LOVE IN MY LIFE

IT'S NOT ALL THE SAME ANYMORE

The Diaz family's mansion has now turned silent like never before. There was only a waiter who was preparing dinner for everyone. Azizah who is still lying in the hospital, Adlar and Aiyla who are still busy working, all changed after Ethan was imprisoned. A bell rang, the waiter went to open it.

"Mrs Nilam?" the waiter was a little surprised. Aiyla brought her mother back home so that someone would take care of her. She was afraid that if her mother was left alone, she would have a very severe depression. Aiyla told the waiter to take her mother to the room. Arriving at the room, Nilam was acting a little strange. He kept looking around the room as if he didn't know if it was his own room. He also touched all the items in the room. He sees a picture of her with Ethan as well as Aiyla.

"Who's the guy in this picture?" ask Nilam to the waiter.

The waiter was a little surprised because he had just gotten such a silly question. He thought the big madam was joking with him.

"Why do you pretend not to know, ma'am? It's young master Ethan, your son." replied the servant.

"Ethan? Is he my son?" ask Nilam back. "Where is he? I want to meet him."

The servant was further confused by Nilam's strange attitude. "Did the lady have amnesia?" ask in the heart.

Not long Aiyla came and asked the waiter to prepare warm water for her mother to take a bath. Nilam had asked Aiyla about the photo, but she did not answer him immediately. He told his mother to clean his body first. While her mother is bathing, Aiyla tells the waiter to remove all the photos of Ethan from the house. The waiter collected all the photos in the yard of the house just like what Aiyla had asked for. When Adlar arrived he was surprised to see a picture of his son strewn across the house.

"Why are all those pictures there?" ask Adlar to the waiter.

"Miss Aiyla told me to get rid of all those photos."

Not long Aiyla came and flushed it with oil and set it on fire.

"What are you doing, baby? Why did you burn all your sister's photos?" ask Adlar.

Aiyla took her father inside and told him everything. He told his father that his mother was here. He brought his mother back to this house. Aiyla told her father that her mother was ill. He lived in the new house with only a servant.

"What pain did your mother suffer?" ask Adlar. Aiyla pointed out a medicine that made Adlar a little surprised. "Isn't this a cure for depression? Is your mother depressed?"

Aiyla sadly had to tell her father what it was like. After Ethan is imprisoned his mother often daydreams, he always feels scared like being haunted by the figure of Amine and Ishla. From then on his mother took the drug to this day. If the disease recurs the drug will calm him down. Aiyla was very afraid that her mother would eventually become dependent on drugs. Regarding all the photos of Ethan that were burned earlier he did all that for his mother. He did not want if his mother saw the photo that his disease would recur. As they chatted in the living room, Nilam suddenly came and hugged Adlar.

"How are you, Adlar? I missed you so much!" said Nilam with a very tight hug.

"I'm good, how about you?" ask Adlar.

"My life was ruined after my son went to prison" Nilam said.

Adlar switched the subject and he invited Nilam and his daughter to dinner together.

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Arriving at that place, Glan saw an unusual sight. He saw the place was beautifully decorated. Glan was sure that this was no ordinary event. Aiyaz would probably say something important to Ishla at that place. There Glan sees Ishla who is waiting for Aiyaz's arrival. Glan looked at the clock in his hand, "Where's Glan? Why has he not come yet? Is he stuck in traffic? But... As far as I've been concerned, the city streets look smooth without getting jammed." Glan returns to the car and watches over Ishla from afar. He did not want his presence known to Ishla. The clock is showing at 24:00 p.m. Ishla keeps calling Aiyaz's phone but is not active. The night wind was blowing very hard. The candles on the table are now disappearing in the darkness of the night. Ishla was very tired. He could not let Aiyaz play with his feelings any longer. Ishla ruined all the decoration of the place.

Arrghh.... Ishla sees a candle that still leaves its light. He held the candle until the fire hurt his hand.

"What are you doing?" glan appeared from behind. He kept the candle out of Ishla's hand. Glan looked at Ishla's extremely chaotic face while covered in tears. She immediately hugged Ishla to calm her down. He went to his car to get the medicine box. Glan instantly treated Ishla's injured hand.

"Let's go! I'll take you home" said Glan.

"I don't want to. If you want to go, just go! I still want to stay here."

"Hello baby! Where're you?" ask Amine.

"Sorry mom I forgot to tell you that tonight I'm staying at Myra's house to prepare a presentation tomorrow."

"Alright, then I'll hang up." Ishla is forced to lie, she does not want her mother to worry. The long night finally went, the morning came to say hello. When Ishla opens her eyes the first person she sees is Glan.

"Didn't you sleep last night?" ask Ishla.

"No, if I sleep who will take care of you?" said Glan.

"Did I mean so much to him that he had to do all this for me?" ask Ishla in her mind.

Glan asks Ishla not to hurt herself. Whatever happens Glan will always be there for her. Although he is not the man Ishla loves, Glan will continue to fight for his love. Ishla is everything to Glan, she will not let the woman be sad or hurt.

"If I were your choice, I would marry you. I'll hold your hand and never let go. I will show the world that my happiness is only with you" Glan said, clasping Ishla's hand. Glan finished their conversation. She has to go back because there was a meeting this morning at the office but before that she will take Ishla first to her house.

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This morning Adlar went to the hospital to pick up his mother's return. While Aiyla she went to take her mother to see a psychiatrist. Aiyla's car stopped at the supermarket to buy something. When Nilam who was in the car ran out and suddenly grabbed the hair of a woman. There was a fight between them. When Aiyla returned from the supermarket she was surprised to see her mother was not in the car. He heard a noise and saw it.

"Stop it! What did you guys do to my mom?" ask Aiyla.

"Based on a madman!" said one of the women. "So he grabbed my hair from behind,"

"What's mom's problem with her? Why are you doing all that?" ask Aiyla.

"She's the woman who ruined my life, she's Amine!" firmly Nilam. "Try to see! He's laughing at me right now."

Aiyla apologized to the woman who was grabbed earlier. He told the woman that if her mother wasn't crazy, she was just sick. The woman advised Aiyla to take her mother to a mental hospital so that there are people who always accompany her, if left to continue wandering it will endanger the safety of others. Aiyla immediately took her mother back into the car. In the car Aiyla kept watching her mother, she remembered the words of the woman.

"No! Mom's not crazy, she's gonna get well" Aiyla said. Arriving at the psychiatrist's place, Nilam refused first. He looked terrified as Aiyla was about to take him inside.

"Why did you bring Mom to this place? Do you think this mom is crazy?" nilam said in fear.

"Relax mom, we just came here. They're not gonna do anything to you." Aiyla tried to calm her mother.

Nilam just kept refusing to let her back in the car. He asks Aiyla to take him home. Aiyla felt sad to see her mother's current state. Finally he decided to go home.

That afternoon Azizah arrived home. He saw the whole house that still remained the same but not with the situation. The honor of his family is no longer good after Ethan's case spreads widely to every corner of the city. In fact, he is no longer an Azizah Diaz who is respected as well as respected by many people as before, now the big name has been destroyed in the eyes of everyone. As Azizah walks around the house, she sees a car that stops right in front of her house. When she saw that her grandmother had returned home, Aiyla immediately ran to hug her.

"Grandmother, I miss you so much" Aiyla said with a tight hug. While it was Nilam who saw Azizah not reacting anything, he immediately went to his room with a face that was still frightened. Azizah who saw that felt very strange.

"Why your mother?" ask Azizah to Aiyla.

Aiyla told her grandmother everything. After hearing all that Azizah was completely shocked. He could not imagine if Nilam was not treated immediately he could have severe depression and would have an effect on his psyche. Aiyla asked her grandmother for help so that her mother would recover. She could not see her mother if she had to be admitted to a mental hospital.