Evelyn's Regret

Sixty Three

Aira was stunned when she woke up in the morning, she and Darrel were under the same blanket without a single piece of clothing. Even Darrel hugged her so tightly. Aira was confused about her attitude when Darrel woke up later, to lie to her as if nothing happened last night was also impossible considering Darrel mentioned her name when the man got his release. Aira's face flushed red as she recalled what happened last night. There's sadness, fear, fear, and regret filled his heart but he also could not dismiss there was a feeling of happiness when he had given his sanctity to Darrel the man he loved although in the time was not right.

"Aira" Darrel's heavy voice resuscitated Aira from her daydream, the man gazing at Aira without letting go of the girl's tight hold on her body.

Aira lowered her gaze, not daring to challenge Darrel's eyes.

"I'm sorry, I can't help but sacrifice yourself like this" Darrel's voice still sounded heavy, and somehow Aira didn't like to hear the tone of regret in Darrel's voice.

Aira tried to free herself from Darrel's tight embrace, she could not breathe normally in this close position. But in vain, Darrel did not loosen his embrace one bit

"No need to apologize, I should have been stronger to resist." Aira's words tried to relieve her irregular heartbeat.

"I'll be in charge of Aira. I'm really sorry"

Aira reflexively stared at Darrel.

"You mean?"

"I'll be in charge of Aira, I'll marry you" For a moment Aira was happy, but Tara's face suddenly flashed through her mind.

"But Tara?"

Tanya Aira lirih's.

"After her betrayal do you think I'll stay with her?" Darrel asked, a flash of wound re-emitting in his eyes.

"But you love him Rail"

Sissy Aira said.

"I still love her, Aira. But my love is not blind. I will never be able to defend a traitor." Aira does not understand why her heart must be this sick to hear that Darrel still loves Tara. Although basically the man is innocent, his relationship with Tara has been established for almost 4 years, it will not be as easy as the love in his heart erased quickly in just a matter of hours.

"I can't marry you Darrel" Aira finally broke up, She could catch the shock in the man's eyes.

"But why Ra?"

"You don't love me, Rel, I don't want a marriage that's not based on love. Our marriage won't work." Aira resolute.

"But I've taken something on you Aira. I have to take responsibility. I don't want to get away with that responsibility"

Well, Darrel wanted to marry her because the man wanted to take responsibility while his love was still with the other woman. A marriage built without a foundation of love will only give birth to pain. Aira didn't want that to happen.

"We are both caliphs of Rel, we do it on the basis of mutual liking. There is no compulsion at all, so we can forget about it. Let's just say nothing ever happened. Calm down I'm not demanding anything from you" Aira forced to smile, she wanted to look as relaxed as possible in front of Darrel.

"No Ra, there's something going on between the two of us. We can't just forget about it"

Flashback off

Evelyn looked at Aira with a tense face, she did not expect that such a complicated thing had happened between her two best friends.

"Darrel kept urging me to get married. I gotta how's Ve?" Aira breathed a heavy sigh.

"Marry Darrel Ra, we know he's a good man." Evelyn finally said.

"I never doubted Darrel Ve's kindness, but Darrel didn't love me. I don't want to marry a broken hearted man. I'm sure that in addition to wanting to take responsibility Darrel's desire was also triggered by the pain of being betrayed by Tara. I don't want to be an impingement" Dada Aira felt tight, wanted to cry but she felt embarrassed.

"Ra, do you love Darrel?" Eve asked with a sharp look. Aira stared fearfully at Evelyn she had indeed told her what had happened, but the matter of feeling she had intentionally missed. He still wants to keep his heart a secret.

"Ra?" Eve called Aira who looked dreamy. Aira let out a heavy sigh again, hiding the feeling that it was useless.

"Actually, I've been harboring my feelings for Darrel since 2 years ago Ve" Aira finally decided to be honest. Evelyn gaped in disbelief.

"Even when I was with Marcell. But I don't want to ruin the long-standing friendship that Darrel loves Tara so much. I decided to keep my feelings in check while continuing to try to kill this undue feeling. And that night the tightly stored feelings came to the surface to paralyze my common sense Ve, all I had in mind at that time was just wanting to give myself up to express my great love for Darrel. I don't know why I'm so stupid"

Aira felt relieved after dividing her concussion on Evelyn, as if the heavy burden that befell her had been lifted up completely.

"Just accept Darrel Ra's proposal, love can grow over time" Evelyn said after managing to master herself from her shock.

"Alright but I'll wait until Darrel loves me" Aira is still firm with her stance.

"How do you get pregnant?" Aira gasped at the possibility that Evelyn spoke. His face suddenly paled, all this time he had not thought so far.

Aira's body trembled as she recalled something. He and Darrel had a forbidden relationship more than a month ago, and Aira forgot something. Well up to this point he hasn't gotten his monthly cycle.

"Eve" Aira looked at her best friend while holding back a cry.

"You haven't got a dappet?" Guess Evelyn saw fear on Aira's face.

"I don't think as far as Ve, I've forgotten her" Aira cursed herself, if she was that innocent and didn't think that intercourse might produce a baby.

"You should check Aira immediately. If there really is a junior Darrel here then forget your ego for her sake" Evelyn said as she rubbed Aira's stomach. The girl glared at Eve who was still putting on a seductive face in this condition, but Aira felt her heart warm up when she imagined there was a tiny human inhabiting her body part. He unconsciously rubbed his stomach with a smile. Although he can't have Darrel's heart at least he has a part of the man he loves.

"Do I really have to forget my dream of marrying the man who loves me Eve?"

"Darrel's pants will love you Aira, especially if your baby is really here" Evelyn rubbed Aira's stomach again, then she rubbed her own stomach.

"Hopefully your pregnancy rubbed off on me, Ra, it's funny to imagine Noah's face on our little baby" Evelyn's gaze flashed with a smile that adorned her lips.

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