Evelyn's Regret

Twenty Nine

"It turns out your love for Eve wasn't as big as you'd always say Noah." Darrel stared cynically at Noah as the two had been in the back garden leaving Aira and Evelyn.

"What do you mean?" Noah stared intently at Darrel.

"In no time you've found a replacement. While Evelyn to this day is still locked in her feelings for you"

Noah is cynical about Darrel's words.

"What kind of empty tooth is Darrel. Evelyn dumped me, she wasn't happy with me, because I loved her then I let her go. I don't want him to continue to suffer with me. So what do you expect from me? wish I kept falling and shut my heart tight? Not Darrel. Life must go on, I have parents who will suffer to see me continue to fall they also expect offspring from me. Or do you expect me to keep going after Evelyn? keep torturing him by tying him next to me while freedom he wants? I love him because I want him to be happy and his happiness is not with me then I obey his wishes even though I sacrifice my own feelings and one again you never know how I passed my day before I met Shahira" Noah said without pause, He does not want to go back to remembering the painful story 2 years ago and reopen his old wounds. However, he was offended when Darrel judged him and spoke as if he was leaving Evelyn. No, he didn't hate Evelyn at all - he just didn't want to bring back what had passed between him and Evelyn.

"You tied him up too strongly Noah, so when he felt free he enjoyed it so much that it covered up his true feelings. You should be more patient, not just abandon it and shut down all communication access. I'm sure you understand enough that sometimes someone just realises his feelings after a loss. You should have given Evelyn a chance to realize her feelings instead of leaving her immediately." Reply Darrel is no less fierce. Noah laughed sarcastically at Darrel's words.

"You're so funny. Aren't you taking part in Evelyn's heated-up to rebel against me? Why don't you as her best friend help her if Evelyn is lost and unaware of her own feelings? Don't forget I've given Eve a chance, freed her and kept her. But that wasn't enough for Darrel. Getting away from me was his dream. You won't survive when the girl you love is tormented with you. Ah, that's Darrel. Do not reopen the past that I have buried. I already have a wife that I must keep her feelings for. Please don't take me back in those days. It's all gone, considering it can't change anything at all. I'm sure Evelyn doesn't need me, I'm glad Eve would rather be with you first. Evidently you were always there when he had a hard time" Noah patted Darrel on the shoulder and then left him, not giving the man a chance to speak again.

Darrel sighed, to be honest he did feel guilty towards Evelyn. However much he is involved in ruining Evelyn and Noah's relationship, they are too young to realize what love is. Seeing Evelyn restrained makes Darrel conclude that Evelyn is not happy with Noah, but it turns out he was wrong after the departure of Noah Evelyn felt deep regret.

"Evelyn regretted Noah, she suffered for her mistake first. Eve still loves you so much" murmured Darrel with a bitter smile.

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Evelyn rubbed the window glass as if she was rubbing Noah's back. Evelyn grimaced her tears, her heart was so painful that her love for Noah did not subside. He missed Noah, longing to be in the firm arms of the man.

Meanwhile Noah was closing his eyes, trying to calm his heart that suddenly felt chaotic. Shahira again asks him to think about his request for Noah to marry Evelyn although Noah remains firm on his stance. But Aira's words earlier this afternoon made her a little shaky. Half of her chose not to believe Aira's words. Yes the girl asked for time to talk before going home. Tell me all about Evelyn after her departure. About Evelyn who lost her papa then went bankrupt and ended up on college leave and chose to move. There was a sense of regret when he did not accompany Evelyn through her difficult times.

"Evelyn still loves you so much, my brother, her feelings have not changed one bit. I'm sure even up to this point his feelings are still the same. He is very sorry to have wasted you and to realize his feelings when you were gone. Eve keeps looking and trying to contact you to apologize and tell you how she feels. Maybe my story won't change anything because of your current status. I just feel like you need to know not to always assume that Evelyn was happy with her decision"

The words of Aira this afternoon came back. Frankly Noah was shocked to hear the story that was spoken from Aira's lips. She doesn't understand how she feels when she learns that Evelyn loves her and regrets her decision. But if you can choose Noah hope never know Evelyn's true feelings. He felt that it would be much better if his heart continued to assume that Evelyn did not want him.

However, he already has Syahira and their future baby, it does not deserve to be re-influenced in the past. Shahira was his destiny therefore he was reunited with the woman and tied the sacred pledge with her. If Evelyn was his destiny he would have been met before he was with Syahira. Wasn't Evelyn already in this town before she and Shahira got married? But the universe never allowed them to meet, it was enough to prove that Evelyn was not destined for her.

He is a father-to-be, his priority right now is Shahira and their baby, he already has no time to care about his feelings. Not the time anymore. Noah nodded his head assuring determination that he would not be affected by Aira's words. He chooses to forget her and assumes that Aira never told him anything.

Evelyn hides behind a curtain when she suddenly sees Noah turning her body, in her hiding place Evelyn can see Noah's face, the girl frowned with a squeezed heart as she looked at the unusual look on Noah's face, she saw a look of sadness on the man's face.

"You've seen Eve wrong, Noah's been so happy. Her life was perfect there could be no sorrow that greeted her" Inner Evelyn to expel the fret in her heart. I