber's words actually made Arana sobbing. Tears never stopped flowing from his eyes. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't with you. I'm sorry I didn't help you in the first place. Forgive me for being such a useless friend. I'm really sorry, Amber. I'm really sorry."

Amber sighed and calmly nodded her head. He saw Alva standing a few meters in front of him, looking at him with a difficult gaze to interpret. But Amber knew and understood the meaning of the gaze. Alva, instead of being deaf, heard what Amber had to say about pregnancy. Alva clearly saw what was happening.

Because of this too, his wife would definitely feel guilty for the rest of her life.

...***...

Handing a glass of warm water to Arana who had puffy eyes, Alva sat down beside Arana and embraced her shoulders, giving her strength as Amber sat across the table with a blanket wrapped around her legs and waist. Her bead looked at the warm milk in her hand, yet she had no intention of drinking it.

Arana's manic lifted up, looked at Amber before asking, "So ...he really did it, to you?"

Amber nodded her head. "I think he was silent all along because he was more moral than the others. But I was wrong. Actually, he's more baj*ngan than anyone else. Exel, that man only pretends to be graceful, polite and dignified outside, but inside he is an animal. Damn, how dare he mix my drink with medicine and fuck me that way! I'm lucky he didn't come back and pretend that nothing happened that night."

"This baby has nothing to do with the hatred between us." Amber touched her flat belly, "This baby is innocent."

"Yes, my nephew is innocent."

Arana and Alva felt so relieved upon hearing Amber's reply. The childish Amber, not seen from Amber who was now sitting in front of her, smiled gently while holding her stomach. Amber said, "I decided to leave the family forever. At first I stayed because my mother was there, I hoped that my mother would change her outlook on me and love me, but I was wrong. My mother will forever hate me, and no one will accept me in that house."

"So I decided to stay with aunt Melody."

Arana nodded her head. "I'll support your decision, Amber."

Amber rests her back against the couch. "I'm glad I have a lot of savings. I thank you for your advice telling me to always take care of my lifestyle, Na. Now I can live without them even until I graduate using only my savings."

Amber grinned, "But if I want to meet with Arana, you have to buy me a business class air ticket huh, Al."

Hearing what Amber said made Arana laugh. Alva snorted, yet there was a smile on her face. "Call Erlan whenever you need."

Amber smiled and gently rubbed her stomach. "In the future, you will be godparents of my children."

"I'm worried about anything, baby. Mommy will love you and take care of you from anything."

...***...

The day after the incident, Arselyne arrived after passing the flight. When she first heard of Amber from Arana, Arselyne almost rushed to Amber's house and killed Exel who had done something cruel to Amber. But since Arana even Amber herself, including Alva had calmed Arselyne down, the young man was calmer, but the hatred and anger in her eyes could not be hidden.

"Are you going to be silent forever? This is a criminal act because he raped you, Amber. This is violence!"

Amber sighed, but Alva answered. "I've contacted someone who can help. He'll investigate and find evidence that could have brought the man a green shirt. You just calm down and wait until the results reach my hands."

Arslyne was a little relieved, but he still looked confused. He was agitated, and he massaged the base of his nose as he finally raised his voice back. "Let's get married, Amber."

There was silence for quite some time after Arselyne said those words. Arana widened her eyes slightly, but when she saw Amber's stomach, she immediately understood why Arselyne said the word. Unlike Arana, Amber only glanced at Arselyne before sipping her warm milk and shaking her head.

"No."

"Why not?"

"If you think you're going to make yourself a shield so I don't get humiliated and so this kid has a complete parent, it's better not, Ly. I never felt I was wrong, so I wouldn't be ashamed. Then this kid, he won't accept any lies. When she was born, I would tell her the truth, I would be honest about how she was born, but I would also say how happy I was and loved her even though the incident that happened to me was a mistake."

Amber nodded once more. "I don't want to make him feel guilty. I'd be selfish, because if one day Exel tried to take her from me, my son would testify for me, and he'd take my side."

Arana and Alva can barely speak. The two only occasionally looked at each other with a trace of confusion and helplessness in his eyes. Unlike Arselyne who is still trying to say, "I don't think so. I love you, I want to make it my son too. I don't want to see you having any trouble taking care of her myself."

"Don't lie, Ly."

Amber's gaze was strong and firm as she whispered, "We both know who you love."