Evelyn's Regret
Thirty Four
"I was horrified from Sari you want to go home?" Satria sat in front of Evelyn who was researching the financial records of their stall for one month.
"Yes" Evelyn answered briefly.
"Where is your village?" Satria looked curious. Evelyn's heart is intrigued by the term return home, because Evelyn herself does not know where her true village. Some of the places he went to was a city, why was it called a village? okay no need to worry about things that are not so important.
"I can't say my village is also si, but because there is a mama's grave there so maybe from now on I should call it my home region" Evelyn smiled a glance then refocused on her initial work.
"Where is it?"
"In city X" Evelyn answered and without Evelyn guessed Satria looked so shocked that she widened her eyes
"What is city X?" Satria asked with great enthusiasm and Evelyn nodded her head.
"That's my hometown if you want to know. My parents live there" Satria explained and this time Evelyn's replacement rounded her eyes as if in disbelief.
"really? how could the. Ah the world is this narrow as it turns out" Evelyn chuckled.
"When are you planning to go home? How long's it been there?"
"A week, at most a week. I guess I can't stay in the stall for long without my supervision" Satria nodded her head.
"Why do you want to go home?" Ask later.
"I'm really kangen with my mom. Since leaving the city three years ago I have never returned again" Evelyn suddenly looked gloomy.
"Is it because there's a man in your past?" Guess Satria, and of course the man's guess is right. Noah's existence became one of the reasons Evelyn felt heavy to set foot there. Unlike the father Evelyn had twice visited his tomb, because he did not need to be afraid to meet Noah. But this time the longing for her mother was already unbearable. He must visit his mother in her eternal rest. Evelyn can only pray that she doesn't meet Noah.
"So this time I wasn't worried about meeting him?" Evelyn looked at Satria and threw her sweet smile.
"The feeling of missing my mom overcame my worries to meet her. That part of the city is wide enough, hopefully the universe will be kind to me not to meet him"
"Bareng me yes, I want to leave by chance this year I have not taken a vacation ration. So we can go home together" Disconnect Satria finally.
"Hem can too" Evelyn smiled widely with sparkling eyes. He likes to have friends on the way and can be saved from boredom.
"All I know to my parents yes, let them apply to you as soon as possible" Goda Satria made Evelyn glare at Satria.
"Don't fuck around" Evelyn threatened to put on a sangar face but instead looked so sweet in Satria's eyes.
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Millions of feelings filled Evelyn's mind as her feet again stepped on the city she had left long enough.
'We inhale the same air now Brother' Evelyn whispered while closing her eyes, the shadow of Noah's face flashed filled her brain. There was a part of his heart that wanted to meet the man, but most chose to delay if fate wanted to bring them together.
Evelyn stared at her hand that was suddenly grasped by Satria, as if she was able to understand what Evelyn was feeling.
"Everything will be fine Eve" Satria gave a soothing smile.
"Yes everything will be fine" nods Evelyn.
"No Sat, what will your parents and neighbors say. I stayed at the hotel" The house Evelyn used to rent so Eve couldn't stay there.
"Ngapain thought of the neighbor's words, if my mother papa I even meng seneng mantu her want to nginap" said Satria meaningfully
"Don't make a mistake with Dech Sat. I haven't said 'Yes' to any expressions of love from you" Ledek Evelyn arrogantly said.
"But I'm sure soon I'll get the word 'Yes', miss. You forgot who you were dealing with." Reply Satria is no less arrogant.
"In your dreams sir!" Reply Evelyn while sticking out her tongue. The mockery had to come to a halt when the car's invitation from the Satria family driver stopped in front of them.
"Are you really going to the hotel?" Satria again confirmed Evelyn's decision when the two had been in Satria's pickup car.
"Yes Sat, maybe tomorrow-tomorrow to play to your house"
"Yes, you really should want me to know my parents" Satria said excitedly.
"Of ordinary acquaintances, no problem. Just don't be weird"
"It will not be strange, just know as a prospective daughter-in-law is not in the strange category, right?" Satria smiled obliquely looking at Eve's reaction that looked resentful.
Evelyn chose to turn her face towards the street. Some places are familiar to him because he had lived for 2 years in this city even though there have been changes.
His heart suddenly mumbled inexplicably in this city misses the mama and Noah even so thrashed demanding completion. The shadow of his mother's face shrouded his brain alternating with Noah's face
"Why are you Eve?" Satria seemed to be aware of Evelyn's gloomy-looking face change.
"Ehm I just miss mama. Being here makes me re-remembered the figure of mama" Evelyn replied.
"You want to go straight to the tomb? I'm temenin" Tawar Satria.
"No need. I'm gonna take a break. You must be tired and need rest"
Reject Evelyn. He wants to express all his feelings to his mother later, he will not be free if there is someone else besides himself.
"I see you're not all right Eve. I'm worried about leaving you alone" Satria looked at Evelyn clearly with doubt and worry in those eyes.
"I'm fine that Sat doesn't have to worry" Evelyn forced her smile so that Satria would no longer worry about her
"Promise me you'll be all right? I don't want you to why Eve" said Satria softly. Evelyn was a little stunned at the handsome man's concern, if her heart could be opened so easily maybe her life would be very happy.
"Yes Sat. Thanks for caring about me. Hopefully someday you will find a good girl who will accompany you" Evelyn said while holding Satria's hand.
"But I want you Eve. Let's open your heart to me" Satria said, holding Evelyn's hand. The girl smiled wryly.
"I don't want you to wait too long for Sat. Because I don't know until when my heart will continue like this."
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