Evelyn's Regret

The Forty Thirty

Dear My sister Evelyn

Hi Eve, how are you?

I don't know how long to wait, but I'm relieved that this letter has finally arrived in your hands.

Didn't think we should meet this way, when you and I are already in a different dimension. But may you still be able to feel my feelings of love for you that are still alive even though I am gone.

Eve, as I read this letter, I hope that your feelings for Noah are still the same. I wish you were still like Evelyn before, which no one else had. I hope that fate will unite Evelyn and Noah again, hopefully Cilla's presence can be a glue and not a barrier.

Eve...

I'm sure up to this point Noah never said my last request. Is my belief true? Noah hasn't said anything, has he? ah must be my guess exactly.

Eve...

Go back to Noah, lace back your broken relationship. Don't think because of Cilla, not Eve. I want this in the name of Evelyn and Noah's love that I so sure never goes out. Noah didn't say it, but I deeply understand that in the depths of his heart the love for you never changes.

Come back with Eve, help Noah regain his drowning confidence. He kept denying his heart because he did not believe he could give you happiness. The assumption that you suffer so much when with him is so attached to his subconscious that he often ignores the longing that whacks his heart over you. She loves you so much Eve, Give that man happiness because you are the only woman who always fills his heart and is able to give him complete and perfect happiness.

Be happy with Eve, I leave my little angel to you. I'm not asking you to bring Cilla into your life and Noah. If Cilla can be a complement to your happiness, I thank you from my deepest heart. My prayer and sincerity will always accompany your journey..

With Love Syahira

Tears were unable to hold Evelyn since the first second she read the writing, her chest felt tight to imagine when Syahira wrote a letter to her. How the beauty of Syahira's face is so in harmony with the beauty of her heart. In his last moments he still thought about the happiness of those he loved. Several times Evelyn had to stop reading to wipe away the tears that blurred her eyes

As the clear melts continued down her cheeks after she read, Evelyn tried to digest every word contained in the letter, should she believe that Noah still loved her? But Noah's attitude? Or is Noah's cold attitude a result of his past pain?

Too much thinking and crying made the girl's head throbbing pain, Evelyn closed her eyes to relieve the attacking pain. The girl took a breath and exhaled slowly, trying to unravel the tangles of her feelings to make her calmer.

'Don't rush Eve, calm your heart and your feelings. Don't be rash about making steps'

Evelyn tried to sue herself until she fell asleep.

***

Evelyn opened her eyes when she heard the bell ringing. I don't know how long he slept, but he felt his body felt fresher and lighter. Just as Evelyn glanced at the watch in her hand, the clockwork showed the number 5. It turned out that he slept long enough.

Evelyn took a quick step towards the door, not wanting to let the person who was pressing the doorbell of her room wait any longer.

The girl's heart rippled finely as she looked at the figure who was looking at her with a faint smile. Not to mention when the tiny figure in the man's sling immediately raised his hand to move into Evelyn's arms.

"Mama why pelgi" Cilla's reddened eyes indicate she just cried

"Cup cup, sorry. Mama had a short job so go fit Cilla bobok" Evelyn kissed the little girl's plump cheeks.

"Ehem Sorry Eve, are we interrupting?" The man interrupted the chatter of two other girls of that generation with a look of guilt.

"I'll have to trouble you because Cilla really won't stop crying because she's looking for you"

"I'm really angry this time. How can you not say?"

Evelyn stared intently at Noah who continued to feel troubled.

"That's not what I mean by Eve"

Noah felt wronged when he saw Evelyn's upset face.

"Ehem, you haven't eaten yet, have you? we'll eat yuk first?" Noah tried to divert the conversation.

"Mama Cilla Lapel, mommy mama"

Ah Noah is relieved Evelyn's focus is back on Cilla's spoiled whimper.

"Yes, can Cilla wait a minute? mom hasn't had a shower. It smells like acem, right? mama's only taking her bath for a minute. Cilla was the same papa back then, huh?" Noah was stunned to hear Evelyn so lightly calling herself a mama in front of Cilla. There was a strange sigh filling his heart listening to their conversation.

"Sister, leave Cilla for a while I'll take a shower first. It's okay, right?"

Noah nodded, still stunned and unable to say anything as Evelyn bade him.

***

Noah stared deeply at the two figures before him. Cilla's carefree laughter as well as Evelyn's sincere smile were such a beautiful sight in Noah's eyes. Noah did not expect Evelyn had changed much, the girl was so painstakingly taking care of Cilla even though their meeting was so short.Even not even a week they knew each other but their closeness was so closely intertwined.

Noah was pensive long enough that he did not realize since when the atmosphere began to be quiet, no longer heard the sound of Cilla's laughter due to Evelyn's temptation. The previous scene has changed, now Cilla is seen looking at Evelyn's face with eyes dim due to sleepiness while Evelyn sings a little while rubbing Cilla's head so that she falls asleep.

Well they're in Cilla's room now. Because Cilla who did not want to escape from Eve finally the girl decided to come home to Noah after their dinner at a restaurant. Noah desperately held his lips back so as not to apologize for bothering Evelyn.

"So why are you still here?"

Noah gasped from his daydream when he heard Evelyn's greeting.

"Cilla's asleep?" Noah asked as he raised his head to look towards Cilla's bed.

"Yes, he's asleep. Brother is also a break hunt, it's uda night"

"Yes Eve. Thank you uda nemenin Cilla" Noah went to Cilla's bed, looked at his daughter then landed a kiss on the face of his baby. He turned to the door but stopped in front of Evelyn.

"You're also resting, thank you again for accompanying Cilla" Noah's gentle whisper left Evelyn washed away. His eyes stared deeply at Noah who was also staring at him. Long enough to look at each other, their eyes seemed to be chatting with each other revealing a longing that had been hidden for so long.

"Good night Eve" Noah rubbed the girl's cheek gently and landed a kiss on Evelyn's forehead before finally exiting Cilla's room towards her room. Leaving Evelyn still dumbstruck permeated what had just happened.