Evelyn's Regret

Eighteen

Evelyn was fixated on staring at the row of words written on the paper in her grasp. He repeated and tried to digest the word per word to make it more convincing. He hoped there was a wrong word he caught but repeated several times still the letter stated that the man left him.

Evelyn began to sob, there was a deep pain piercing her heart. Didn't expect this pain to be left behind by Noah.

The cruel words he had thrown at Noah were suddenly so clearly ringing in his ears. Eve's chest was tight, the sentences seemed to be judging and laughing at her.

Evelyn took a breath and threw it away slowly hoping to gain a bit of calmness, yet she still felt pain, her tears unceasingly falling

"Why Eve? why crying? don't you want freedom? Noah has filled it so what are you crying about? it's worth it for you Eve. It's the fruit of the selfishness you're cultivating, so accept it"

Those words continued to echo in his mind. But in fact as hard as Eve tried to deny he could not avoid a fact that there is a part missing from him now and it really hurt.

Freedom?

I don't know, Eve felt this time she hated that word so much. It didn't take long for karma to show her fangs to Evelyn. Slowly the regret infiltrated the recesses of his heart.

It only took Evelyn a month to see the freedom she dreamed of changed, she didn't want it anymore.

Evelyn continues to cry for her stupidity, why when Noah has left she only realized that her love for Noah is no less great than Noah's love for her. During this time Noah's love was too domineering until Evelyn did not realize his love also grew equally large.

"Sister Noah will be back"

A small smile rose on Evelyn's lips as that confidence appeared. Noah loved her, the man wouldn't really leave her. At the moment Noah is just testing his feelings, and when Noah returns Evelyn will make sure that he will never again waste the good man. He will be Evelyn who like Noah wants, no matter how tightly Noah grasps Evelyn still will no longer intend to be free even not just to dream of her.

"Hurry back, brother, I'm waiting for you here"

Evelyn looked at the photo of Noah on her phone her sense of longing grew as great as the regret that gnawed at her brain and heart.

"Go back, brother, I will treat all the wounds I have in your heart. I will redeem all the time I have wasted. Come back, brother, punish me for my selfishness" Evelyn continued to plead as if Noah could hear all the seduction he let out.

The eyes that were beginning to swell were slowly closing, resting themselves from the fatigue that suddenly whack with his fierce. Evelyn hugged a cell phone that showed a picture of Noah, He wished it was all just a dream and when she opened her eyes everything was back to how it was.

***

Evelyn's eyes were open for how many hours she had been asleep. He looked around his room, a bitter smile again adorning his lips as he caught a blue box still lying near him. His heart was empty when he realized that Noah's departure was real.

"We're waiting in the usual place"

A flash of when he prefers to be with his friends and no matter the hopeful gaze of Noah hit his heart. He suddenly laughed at his stupidity. How could he be lulled at his perverted feelings first.

Evelyn suddenly lost interest in gathering with her friends, which blinded her when she was still with Noah. Evelyn again wept over all her ill-treatment on the man who so sincerely loved her.

"I can't Mon"

Evelyn sent a reply to Mona. After that he chose to turn off the phone, lazy will chirp Mona for his refusal.

Evelyn laid her body back down, she felt tired. The reality he was facing made his body and heart extremely faint.

For how many hours Evelyn clutched with regret, tears became her constant companion at this time. There are many suppositions that suddenly fulfill his wishful thinking, but all the free must Eve keep Noah so that no need to arrive at the word 'andai' which cannot change reality and only gives birth to deep regret.

Evelyn flinched as her home phone call rang again after 2 missed Evelyn, but this time lazily she went down her bed she walked open the door to the room to the room where her home phone was.

"Hello, wherever Eve your phone why not active. Hurry to the hospital" The mother's voice sounded panicked. But Eve did not manage to guess what was going on

"What's the matter ma?" Ask Eve listlessly.

"Papa you go to the hospital, quickly nak mama is also on the way there" The panic ran through Eve's body instantly. He rushed after his mother told him about the hospital where his father was being treated.

Evelyn quickly turned on her phone again, there were a lot of messages there but Eve chose not to press it. He opened the car application online and immediately ordered it.

Luckily not so long ago the car that Eve ordered had arrived. The girl rushed in and sat in the passenger seat. His heart was so worried. His lips incessantly chanted in prayer hoping that nothing serious with his papa disease. His heart that is still broken because of Noah's departure is not ready to receive another bad news hit.

"Save papa, my God"

Eve's body trembled, a bad feeling she couldn't handle. He just hopes his hunch doesn't come true.

Upon arrival at the hospital, with a frantic face that Eve could not hide she entered the IGD room. His heart skipped a beat when he saw his mother was fainting trying to be resuscitated by the assistant mother and nurse in the room, his eyes turned to catch a figure that had been covered in blankets in the patient's bed. Bad feelings back to tormenting him. Eve was scared but she had to make sure.

As Evelyn drew closer to the bed, her heart continued to pray flying, hoping that the figure was not her father. His body felt floating not stepping on the earth but his steps felt slow to arrive at the bed he was heading to.

After being at her destination Evelyn took pains to calm her heartbeat, Evelyn's trembling hands slowly shook the blanket covering the patient's body.

While Evelyn was troubled, she had trouble digesting what she saw. Like being hit by the collapse of a heavy object Evelyn's vision was clouded, there was a burden that squeezed her chest, She felt difficulty breathing until finally it was all dark, Evelyn lost consciousness.