Evelyn's Regret

Forty One

"Cock fast? you're not in a hurry, are you having breakfast?" noah's question made Evelyn misbehave. Is it really too soon to catch up?

"Never mind, let's just finish" Evelyn tried to act ordinary despite her discreet feelings of uncertainty.

"Sitting Ve" Noah patted the bench next to him.

"Yes my brother"

Evelyn obeyed what Noah asked, sitting next to the man. They are in such a close position. But unfortunately Noah's heart is too far for Evelyn to reach.

"Sorry uda ngerepotin ya Ve" said Noah after the two had been silent for a while.

"Sorry because mama Uda asked you to come here at night" continued Noah when he did not hear an answer from Evelyn but he could see many questions in the eyes of the girl will be the purpose of her speech.

Evelyn sighed slowly, the girl tilted a sweet smile on her lips.

"I don't feel repotinated, brother, I also picked up the driver so safe"

"But keep Ve, Cilla uda disrupt your break. I don't want you to feel burdened at the request of mom or Cilla. You have the right to refuse if you can't. Please don't feel bad for me"

"Don't you like Cilla being close to me?"

"It's not that Eve, there's no reason I don't like it. But I don't want you to feel burdened by something that's not your obligation. I know a lot of your time is spent just taking care of Cilla. Even your time with Satria is also disrupted. I don't want all your plans to fall apart just because of Cilla"

Evelyn's forehead wrinkled, her eyes unable to look at Noah's face. Hoping to understand the desire implied in every speech Noah.

"But I don't feel like that brother, I also say that I'm the same Satria just friends. There are no special plans that we have designed before coming here. Mending sister to be honest, brother actually does not like me near Cilla, right? don't use any reason to fear ngerepotin me all"

Noah looked at Evelyn, there was a small smile on the man's lips.

"Why does he think that? I'm really scared of your nicotine Eve. I don't want to put you in a difficult position"

"Big brother why did he think that! I also said that I don't feel bothered. I must've told you I couldn't" Evelyn blushed her lips. Somehow he didn't like Noah doubting his sincerity.

"Yes, I'm sorry about that, I'm also grateful that you helped me nenangin Cilla. Remember yes, do not be afraid to refuse if you cannot. I must have been trying to find another way to distract Cilla" Noah grabbed Evelyn's hand and grabbed her. There was warmth running through Evelyn's heart as she felt the touch of Noah's hand again. His heart was beating so fast The desire to hug Noah was so great, yet he was too afraid to do so.

"Today going to your mama's grave again?"

"No idea, later if Cilla wants to be left new to mama's tomb"

"Tuch Cilla is hampering your plans, right? that's what I'm afraid of Eve. I don't want your steps to be limited just because of Cilla. That's what I meant. Don't let anyone get in the way of you Eve. You are free to decide your own life"

Evelyn fell silent, trying to permeate Noah's every utterance. Evelyn did not think Noah had not fully recovered from the wounds he had scratched in the past. Noah harbors a fear that is too great, he is so afraid to be Evelyn's chain of freedom.

Evelyn rubbed Noah's hand that held her hand. Trying to state that he did not mind at all the request of Cilla who always wanted to be close to him.

"Ehm, I'm sorry I bothered you guys like that" Satria who had been there since when to distract Noah and Evelyn.

Noah quickly let go of his grip on Eve's hand. Although Evelyn states that she and Satria have no relationship whatsoever, Noah can feel that Satria has a heart for Evelyn, and he must respect that.

"Hey Sat, old uda?" Noah approached the man.

"Well enough" Satria replied as she stared intently at Eve with a sinister smile on her back.

"I'm the same Eve Uda finished talking, I went inside first huh. Sitting there Sat" Noah patted Satria's shoulder and passed without looking at Evelyn who could not be seen since.

"Since last night I kept searching anxiously, it turns out that what I was looking for was busy reminiscing about the story of the past" said Satria. Evelyn stared quickly at Satria who was now sitting next to her in place of Noah before.

"What do you mean?" Evelyn did not like to hear Satria's tone.

"What are you doing here?"

"Since I first met Cilla, it was just as sticky as me. She cried last night so I came here" Evelyn replied casually.

"Oh so you want to be Cilla's baby sitter? or are you dreaming of becoming her stepmother?"

"Dear your mouth! I don't like you saying that"

Satria smiled cynically at Evelyn

"Ve, I did not intentionally tell you that Syahira had died. So that you do not dream of returning to the same brother Noah. But you can never escape from your past. Why is it so stupid Eve"

The jealousy that afflicted him made Satria no longer able to filter his words. She just wants Evelyn to forget Noah and start a new story with him.

"Yes in fact I'm as stupid as Sat, if I'm not stupid I can't lose a man as good as Noah's brother. And you're lucky that this stupid girl Sat never opened her heart to you. If not you will definitely feel bad for a lifetime because you are with a girl like me"

"Why is it so hard to open your heart to me Eve. You ignore me who clearly loves you so much for the sake of expecting someone else who has forgotten you?"

Although Evelyn realized Satria's words were not entirely wrong, hearing the sentence that Noah had forgotten about her was painful.

"I'm not rejecting you because I'm still expecting Brother Noah Sat!" Evelyn. I don't know Eve wasn't so sure about what she said. Was he really not expecting Noah anymore? Does continuing to miss the man and never forgetting him cannot be called hope? or is he just too embarrassed to admit it?

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So Eve should be the same Satria or Fight to get Noah's heart?