Evelyn's Regret

Fifty Eight

Noah Ibra Handoko, well that young man named Noah, he was my boss in the office. Maybe being her secretary is one of the best things I've ever achieved in my life and it's worth my gratitude. Not because of the position, but because accompanying a man seems to be a huge fortune.

I fell in love at first sight. He is a sweet, friendly and wise man. Far from arrogant. He's not a cold guy but that doesn't detract from his charm as a guy he's certainly so cool. Or does it all come back to taste? I don't know...

Noah knows how to put himself in the office and out of the office. He will be transformed into a superior figure who is respected with all his duties but turned into friendly when it is outside working hours. So how can I forbid my heart to fall in love with her?

But those eyes can't lie, even though he always looks cheerful I know he has a deep wound. I don't know what the cause is, and of course I have to find out what's so upsetting. I don't want to see the man's eyes twinkle as brightly as they should.

I want to be a good friend to her, a first listener to every whack. I'm the Shahira who will always be there for you hai Noah & & I.

I got closer to her, and for the first time she told me of her destruction. Well a girl is the cause of the loss of light in the man's eyes.I had to endure my jealousy as her lips described how much she adored the girl, loved her so greatly. I forced my smile even though my heart was broken.

My spirit rose when Noah said he would try to forget the girl, but the reason broke my heart again. Loving him too much and wanting to make him happy is the main reason Noah wants to forget his girl. Not because he hated the girl, I realized Noah's love for the girl would not be able to be replaced by anyone and until anytime.

The man loses his confidence to return to the side of his idol girl, the notion that his unhappy girl is embedded in the bottom of his heart, killing every dream of his to have the girl he calls Evelyn. All right, I'll take care of her wound, take the place of the girl in her heart. Syahira can always do anything, and I am sure this time a Shahira will be able to conquer his heart. Overconfident? then don't call me Shahira if it's that easy to give up.

2 Years passed finally I managed to grab his attention, he proposed to me to be his life friend. There was so much sincerity in that eye, that he even said that he loved me. But the more I dive and I look for a twinkle called love in his eyes, the more I never meet.

I decided to step up, rejecting his proposal was the dumbest thing I would ever have in a decision I would take. I bet one day I'll get this guy's love.

Being the mistress of Noah is the highest achievement for me as a woman. L'm happy? sure am! He is a dreamy, affectionate, considerate, romantic, and responsible man. Everything a woman dreams about her dream man is with Noah. Except for one thing, well LOVE. Noah couldn't give it, it seemed like the entirety of the love he had given to the girl Evelyn was indivisible to another heart.

Finally I was met with the owner of the love Noah, a girl who is beautiful, strong and energetic. Lately I knew the hard days he had gone through, and one thing struck me that the radiance of love in his eyes for my husband lit up so brightly. I don't understand what's going on between them, they love each other so much but why does the universe separate them?

Evelyn did not dim the love in her eyes as she looked at Noah. But instead my husband was so good at hiding his love for Evelyn. He would often deny his feelings, admitting that he loved me but I could not feel the word being born from his heart. I feel like the expression of love that Noah spoke was nothing more than a lip sweetener.

I knew Noah was the man responsible, the sacred pledge he had made to me. So that he continues to kill his feelings of love and longing for Evelyn. He didn't want me to suffer, he loved and respected me so much, treated like a wife so well. If I were insensitive to my husband's suffering, I might be lulled into thinking he loves me so much. But no matter how much reproach I give, Noah never used it to betray me.

He always worked hard to make me happy, his efforts not to hurt me just made me feel guilty. I have to give back their love, let her marry Evelyn. I saw sincerity in the girl's eyes.

Noah balked at marrying Evelyn, other than not wanting to hurt me either because he didn't want the title of household destroyer pinned on his girl. For the first time I regretted my decision, I regretted accepting his proposal too soon, I should have waited for the universe to reunite them. I am now the gap between them. Believing to be a barrier to the union of two human beings who love each other is so painful.

If only Noah had hurt me once for his love for Evelyn, maybe I would have put all my strength by my side, separating them so cruelly. Letting selfishness rule over me, but dear Noah is so good that it makes my ego paralyzed.

Now disease is eating away at my body, and I don't know why I'm happy. This way I can free my Noah from all his suffering. He can win her love without hurting me. I hope Evelyn is able to regrow the confidence Noah had drowned without being burdened with my existence.

Cilla will also be happy with a girl as sincere as Evelyn, well I can feel the kindness of the girl from the look in her eyes. He will be a good wife and mother, I ask the universe to reunite them. Hope Evelyn returns, continuing the role of tang I can't finish. But trust me I am so sincere and happy.

Noah and Evelyn, please be happy.

_Syahira Angela_

Mama Syahira shrank the tears down her cheeks after reading Syahira's writing on the diary Noah gave her this afternoon.

This afternoon was the umpteenth time Noah came to the house of Shahira's mother to soften the heart of the woman to forget her intention to seize Cilla.

"I'm not giving this to justify my decision to marry Evelyn. I just wanted to give you a little idea of how Shahira feels about me and Eve. Other than because I love her, marrying Evelyn was one of Syahira's last wishes. Even Syahira has known Evelyn to Cilla since our daughter was a baby" Noah said, handing the book over to Shahira's mother. He hoped that the writings of Shahira Noah found after his wife died at his desk could break the assumption that Mama Syahira who stated that she suffered during her time as Noah's wife

Syahira seemed to have a feeling that this would happen. Perhaps through that writing he wanted to announce to the world that he was happy for the happiness of Noah and Evelyn. Initially Noah had kept the book neat, but the problems that befell him forced Noah to use it to straighten out misunderstandings.

Noah left after handing the diary to his in-laws who were still staring cynically at him. Give the woman time to chat with her daughter through the writing of Syahira.

After the man's departure, Noah's mother strengthened her heart to open the expression of the daughter's heart that she missed so much.

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